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Rabindranath Tagore
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Publication Date:
 2012
Publisher:
Poemhunter.com - The World's Poetry Archive
Rabindranath Tagore(7 May 1861 – 7 August 1941)

A Moments Indulgence

I ask for a moment's indulgence to sit by thy side. The works
that I have in hand I will finish afterwards.
Away from the sight of thy face my heart knows no rest nor respite,
and my work becomes an endless toil in a shoreless sea of toil.
Today the summer has come at my window with its sighs and murmurs; and
the bees are plying their minstrelsy at the court of the flowering grove.
Now it is time to sit quite, face to face with thee, and to sing
dedication of life in this silent and overflowing leisure.
Rabindranath Tagore
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At The Last Watch

Pity, in place of love,
That pettiest of gifts,
Is but a sugar-coating over neglect.
Any passerby can make a gift of it
To a street beggar,
Only to forget the moment the first corner is turned.
I had not hoped for anything more that day.
You left during the last watch of night.
I had hoped you would say goodbye,
Just say 'Adieu' before going away,
What you had said another day,
What I shall never hear again.
In their place, just that one word,
Bound by the thin fabric of a little compassion
Would even that have been too much for you to bear?
When I first awoke from sleep
My heart fluttered with fear
Lest the time had been over.
I rushed out of bed.
The distant church clock chimed half past twelve
I sat waiting near the door of my room
Resting my head against it,
Facing the porch through which you would come out.
Even that tiniest of chances
Was snatched away by fate from hapless me;
I fell asleep
Shortly before you left.
Perhaps you cast a sidelong glance
At my reclining body
Like a broken boat left high and dry.
Perhaps you walked away with care
Lest you wake me up.
Awaking with a start I knew at once
That my vigil had been wasted
I realised, what was to go went away in a moment,
What was to stay behind stayed on
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For all time.
Silence everywhere
Like that of a birds' nest bereft of birds
On the bough of a songless tree.
With the lifeless light of the waning moon was now blended
The pallor of dawn
Spreading itself over the greyness of my empty life.
I walked towards your bedroom
For no reason.
Outside the door
Burnt a smoky lantern covered with soot,
The porch smelt of the smouldering wick.
Over the abandoned bed the flaps of the rolled-up mosquito-net
Fluttered a little in the breeze.
Seen in the sky outside through the window
Was the morning star,
Witness of all sleepless people
Bereft of hope.
Suddenly I found you had left behind by mistake
Your gold-mounted ivory walking stick.
If there were time, I thought,
You might come back from the station to look for it,
But not because
You had not seen me before going away.
Rabindranath Tagore
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Authorship

You say that father write a lot of books, but what he write I don't
understand.
 He was reading to you all the evening, but could you really
make out what he meant?
 What nice stores, mother, you can tell us! Why can't father
write like that, I wonder?
 Did he never hear from his own mother stories of giants and
fairies and princesses?
 Has he forgotten them all?
 Often when he gets late for his bath you have to and call him
an hundred times.
 You wait and keep his dishes warm for him, but he goes on
writing and forgets.
 Father always plays at making books.
 If ever I go to play in father's room, you come and call me,
"What a naughty child!"
 If I make the slightest noise you say, "Don't you see that
father's at his work?"
 What's the fun of always writing and writing?
 When I take up father's pen or pencil and write upon his book
just as he does,-a,b,c,d,e,f,g,h,i,-why do you get cross with me
then, mother?
 You never say a word when father writes.
 When my father wastes such heaps of paper, mother, you don't
seem to mind at all.
 But if I take only one sheet to take a boat with, you say,
"Child, how troublesome you are!"
 What do you think of father's spoiling sheets and sheets of
paper with black marks all over both sides?
Rabindranath Tagore
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Baby's Way

If baby only wanted to, he could fly up to heaven this moment.
 It is not for nothing that he does not leave us.
 He loves to rest his head on mother's bosom, and cannot ever
bear to lose sight of her.
 Baby know all manner of wise words, though few on earth can
understand their meaning.
 It is not for nothing that he never wants to speak.
 The one thing he wants is to learn mother's words from
mother's lips. That is why he looks so innocent.
 Baby had a heap of gold and pearls, yet he came like a beggar
on to this earth.
 It is not for nothing he came in such a disguise.
 This dear little naked mendicant pretends to be utterly
helpless, so that he may beg for mother's wealth of love.
 Baby was so free from every tie in the land of the tiny
crescent moon.
 It was not for nothing he gave up his freedom.
 He knows that there is room for endless joy in mother's little
corner of a heart, and it is sweeter far than liberty to be caught
and pressed in her dear arms.
 Baby never knew how to cry. He dwelt in the land of perfect
bliss.
 It is not for nothing he has chosen to shed tears.
 Though with the smile of his dear face he draws mother's
yearning heart to him, yet his little cries over tiny troubles
weave the double bond of pity and love.
Rabindranath Tagore
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Baby's World

I wish I could take a quiet corner in the heart of my baby's very
own world.
 I know it has stars that talk to him, and a sky that stoops
down to his face to amuse him with its silly clouds and rainbows.
 Those who make believe to be dumb, and look as if they never
could move, come creeping to his window with their stories and with
trays crowded with bright toys.
 I wish I could travel by the road that crosses baby's mind,
and out beyond all bounds;
 Where messengers run errands for no cause between the kingdoms
of kings of no history;
 Where Reason makes kites of her laws and flies them, the Truth
sets Fact free from its fetters.
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Beggarly Heart

When the heart is hard and parched up,
come upon me with a shower of mercy.
When grace is lost from life,
come with a burst of song.
When tumultuous work raises its din on all sides shutting me out from
beyond, come to me, my lord of silence, with thy peace and rest.
When my beggarly heart sits crouched, shut up in a corner,
break open the door, my king, and come with the ceremony of a king.
When desire blinds the mind with delusion and dust, O thou holy one,
thou wakeful, come with thy light and thy thunder
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Benediction

Bless this little heart, this white soul that has won the kiss of
heaven for our earth.
 He loves the light of the sun, he loves the sight of his
mother's face.
 He has not learned to despise the dust, and to hanker after
gold.
 Clasp him to your heart and bless him.
 He has come into this land of an hundred cross-roads.
 I know not how he chose you from the crowd, came to your door,
and grasped you hand to ask his way.
 He will follow you, laughing the talking, and not a doubt in
his heart.
 Keep his trust, lead him straight and bless him.
 Lay your hand on his head, and pray that though the waves
underneath grow threatening, yet the breath from above may come and
fill his sails and waft him to the heaven of peace.
 Forget him not in your hurry, let him come to your heart and
bless him.
Rabindranath Tagore
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Brahmā, VişņU, ŚIva

I THE DARK
In a worldless timeless lightless great emptiness
Four-faced Brahma broods.
nasad asin, no sad asit tadanim;
nasid raja no vioma paro yat.
kim avarivah? kuha? kasya sarmann?
Ambhah kim asid, gahanam gabhiram?
na mytur asid, amrtam na tarhi.
na ratria ahna asit pratekh.
anid avatam svadhaya tad ekam.
tasmad dhanyan na parah kim canasa.
tama asit tamasa gudham agre;
apraketam salilam sarvam a idam.
tuchyenabhu apihitam yad asit,
tapasas tan mahinajayataikam.
Of a sudden sea of joy surges through his heart –
The ur-god opens his eyes.
Speech from four mouths
Speeds from each quarter.
Through infinite dark,
Through limitless sky,
Like a growing sea-storm,
Like hope never sated,
His Word starts to move.
Stirred by joy his breathing quickens,
His eight eyes quiver with flame.
His fire-matted hair sweeps the horizon,
Bright as a million suns.
From the towering source of the world
In a thousand streams
Cascades the primeval blazing fountain,
Fragmenting silence,
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Splitting its stone heart.
kamas tad agre sam avartatadhi
manaso retah prathamam yad asit?
sato bandhum asati nir avindan
hrdi pratisya kavayo manisa
II THE MUSIC
In a universe rampant
With new life exhalant,
With new life exultant,
Vishnu spreads wide
His four-handed blessing.
He raises his conch
And all things quake
At its booming sound.
The frenzy dies down,
The furnace expires,
The planets douse
Their flames with tears,
The world’s Divine Poet
Constructs its history,
From wild cosmic song
Its epic is formed.
Stars in their orbits,
Moon sun and planets –
He binds with his mace
All things to Law,
Imposes the discipline
Of metre and rhyme.
In the Manasa depths
Vishnu watches -
Beauties arise
From the light of lotuses.
Lakshmi strews smiles -
Clouds show a rainbow,
Gardens show flowers.
The roar of Creation
Resolves into music.
Softness hides rigour,
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Forms cover power.
tirascino vitato rasmir esam:
adhah svid asid, upari svid asit?
retodha asan, mahimana asan;
svadha avasat, prayatih parastat.
Age after age after age is slave to a mighty rhythm –
At last the world-frame
Tires in its body,
Sleep in its eyes
Slackens its structure,
Diffuses its energy.
From the heart of all matter
Comes the anguished cry –
‘Wake, wake, great Shiva,
Our body grows weary
Of its law-fixed path,
Give us new form.
Sing our destruction,
That we gain new life.’
III THE FIRE
The great god awakes,
His three eyes open,
He surveys all horizons.
He lifts his bow, his fell pinaka,
He pounds the world with his tread.
From first things to last it trembles and shakes
And shudders.
The bonds of nature are ripped.
The sky is rocked by the roar
Of a wave of ecstatic release.
An inferno soars –
The pyre of the universe.
Shattered sun and moon, smashed stars and planets,
Rain down from all angles,
A blackness of all particles
To be swallowed by flame,
Absorbed in an instant.
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At the start of Creation
There was a dark without origin,
At the breaking of Creation
There is fire without end
In an all-pervading sky-engulfing sea of burning
Shiva shuts his three eyes.
He begins his great trance.
ko adha veda? Ka iha pravocat,
kuta ajata, kuta iyam visrstih?
arvag deva asya visajanena:
atha ko veda yata ababhuva?
iyam visrstir yata ababhuva;
yadi vasa dadhe yadi van na:
yo asyadhyaksah parame vioman
so anga veda, yadi va na veda.
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Brink Of Eternity

In desperate hope I go and search for her
in all the corners of my room;
I find her not.
My house is small
and what once has gone from it can never be regained.
But infinite is thy mansion, my lord,
and seeking her I have to come to thy door.
I stand under the golden canopy of thine evening sky
and I lift my eager eyes to thy face.
I have come to the brink of eternity from which nothing can vanish
---no hope, no happiness, no vision of a face seen through tears.
Oh, dip my emptied life into that ocean,
plunge it into the deepest fullness.
Let me for once feel that lost sweet touch
in the allness of the universe.
Rabindranath Tagore
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Broken Song

Kasinath the new young singer fills the hall with sound:
The seven notes dance in his throat like seven tame birds.
His voice is a sharp sword slicing and thrusting everywhere,
It darts like lightening - no knowing where it will go when.
He sets deadly traps for himself, then cuts them away:
The courtiers listen in amazement, give frequent gasps of praise.
Only the old king Pratap Ray sits like wood, unmoved.
Haraj Lal is the only singer he likes, all others leave him cold.
From childhood he has spent so long listening to him sing -
Rag Kafi during holi, cloud-songs during the rains,
Songs for Durga at dawn in autumn, songs to bid her farewell -
His heart swelled when he heard them and his eyes swam with tears.
And on days when friends gathered and filled the hall
There were cowherds' songs of Krsna, in raags Bhupali and Multan.
So many nights of wedding-festivity have passed in that royal house:
Servants dressed in red, hundreds of lamps alight:
The bridegroom sitting shyly in his finery and jewels,
Young friends teasing him and whispering in his ear:
Before him, singing raag Sahana, sits Baraj Lal.
The king's heart is full of all those days and songs.
When he hears some other singer, he feels no chord inside,
No sudden magical awakening of memories of the past.
When Pratap Ray watches Kasinath he just sees his wagging head:
Tune after tune after tune, bu none with any echo in the heart.
Kasinath asks for a rest and the singing stops for a space.
Pratap Ray smilingly turns his eyes to Baraj Lal.
He puts his mouth to his ear and says, 'Dear ustad,
Give us a song as songs ought to be, this is no song at all.
It's all tricks and games, like a cat hunting a bird.
We used to hear songs in the old days, today they have no idea.'
Old Baraj Lal, white-haired, white turban on his head,
Bows to the assembled courtiers and slowly takes his seat.
He takes the tanpura in his wasted, heavily veined hand
And with lowered head and closed eyes begins raag Yaman-kalyap.
His quavering voice is swallowed by the enormous hall,
Is like a tiny bird in a storm, unable to fly for all it tries.
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Pratap Ray, sitting to the left, encourages him again and again:
'Superb, bravo!' he says in his ear, 'sing out loud.'
The courtiers are inattentive, some whisper amongst themselves,
Some of them yawn, some doze, some go off to their rooms;
Some of them call to servants, 'Bring the bookah, bring some pan.'
Some fan themselves furiously and complain of the heat.
They cannot keep still for a minute, they shuffle or walk about -
The hall was quiet before, but every sort of noise has grown.
The old man's singing is swamped, like a frail boat in a typhoon:
Only his shaky fingering of the tanpura shows it is there.
Music that should rise on its own joy from the depths of the heart
Is crushed by heedless clamour, like a fountain under a stone.
The song and Baraj Lal's feelings go separate ways,
But he sings for all he is worth, to keep up the honour of his king.
One of the verses of the song has somehow slipped from his mind.
He quickly goes back, tries to get it right this time.
Again he forgets, it is lost, he shakes his head at the shame;
He starts the song at the beginning - again he has to stop.
His hand trembles doubly as he prays to his teachers name.
His voice quakes with distress, like a lamp guttering in a breeze.
He abandons the words of the song and tries to salvage the tune,
But suddenly his wide-mouthed singing breaks into loud cries.
The intricate melody goes to the winds, the rhythm is swept away -
Tears snap the thread of the song, cascade like pearls.
In shame he rests his head on the old tanpura in his lap -
He has failed to remember a song: he weeps as he did as a child.
With brimming eyes king Pratap Ray tenderly touches his friend:
'Come, let us go from here,' he says with kindness and love.
They leave that festive hall with its hundreds of blinding lights.
The two old friends go outside, holding each other's hands.
Baraj says with hands clasped, 'Master, our days are gone.
New men have come now, new styles and customs in the world.
The court we kept is deserted - only the two of us are left.
Don't ask anyone to listen to me now, I beg you at your feet, my lord.
The singer along does not make a song, there has to be someone who hears:
One man opens his throat to sing, the other sings in his mind.
Only when waves fall on the shore do they make a harmonious sound;
Only when breezes shake the woods do we hear a rustling in the leaves.
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Only from a marriage of two forces does music arise in the world.
Where there is no love, where listeners are dumb, there never can be song.'
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Chain Of Pearls

Mother, I shall weave a chain of pearls for thy neck
with my tears of sorrow.
The stars have wrought their anklets of light to deck thy feet,
but mine will hang upon thy breast.
Wealth and fame come from thee
and it is for thee to give or to withhold them.
But this my sorrow is absolutely mine own,
and when I bring it to thee as my offering
thou rewardest me with thy grace.
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Closed Path

I thought that my voyage had come to its end
at the last limit of my power,---that the path before me was closed,
that provisions were exhausted
and the time come to take shelter in a silent obscurity.
But I find that thy will knows no end in me.
And when old words die out on the tongue,
new melodies break forth from the heart;
and where the old tracks are lost,
new country is revealed with its wonders.
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Clouds And Waves

Mother, the folk who live up in the clouds call out to me-
 "We play from the time we wake till the day ends.
 We play with the golden dawn, we play with the silver moon."
 I ask, "But how am I to get up to you ?"
 They answer, "Come to the edge of the earth, lift up your
hands to the sky, and you will be taken up into the clouds."
 "My mother is waiting for me at home, "I say, "How can I leave
her and come?"
 Then they smile and float away.
 But I know a nicer game than that, mother.
 I shall be the cloud and you the moon.
 I shall cover you with both my hands, and our house-top will
be the blue sky.
 The folk who live in the waves call out to me-
 "We sing from morning till night; on and on we travel and know
not where we pass."
 I ask, "But how am I to join you?"
 They tell me, "Come to the edge of the shore and stand with
your eyes tight shut, and you will be carried out upon the waves."
 I say, "My mother always wants me at home in the everythinghow can I leave her and go?"
 They smile, dance and pass by.
 But I know a better game than that.
 I will be the waves and you will be a strange shore.
 I shall roll on and on and on, and break upon your lap with
laughter.
 And no one in the world will know where we both are.
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Colored Toys

When I bring to you colored toys, my child,
I understand why there is such a play of colors on clouds, on water,
and why flowers are painted in tints
---when I give colored toys to you, my child.
When I sing to make you dance
I truly now why there is music in leaves,
and why waves send their chorus of voices to the heart of the listening earth
---when I sing to make you dance.
When I bring sweet things to your greedy hands
I know why there is honey in the cup of the flowers
and why fruits are secretly filled with sweet juice
---when I bring sweet things to your greedy hands.
When I kiss your face to make you smile, my darling,
I surely understand what pleasure streams from the sky in morning light,
and what delight that is that is which the summer breeze brings to my body
---when I kiss you to make you smile.
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Death

O thou the last fulfilment of life,
Death, my death, come and whisper to me!
Day after day I have kept watch for thee;
for thee have I borne the joys and pangs of life.
All that I am, that I have, that I hope and all my love
have ever flowed towards thee in depth of secrecy.
One final glance from thine eyes
and my life will be ever thine own.
The flowers have been woven
and the garland is ready for the bridegroom.
After the wedding the bride shall leave her home
and meet her lord alone in the solitude of night.
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Defamation

Whey are those tears in your eyes, my child?
 How horrid of them to be always scolding you for nothing!
 You have stained your fingers and face with ink while writingis that why they call you dirty?
 O, fie! Would they dare to call the full moon dirty because
it has smudged its face with ink?
 For every little trifle they blame you, my child. They are
ready to find fault for nothing.
 You tore your clothes while playing-is that why they call you
untidy?
 O, fie! What would they call an autumn morning that smiles
through its ragged clouds?
 Take no heed of what they say to you, my child.
 They make a long list of your misdeeds.
 Everybody knows how you love sweet things-is that why they
call you greedy?
 O, fie! What then would they call us who love you?
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Distant Time

I know not from what distant time
thou art ever coming nearer to meet me.
Thy sun and stars can never keep thee hidden from me for aye.
In many a morning and eve thy footsteps have been heard
and thy messenger has come within my heart and called me in secret.
I know not only why today my life is all astir,
and a feeling of tremulous joy is passing through my heart.
It is as if the time were come to wind up my work,
and I feel in the air a faint smell of thy sweet presence.
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Dungeon

He whom I enclose with my name is weeping in this dungeon.
I am ever busy building this wall all around; and as this wall goes up into
the sky day by day I lose sight of my true being in its dark shadow.
I take pride in this great wall, and I plaster it with dust and sand
lest a least hole should be left in this name;
and for all the care I take I lose sight of my true being.
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Endless Time

Time is endless in thy hands, my lord.
There is none to count thy minutes.
Days and nights pass and ages bloom and fade like flowers.
Thou knowest how to wait.
Thy centuries follow each other perfecting a small wild flower.
We have no time to lose,
and having no time we must scramble for a chance.
We are too poor to be late.
And thus it is that time goes by
while I give it to every querulous man who claims it,
and thine altar is empty of all offerings to the last.
At the end of the day I hasten in fear lest thy gate be shut;
but I find that yet there is time.
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Face To Face

Day after day, O lord of my life,
shall I stand before thee face to face.
With folded hands, O lord of all worlds,
shall I stand before thee face to face.
Under thy great sky in solitude and silence,
with humble heart shall I stand before thee face to face.
In this laborious world of thine, tumultuous with toil
and with struggle, among hurrying crowds
shall I stand before thee face to face.
And when my work shall be done in this world,
O King of kings, alone and speechless
shall I stand before thee face to face.
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Fairyland

If people came to know where my king's palace is, it would vanish
into the air.
 The walls are of white silver and the roof of shining gold.
 The queen lives in a palace with seven courtyards, and she
wears a jewel that cost all the wealth of seven kingdoms.
 But let me tell you, mother, in a whisper, where my king's
palace is.
 It is at the corner of our terrace where the pot of the tulsi
plant stands.
 The princess lies sleeping on the far-away shore of the seven
impassable seas.
 There is none in the world who can find her but myself.
 She has bracelets on her arms and pearl drops in her ears; her
hair sweeps down upon the floor.
 She will wake when I touch her with my magic wand and jewels
will fall from her lips when she smiles.
 But let me whisper in your ear, mother; she is there in the
corner of our terrace where the pot of the tulsi plant stands.
 When it is time for you to go to the river for your bath, step
up to that terrace on the roof.
 I sit in the corner where the shadow of the walls meet
together.
 Only puss is allowed to come with me, for she know where the
barber in the story lives.
 But let me whisper, mother, in your ear where the barber in
the story lives.
 It is at the corner of the terrace where the pot of the tulsi
plant stands.
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Farewell

I have got my leave. Bid me farewell, my brothers!
I bow to you all and take my departure.
Here I give back the keys of my door
---and I give up all claims to my house.
I only ask for last kind words from you.
We were neighbors for long,
but I received more than I could give.
Now the day has dawned
and the lamp that lit my dark corner is out.
A summons has come and I am ready for my journey.
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Fireflies

My fancies are fireflies, —
Specks of living light
twinkling in the dark.
The voice of wayside pansies,
that do not attract the careless glance,
murmurs in these desultory lines.
In the drowsy dark caves of the mind
dreams build their nest with fragments
dropped from day's caravan.
Spring scatters the petals of flowers
that are not for the fruits of the future,
but for the moment's whim.
Joy freed from the bond of earth's slumber
rushes into numberless leaves,
and dances in the air for a day.
My words that are slight
may lightly dance upon time's waves
when my works heavy with import have gone down.
Mind's underground moths
grow filmy wings
and take a farewell flight
in the sunset sky.
The butterfly counts not months but moments,
and has time enough.
My thoughts, like spark, ride on winged surprises,
carrying a single laughter.
The tree gazes in love at its own beautiful shadow
which yet it never can grasp.
Let my love, like sunlight, surround you
and yet give you illumined freedom.
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Days are coloured bubbles
that float upon the surface of fathomless night.
My offerings are too timid to claim your remembrance,
and therefore you may remember them.
Leave out my name from the gift
if it be a burden,
but keep my song.
April, like a child,
writes hieroglyphs on dust with flowers,
wipes them away and forgets.
Memory, the priestess,
kills the present
and offers its heart to the shrine of the dead past.
From the solemn gloom of the temple
children run out to sit in the dust,
God watches them play
and forgets the priest.
My mind starts up at some flash
on the flow of its thoughts
like a brook at a sudden liquid note of its own
that is never repeated.
In the mountain, stillness surges up
to explore its own height;
in the lake, movement stands still
to contemplate its own depth.
The departing night's one kiss
on the closed eyes of morning
glows in the star of dawn.
Maiden, thy beauty is like a fruit
which is yet to mature,
tense with an unyielding secret.
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Sorrow that has lost its memory
is like the dumb dark hours
that have no bird songs
but only the cricket's chirp.
Bigotry tries to keep truth safe in its hand
with a grip that kills it.
Wishing to hearten a timid lamp
great night lights all her stars.
Though he holds in his arms the earth-bride,
the sky is ever immensely away.
God seeks comrades and claims love,
the Devil seeks slaves and claims obedience.
The soil in return for her service
keeps the tree tied to her,
the sky asks nothing and leaves it free.
Jewel-like immortal
does not boast of its length of years
but of the scintillating point of its moment.
The child ever dwells in the mystery of ageless time,
unobscured by the dust of history.
Alight laughter in the steps of creation
carries it swiftly across time.
One who was distant came near to me in the morning,
and still nearer when taken away by night.
White and pink oleanders meet
and make merry in different dialects.
When peace is active sweeping its dirt, it is storm.
The lake lies low by the hill,
a tearful entreaty of love
at the foot of the inflexible.
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There smiles the Divine Child
among his playthings of unmeaning clouds
and ephemeral lights and shadows.
The breeze whispers to the lotus,
'What is thy secret? '
'It is myself,' says the lotus,
'Steal it and I disappear! '
The freedom of the storm and the bondage of the stem
join hands in the dance of swaying branches.
The jasmine's lisping of love to the sun is her flowers.
The tyrant claims freedom to kill freedom
and yet to keep it for himself.
Gods, tired of their paradise, envy man.
Clouds are hills in vapour,
hills are clouds in stone, —
a phantasy in time's dream.
While God waits for His temple to be built of love,
men bring stones.
I touch God in my song
as the hill touches the far-away sea
with its waterfall.
Light finds her treasure of colours
through the antagonism of clouds.
My heart to-day smiles at its past night of tears
like a wet tree glistening in the sun
after the rain is over.
I have thanked the trees that have made my life fruitful,
but have failed to remember the grass
that has ever kept it green.
The one without second is emptiness,
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the other one makes it true.
Life's errors cry for the merciful beauty
that can modulate their isolation
into a harmony with the whole.
They expect thanks for the banished nest
because their cage is shapely and secure.
In love I pay my endless debt to thee
for what thou art.
The pond sends up its lyrics from its dark in lilies,
and the sun says, they are good.
Your calumny against the great is impious,
it hurts yourself;
against the small it is mean,
for it hurts the victim.
The first flower that blossomed on this earth
was an invitation to the unborn song.
Dawn—the many-coloured flower—fades,
and then the simple light-fruit,
the sun appears.
The muscle that has a doubt if its wisdom
throttles the voice that would cry.
The wind tries to take the flame by storm
only to blow it out.
Life's play is swift,
Life's playthings fall behind one by one
and are forgotten.
My flower, seek not thy paradise
in a fool's buttonhole.
Thou hast risen late, my crescent moon,
but my night bird is still awake to greet thee.
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Darkness is the veiled bride
silently waiting for the errant light
to return to her bosom.
Trees are the earth's endless effort to
speak to the listening heaven.
The burden of self is lightened
when I laugh at myself.
The weak can be terrible
because they try furiously to appear strong.
The wind of heaven blows,
The anchor desperately clutches the mud,
and my boat is beating its breast against the chain.
The spirit of death is one,
the spirit of life is many,
When God is dead religion becomes one.
The blue of the sky longs for the earth's green,
the wind between them sighs, 'Alas.'
Day's pain muffled by its own glare,
burns among stars in the night.
The stars crowd round the virgin night
in silent awe at her loneliness
that can never be touched.
The cloud gives all its gold
to the departing sun
and greets the rising moon
with only a pale smile.
He who does good comes to the temple gate,
he who loves reaches the shrine.
Flower, have pity for the worm,
it is not a bee,
its love is a blunder and a burden.
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With the ruins of terror's triumph
children build their doll's house.
The lamp waits through the long day of neglect
for the flame's kiss in the night.
Feathers in the dust lying lazily content
have forgotten their sky.
The flowers which is single
need not envy the thorns
that are numerous.
The world suffers most from the disinterested tyranny
of its well-wisher.
We gain freedom when we have paid the full price
for our right to live.
Your careless gifts of a moment,
like the meteors of an autumn night,
catch fire in the depth of my being.
The faith waiting in the heart of a seed
promises a miracle of life
which it cannot prove at once.
Spring hesitates at winter's door,
but the mango blossom rashly runs out to him
before her time and meets her doom.
The world is the ever-changing foam
that floats on the surface of a sea of silence.
The two separated shores mingle their voices
in a song of unfathomed tears.
As a river in the sea,
work finds its fulfilment
in the depth of leisure.
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I lingered on my way till thy cherry tree lost its blossom,
but the azalea brings to me, my love, thy forgiveness.
Thy shy little pomegranate bud,
blushing to-day behind her veil,
will burst into a passionate flower
to-morrow when I am away.
The clumsiness of power spoils the key,
and uses the pickaxe.
Birth is from the mystery of night
into the greater mystery of day.
These paper boats of mine are meant to dance
on the ripples of hours,
and not to reach any destination.
Migratory songs wing from my heart
and seek their nests in your voice of love.
The sea of danger, doubt and denial
around man's little island of certainty
challenges him to dare the unknown.
Love punishes when it forgives,
and injured beauty by its awful silence.
You live alone and unrecompensed
because they are afraid of your great worth.
The same sun is newly born in new lands
in a ring of endless dawns.
God is world is ever renewed by death,
a Titan's ever crushed by its own existence.
The glow-worm while exploring the dust
never knows that stars are in the sky.
The tree is of to-day, the flower is old,
it brings with it the message
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of the immemorial seed.
Each rose that comes brings me greetings
from the Rose of an eternal spring.
God honours me when I work,
He loves me when I sing.
My love of to-day finds no home
in the nest deserted by yesterday's love.
The fire of pain traces for my soul
a luminous path across her sorrow.
The grass survives the hill
through its resurrections from countless deaths.
Thou hast vanished from my reach
leaving an impalpable touch in the blue of the sky,
an invisible image in the wind moving
among the shadows.
In pity for the desolate branch
spring leaves to it a kiss that fluttered in a lonely leaf.
The shy shadow in the garden
loves the sun in silence,
Flowers guess the secret, and smile,
while the leaves whisper.
I leave no trace of wings in the air,
but I am glad I have had my flight.
The fireflies, twinkling among leaves,
make the stars wonder.
The mountain remains unmoved
at its seeming defeat by the mist.
While the rose said to the sun,
'I shall ever remember thee,'
her petals fell to the dust.
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Hills are the earth's gesture of despair
for the unreachable.
Though the thorn in thy flower pricked me,
O Beauty,
I am grateful.
The world knows that the few
are more than the many.
Let not my love be a burden on you, my friend,
know that it pays itself.
Dawn plays her lute before the gate of darkness,
and is content to vanish when the sun comes out.
Beauty is truth's smile
when she beholds her own face
in a perfect mirror.
The dew-drop knows the sun
only within its own tiny orb.
Forlorn thoughts from the forsaken lives of all ages,
swarming in the air, hum round my heart
and seek my voice.
The desert is imprisoned in the wall
of its unbounded barrenness.
In the thrill of little leaves
I see the air's invisible dance,
and in their glimmering
the secret heart-beats of the sky.
You are like a flowering tree,
amazed when I praise you for your gifts.
The earth's sacrificial fire
flames up in her trees,
scattering sparks in flowers.
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Forests, the clouds of earth,
hold up to the sky their silence,
and clouds from above come down
in resonant showers.
The world speaks to me in pictures,
my soul answers in music.
The sky tells its beads all night
on the countless stars
in memory of the sun.
The darkness of night, like pain, is dumb,
the darkness of dawn, like peace, is silent.
Pride engraves his frowns in stones,
love offers her surrender in flowers.
The obsequious brush curtails truth
in deference to the canvas which is narrow.
The hill in its longing for the far-away sky
wishes to be like the cloud
with its endless urge of seeking.
To justify their own spilling of ink
they spell the day as night.
Profit smiles on goodness
when the good is profitable.
In its swelling pride
the bubble doubts the truth of the sea,
and laughs and bursts into emptiness.
Love is an endless mystery,
for it has nothing else to explain it.
My clouds, sorrowing in the dark,
forget that they themselves
have hidden the sun.
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Man discovers his own wealth
when God comes to ask gifts of him.
You leave your memory as a flame
to my lonely lamp of separation.
I came to offer thee a flower,
but thou must have all my garden,—
It is thine.
The picture—a memory of light
treasured by the shadow.
It is easy to make faces at the sun,
He is exposed by his own light in all
directions.
History slowly smothers its truth,
but hastily struggles to revive it
in the terrible penance of pain.
My work is rewarded in daily wages,
I wait for my final value in love.
Beauty knows to say, 'Enough,'
barbarism clamours for still more.
God loves to see in me, not his servant,
but himself who serves all.
The darkness of night is in harmony with day,
the morning of mist is discordant.
In the bounteous time of roses love is wine,—
it is food in the famished hour
when their petals are shed.
An unknown flower in a strange land
speaks to the poet:
'Are we not of the same soil, my lover? '
I am able to love my God
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because He gives me freedom to deny Him.
My untuned strings beg for music
in their anguished cry of shame.
The worm thinks it strange and foolish
that man does not eat his books.
The clouded sky to-day bears the visior
of the shadow of a divine sadness
on the forehead of brooding eternity.
The shade of my tree is for passers-by,
its fruit for the one for whom I wait.
Flushed with the glow of sunset
earth seems like a ripe fruit
ready to be harvested by night.
Light accepts darkness for his spouse
for the sake of creation.
The reed waits for his master's breath,
the Master goes seeking for his reed.
To the blind pen the hand that writes is unreal,
its writing unmeaning.
The sea smites his own barren breast
because he has no flowers to offer to the moon.
The greed for fruit misses the flower.
God in His temple of stars
waits for man to bring him his lamp.
The fire restrained in the tree fashions flowers.
Released from bonds, the shameless flame
dies in barren ashes.
The sky sets no snare to capture the moon,
it is her own freedom which binds her.
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The light that fills the sky
seeks its limit in a dew-drop on the grass.
Wealth is the burden of bigness,
Welfare the fulness of being.
The razor-blade is proud of its keenness
when it sneers at the sun.
The butterfly has leisure to love the lotus,
not the bee busily storing honey.
Child, thou bringest to my heart
the babble of the wind and the water,
the flower's speechless secrets, the clouds' dreams,
the mute gaze of wonder of the morning sky.
The rainbow among the clouds may be great
but the little butterfly among the bushes is greater.
The mist weaves her net round the morning,
captivates him, and makes him blind.
The Morning Star whispers to Dawn,
'Tell me that you are only for me.'
'Yes,' she answers,
'And also only for that nameless flower.'
The sky remains infinitely vacant
for earth there to build its heaven with dreams.
Perhaps the crescent moon smiles in doubt
at being told that it is a fragment
awaiting perfection.
Let the evening forgive the mistakes of the day
and thus win peace for herself.
Beauty smiles in the confinement of the bud,
in the heart of a sweet incompleteness.
Your flitting love lightly brushed with its wings
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my sun-flower
and never asked if it was ready to surrender its honey.
Leaves are silences
around flowers which are their words.
The tree bears its thousand years
as one large majestic moment.
My offerings are not for the temple at the end of the road,
but for the wayside shrines
that surprise me at every bend.
Hour smile, my love, like the smell of a strange flower,
is simple and inexplicable.
Death laughs when the merit of the dead is exaggerated
for it swells his store with more than he can claim.
The sigh of the shore follows in vain
the breeze that hastens the ship across the sea.
Truth loves its limits,
for there it meets the beautiful.
Between the shores of Me and Thee
there is the loud ocean, my own surging self,
which I long to cross.
The right to possess boasts foolishly
of its right to enjoy.
The rose is a great deal more
than a blushing apology for the thorn.
Day offers to the silence of stars
his golden lute to be tuned
for the endless life.
The wise know how to teach,
the fool how to smite.
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The centre is still and silent in the heart
of an eternal dance of circles.
The judge thinks that he is just when he compares
The oil of another's lamp
with the light of his own.
The captive flower in the King's wreath
smiles bitterly when the meadow-flower envies her.
Its store of snow is the hill's own burden,
its outpouring of streams is borne by all the world.
Listen to the prayer of the forest
for its freedom in flowers.
Let your love see me
even through the barrier of nearness.
The spirit of work in creation is there
to carry and help the spirit of play.
To carry the burden of the instrument,
count the cost of its material,
and never to know that it is for music,
is the tragedy of deaf life.
Faith is the bird that feels the light
and sings when the dawn is still dark.
I bring to thee, night, my day's empty cup,
to be cleansed with thy cool darkness
for a new morning's festival.
The mountain fir, in its rustling,
modulates the memory of its fights with the storm
into a hymn of peace.
God honoured me with his fight
when I was rebellious,
He ignored me when I was languid.
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The sectarian thinks
that he has the sea
ladled into his private pond.
In the shady depth of life
are the lonely nests of memories
that shrink from words.
Let my love find its strength
in the service of day,
its peace in the union of night.
Life sends up in blades of grass
its silent hymn of praise
to the unnamed Light.
The stars of night are to me
the memorials of my day's faded flowers.
Open thy door to that which must go,
for the loss becomes unseemly when obstructed.
True end is not in the reaching of the limit,
but in a completion which is limitless.
The shore whispers to the sea:
'Write to me what thy waves struggle to say.'
The sea writes in foam again and again
and wipes off the lines in a boisterous despair.
Let the touch of thy finger thrill my life's strings
and make the music thine and mine.
The inner world rounded in my life like a fruit,
matured in joy and sorrow,
will drop into the darkness of the original soil
for some further course of creation.
Form is in Matter, rhythm in Force,
meaning in the Person.
There are seekers of wisdom and seekers of wealth,
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I seek thy company so that I may sing.
As the tree its leaves, I shed my words on the earth,
let my thoughts unuttered flower in thy silence.
My faith in truth, my vision of the perfect,
help thee, Master, in thy creation.
All the delights that I have felt
in life's fruits and flowers
let me offer to thee at the end of the feast,
in a perfect union of love.
Some have thought deeply and explored the
meaning of thy truth,
and they are great;
I have listened to catch the music of thy play,
and I am glad.
The tree is a winged spirit
released from the bondage of seed,
pursuing its adventure of life
across the unknown.
The lotus offers its beauty to the heaven,
the grass its service to the earth.
The sun's kiss mellows into abandonment
the miserliness of the green fruit clinging to its stem.
The flame met the earthen lamp in me,
and what a great marvel of light!
Mistakes live in the neighbourhood of truth
and therefore delude us.
The cloud laughed at the rainbow
saying that it was an upstart
gaudy in its emptiness.
The rainbow calmly answered,
'I am as inevitably real as the sun himself.'
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Let me not grope in vain in the dark
but keep my mind still in the faith
that the day will break
and truth will appear
in its simplicity.
Through the silent night
I hear the returning vagrant hopes of the morning
knock at my heart.
My new love comes
bringing to me the eternal wealth of the old.
The earth gazes at the moon and wonders
that she should have all her music in her smile.
Day with its glare of curiosity
puts the stars to flight.
My mind has its true union with thee, O sky,
at the window which is mine own,
and not in the open
where thou hast thy sole kingdom.
Man claims God's flowers as his own
when he weaves them in a garland.
The buried city, laid bare to the sun of a new age,
is ashamed that is has lost all its song.
Like my heart's pain that has long missed its meaning,
the sun's rays robed in dark
hide themselves under the ground.
Like my heart's pain at love's sudden touch,
they change their veil at the spring's call
and come out in the carnival of colours,
in flowers and leaves.
My life's empty flute
waits for its final music
like the primal darkness
before the stars came out.
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Emancipation from the bondage of the soil
is no freedom for the tree.
The tapestry of life's story is woven
with the threads of life's ties
ever joining and breaking.
Those thoughts of mine that are never captured by words
perch upon my song and dance.
My soul to-night loses itself
in the silent heart of a tree
standing alone among the whispers of immensity.
Pearl shells cast up by the sea
on death's barren beach,—
a magnificent wastefulness of creative life.
The sunlight opens for me the word's gate,
love's light its treasure.
My life like the reed with its stops,
has its play of colours
through the gaps in its hopes and gains.
Let not my thanks to thee
rob my silence of its fuller homage.
Life's aspirations come
in the guise of children.
The faded flower sighs
that the spring has vanished forever.
In my life's garden
my wealth has been of the shadows and lights
that are never gathered and stored.
The fruit that I Have gained forever
is that which thou hast accepted.
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The jasmine knows the sun to be her brother
in the heaven.
Light is young, the ancient light;
shadows are of the moment, they are born old.
I feel that the ferry of my songs at the day's end
will bring me across to the other shore
from where I shall see.
The butterfly flitting from flower to flower
ever remains mine,
I lose the one that is netted by me.
Your voice, free bird, reaches my sleeping nest,
and my drowsy wings dream
of a voyage to the light
above the clouds.
I miss the meaning of my own part
in the play of life
because I know not of the parts
that others play.
The flower sheds all its petals
and finds the fruit.
I leave my songs behind me
to the bloom of the ever-returning honeysuckles
and the joy of the wind from the south.
Dead leaves when they lose themselves in soil
take part in the life of the forest.
The mind ever seeks its words
from its sounds and silence
as the sky from its darkness and light.
The unseen dark plays on his flute
and the rhythm of light
eddies into stars and suns,
into thoughts and dreams.
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My songs are to sing
that I have loved Thy singing.
When the voice of the Silent touches my words
I know him and therefore I know myself.
My last salutations are to them
who knew me imperfect and loved me.
Love's gift cannot be given,
it waits to be accepted.
When death comes and whispers to me,
'Thy days are ended,'
let me say to him, 'I have lived in love
and not in mere time.'
He will ask, 'Will thy songs remain? '
I shall say, 'I know not, but this I know
that often when I sang I found my eternity.'
'Let me light my lamp,'
say the star,
'and never debate
if it will help to remove the darkness.'
Before the end of my journey
may I reach within myself
the one which is the all,
leaving the outer shell
to float away with the drifting multitude
upon the current of chance and change.
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Flower

Pluck this little flower and take it, delay not! I fear lest it
droop and drop into the dust.
I may not find a place in thy garland, but honour it with a touch of
pain from thy hand and pluck it. I fear lest the day end before I am
aware, and the time of offering go by.
Though its colour be not deep and its smell be faint, use this flower
in thy service and pluck it while there is time.
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Fool

O Fool, try to carry thyself upon thy own shoulders!
O beggar, to come beg at thy own door!
Leave all thy burdens on his hands who can bear all,
and never look behind in regret.
Thy desire at once puts out the light from the lamp it touches with its breath.
It is unholy---take not thy gifts through its unclean hands.
Accept only what is offered by sacred love.
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Free Love

By all means they try to hold me secure who love me in this world.
But it is otherwise with thy love which is greater than theirs,
and thou keepest me free.
Lest I forget them they never venture to leave me alone.
But day passes by after day and thou art not seen.
If I call not thee in my prayers, if I keep not thee in my heart,
thy love for me still waits for my love.
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Freedom

Freedom from fear is the freedom
I claim for you my motherland!
Freedom from the burden of the ages, bending your head,
breaking your back, blinding your eyes to the beckoning
call of the future;
Freedom from the shackles of slumber wherewith
you fasten yourself in night's stillness,
mistrusting the star that speaks of truth's adventurous paths;
freedom from the anarchy of destiny
whole sails are weakly yielded to the blind uncertain winds,
and the helm to a hand ever rigid and cold as death.
Freedom from the insult of dwelling in a puppet's world,
where movements are started through brainless wires,
repeated through mindless habits,
where figures wait with patience and obedience for the
master of show,
to be stirred into a mimicry of life.
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Friend

Art thou abroad on this stormy night
on thy journey of love, my friend?
The sky groans like one in despair.
I have no sleep tonight.
Ever and again I open my door and look out on
the darkness, my friend!
I can see nothing before me.
I wonder where lies thy path!
By what dim shore of the ink-black river,
by what far edge of the frowning forest,
through what mazy depth of gloom art thou threading
thy course to come to me, my friend?
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From Afar

The 'I' that floats along the wave of time,
From a distance I watch him.
With the dust and the water,
With the fruit and the flower,
With the All he is rushing forward.
He is always on the surface,
Tossed by the waves and dancing to the rhythm
Of joy and suffering.
The least loss makes him suffer,
The least wound hurts him--
Him I see from afar.
That 'I' is not my real self;
I am still within myself,
I do not float in the stream of death.
I am free, I am desireless,
I am peace, I am illumined--
Him I see from afar.
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Gitanjali

1.
Thou hast made me endless, such is thy pleasure. This frail vessel thou emptiest
again and again, and fillest it ever with fresh life.
This little flute of a reed thou hast carried over hills and dales, and hast breathed
through it melodies eternally new.
At the immortal touch of thy hands my little heart loses its limits in joy and gives
birth to utterance ineffable.
Thy infinite gifts come to me only on these very small hands of mine. Ages pass,
and still thou pourest, and still there is room to fill.
2.
When thou commandest me to sing it seems that my heart would break with
pride; and I look to thy face, and tears come to my eyes.
All that is harsh and dissonant in my life melts into one sweet harmony - and my
adoration spreads wings like a glad bird on its flight across the sea.
I know thou takest pleasure in my singing. I know that only as a singer I come
before thy presence.
I touch by the edge of the far-spreading wing of my song thy feet which I could
never aspire to reach.
Drunk with the joy of singing I forget myself and call thee friend who art my lord.
3.
I know not how thou singest, my master! I ever listen in silent amazement.
The light of thy music illumines the world. The life breath of thy music runs from
sky to sky. The holy stream of thy music breaks through all stony obstacles and
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rushes on.
My heart longs to join in thy song, but vainly struggles for a voice. I would
speak, but speech breaks not into song, and I cry out baffled. Ah, thou hast
made my heart captive in the endless meshes of thy music, my master!
4.
Life of my life, I shall ever try to keep my body pure, knowing that thy living
touch is upon all my limbs.
I shall ever try to keep all untruths out from my thoughts, knowing that thou art
that truth which has kindled the light of reason in my mind.
I shall ever try to drive all evils away from my heart and keep my love in flower,
knowing that thou hast thy seat in the inmost shrine of my heart.
And it shall be my endeavour to reveal thee in my actions, knowing it is thy
power gives me strength to act.
5.
I ask for a moment's indulgence to sit by thy side. The works that I have in hand
I will finish afterwards.
Away from the sight of thy face my heart knows no rest nor respite, and my work
becomes an endless toil in a shoreless sea of toil.
Today the summer has come at my window with its sighs and murmurs; and the
bees are plying their minstrelsy at the court of the flowering grove.
Now it is time to sit quite, face to face with thee, and to sing dedication of life in
this silent and overflowing leisure.
6.
Pluck this little flower and take it, delay not! I fear lest it droop and drop into the
dust.
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I may not find a place in thy garland, but honour it with a touch of pain from thy
hand and pluck it. I fear lest the day end before I am aware, and the time of
offering go by.
Though its colour be not deep and its smell be faint, use this flower in thy service
and pluck it while there is time.
7.
My song has put off her adornments. She has no pride of dress and decoration.
Ornaments would mar our union; they would come between thee and me; their
jingling would drown thy whispers.
My poet's vanity dies in shame before thy sight. O master poet, I have sat down
at thy feet. Only let me make my life simple and straight, like a flute of reed for
thee to fill with music.
8.
The child who is decked with prince's robes and who has jewelled chains round
his neck loses all pleasure in his play; his dress hampers him at every step.
In fear that it may be frayed, or stained with dust he keeps himself from the
world, and is afraid even to move.
Mother, it is no gain, thy bondage of finery, if it keeps one shut off from the
healthful dust of the earth, if it rob one of the right of entrance to the great fair
of common human life.
9.
O Fool, try to carry thyself upon thy own shoulders! O beggar, to come beg at
thy own door!
Leave all thy burdens on his hands who can bear all, and never look behind in
regret.
Thy desire at once puts out the light from the lamp it touches with its breath. It
is unholy - take not thy gifts through its unclean hands. Accept only what is
offered by sacred love.
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10.
Here is thy footstool and there rest thy feet where live the poorest, and lowliest,
and lost.
When I try to bow to thee, my obeisance cannot reach down to the depth where
thy feet rest among the poorest, and lowliest, and lost.
Pride can never approach to where thou walkest in the clothes of the humble
among the poorest, and lowliest, and lost.
My heart can never find its way to where thou keepest company with the
companionless among the poorest, the lowliest, and the lost.
11.
Leave this chanting and singing and telling of beads! Whom dost thou worship in
this lonely dark corner of a temple with doors all shut? Open thine eyes and see
thy God is not before thee!
He is there where the tiller is tilling the hard ground and where the pathmaker is
breaking stones. He is with them in sun and in shower, and his garment is
covered with dust. Put of thy holy mantle and even like him come down on the
dusty soil!
Deliverance? Where is this deliverance to be found? Our master himself has
joyfully taken upon him the bonds of creation; he is bound with us all for ever.
Come out of thy meditations and leave aside thy flowers and incense! What harm
is there if thy clothes become tattered and stained? Meet him and stand by him
in toil and in sweat of thy brow.
12.
The time that my journey takes is long and the way of it long.
I came out on the chariot of the first gleam of light, and pursued my voyage
through the wildernesses of worlds leaving my track on many a star and planet.
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It is the most distant course that comes nearest to thyself, and that training is
the most intricate which leads to the utter simplicity of a tune.
The traveller has to knock at every alien door to come to his own, and one has to
wander through all the outer worlds to reach the innermost shrine at the end.
My eyes strayed far and wide before I shut them and said 'Here art thou!'
The question and the cry 'Oh, where?' melt into tears of a thousand streams and
deluge the world with the flood of the assurance 'I am!'
13.
The song that I came to sing remains unsung to this day. I have spent my days
in stringing and in unstringing my instrument.
The time has not come true, the words have not been rightly set; only there is
the agony of wishing in my heart.
The blossom has not opened; only the wind is sighing by. I have not seen his
face, nor have I listened to his voice; only I have heard his gentle footsteps from
the road before my house.
The livelong day has passed in spreading his seat on the floor; but the lamp has
not been lit and I cannot ask him into my house.
I live in the hope of meeting with him; but this meeting is not yet.
14.
My desires are many and my cry is pitiful, but ever didst thou save me by hard
refusals; and this strong mercy has been wrought into my life through and
through.
Day by day thou art making me worthy of the simple, great gifts that thou
gavest to me unasked - this sky and the light, this body and the life and the
mind - saving me from perils of overmuch desire.
There are times when I languidly linger and times when I awaken and hurry in
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search of my goal; but cruelly thou hidest thyself from before me.
Day by day thou art making me worthy of thy full acceptance by refusing me
ever and anon, saving me from perils of weak, uncertain desire.
15.
I am here to sing thee songs. In this hall of thine I have a corner seat.
In thy world I have no work to do; my useless life can only break out in tunes
without a purpose.
When the hour strikes for thy silent worship at the dark temple of midnight,
command me, my master, to stand before thee to sing.
When in the morning air the golden harp is tuned, honour me, commanding my
presence.
16.
I have had my invitation to this world's festival, and thus my life has been
blessed. My eyes have seen and my ears have heard.
It was my part at this feast to play upon my instrument, and I have done all I
could.
Now, I ask, has the time come at last when I may go in and see thy face and
offer thee my silent salutation?
17.
I am only waiting for love to give myself up at last into his hands. That is why it
is so late and why I have been guilty of such omissions.
They come with their laws and their codes to bind me fast; but I evade them
ever, for I am only waiting for love to give myself up at last into his hands.
People blame me and call me heedless; I doubt not they are right in their blame.
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The market day is over and work is all done for the busy. Those who came to call
me in vain have gone back in anger. I am only waiting for love to give myself up
at last into his hands.
18.
Clouds heap upon clouds and it darkens. Ah, love, why dost thou let me wait
outside at the door all alone?
In the busy moments of the noontide work I am with the crowd, but on this dark
lonely day it is only for thee that I hope.
If thou showest me not thy face, if thou leavest me wholly aside, I know not how
I am to pass these long, rainy hours.
I keep gazing on the far-away gloom of the sky, and my heart wanders wailing
with the restless wind.
19.
If thou speakest not I will fill my heart with thy silence and endure it. I will keep
still and wait like the night with starry vigil and its head bent low with patience.
The morning will surely come, the darkness will vanish, and thy voice pour down
in golden streams breaking through the sky.
Then thy words will take wing in songs from every one of my birds' nests, and
thy melodies will break forth in flowers in all my forest groves.
20.
On the day when the lotus bloomed, alas, my mind was straying, and I knew it
not. My basket was empty and the flower remained unheeded.
Only now and again a sadness fell upon me, and I started up from my dream and
felt a sweet trace of a strange fragrance in the south wind.
That vague sweetness made my heart ache with longing and it seemed to me
that is was the eager breath of the summer seeking for its completion.
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I knew not then that it was so near, that it was mine, and that this perfect
sweetness had blossomed in the depth of my own heart.
21.
I must launch out my boat. The languid hours pass by on the shore - Alas for
me!
The spring has done its flowering and taken leave. And now with the burden of
faded futile flowers I wait and linger.
The waves have become clamorous, and upon the bank in the shady lane the
yellow leaves flutter and fall.
What emptiness do you gaze upon! Do you not feel a thrill passing through the
air with the notes of the far-away song floating from the other shore?
22.
In the deep shadows of the rainy July, with secret steps, thou walkest, silent as
night, eluding all watchers.
Today the morning has closed its eyes, heedless of the insistent calls of the loud
east wind, and a thick veil has been drawn over the ever-wakeful blue sky.
The woodlands have hushed their songs, and doors are all shut at every house.
Thou art the solitary wayfarer in this deserted street. Oh my only friend, my best
beloved, the gates are open in my house - do not pass by like a dream.
23.
Art thou abroad on this stormy night on thy journey of love, my friend? The sky
groans like one in despair.
I have no sleep tonight. Ever and again I open my door and look out on the
darkness, my friend!
I can see nothing before me. I wonder where lies thy path!
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By what dim shore of the ink-black river, by what far edge of the frowning forest,
through what mazy depth of gloom art thou threading thy course to come to me,
my friend?
24.
If the day is done, if birds sing no more, if the wind has flagged tired, then draw
the veil of darkness thick upon me, even as thou hast wrapt the earth with the
coverlet of sleep and tenderly closed the petals of the drooping lotus at dusk.
From the traveller, whose sack of provisions is empty before the voyage is
ended, whose garment is torn and dustladen, whose strength is exhausted,
remove shame and poverty, and renew his life like a flower under the cover of
thy kindly night.
25.
In the night of weariness let me give myself up to sleep without struggle, resting
my trust upon thee.
Let me not force my flagging spirit into a poor preparation for thy worship.
It is thou who drawest the veil of night upon the tired eyes of the day to renew
its sight in a fresher gladness of awakening.
26.
He came and sat by my side but I woke not. What a cursed sleep it was, O
miserable me!
He came when the night was still; he had his harp in his hands, and my dreams
became resonant with its melodies.
Alas, why are my nights all thus lost? Ah, why do I ever miss his sight whose
breath touches my sleep?
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Light, oh where is the light? Kindle it with the burning fire of desire!
There is the lamp but never a flicker of a flame - is such thy fate, my heart? Ah,
death were better by far for thee!
Misery knocks at thy door, and her message is that thy lord is wakeful, and he
calls thee to the love-tryst through the darkness of night.
The sky is overcast with clouds and the rain is ceaseless. I know not what this is
that stirs in me - I know not its meaning.
A moment's flash of lightning drags down a deeper gloom on my sight, and my
heart gropes for the path to where the music of the night calls me.
Light, oh where is the light! Kindle it with the burning fire of desire! It thunders
and the wind rushes screaming through the void. The night is black as a black
stone. Let not the hours pass by in the dark. Kindle the lamp of love with thy life.
28.
Obstinate are the trammels, but my heart aches when I try to break them.
Freedom is all I want, but to hope for it I feel ashamed.
I am certain that priceless wealth is in thee, and that thou art my best friend, but
I have not the heart to sweep away the tinsel that fills my room.
The shroud that covers me is a shroud of dust and death; I hate it, yet hug it in
love.
My debts are large, my failures great, my shame secret and heavy; yet when I
come to ask for my good, I quake in fear lest my prayer be granted.
29.
He whom I enclose with my name is weeping in this dungeon. I am ever busy
building this wall all around; and as this wall goes up into the sky day by day I
lose sight of my true being in its dark shadow.
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I take pride in this great wall, and I plaster it with dust and sand lest a least hole
should be left in this name; and for all the care I take I lose sight of my true
being.
30.
I came out alone on my way to my tryst. But who is this that follows me in the
silent dark?
I move aside to avoid his presence but I escape him not.
He makes the dust rise from the earth with his swagger; he adds his loud voice
to every word that I utter.
He is my own little self, my lord, he knows no shame; but I am ashamed to come
to thy door in his company.
31.
'Prisoner, tell me, who was it that bound you?'
'It was my master,' said the prisoner. 'I thought I could outdo everybody in the
world in wealth and power, and I amassed in my own treasure-house the money
due to my king. When sleep overcame me I lay upon the bad that was for my
lord, and on waking up I found I was a prisoner in my own treasure-house.'
'Prisoner, tell me, who was it that wrought this unbreakable chain?'
'It was I,' said the prisoner, 'who forged this chain very carefully. I thought my
invincible power would hold the world captive leaving me in a freedom
undisturbed. Thus night and day I worked at the chain with huge fires and cruel
hard strokes. When at last the work was done and the links were complete and
unbreakable, I found that it held me in its grip.'
32.
By all means they try to hold me secure who love me in this world. But it is
otherwise with thy love which is greater than theirs, and thou keepest me free.
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Lest I forget them they never venture to leave me alone. But day passes by after
day and thou art not seen.
If I call not thee in my prayers, if I keep not thee in my heart, thy love for me
still waits for my love.
33.
When it was day they came into my house and said, 'We shall only take the
smallest room here.'
They said, 'We shall help you in the worship of your God and humbly accept only
our own share in his grace'; and then they took their seat in a corner and they
sat quiet and meek.
But in the darkness of night I find they break into my sacred shrine, strong and
turbulent, and snatch with unholy greed the offerings from God's altar.
34.
Let only that little be left of me whereby I may name thee my all.
Let only that little be left of my will whereby I may feel thee on every side, and
come to thee in everything, and offer to thee my love every moment.
Let only that little be left of me whereby I may never hide thee.
Let only that little of my fetters be left whereby I am bound with thy will, and thy
purpose is carried out in my life - and that is the fetter of thy love.
35.
Where the mind is without fear and the head is held high; Where knowledge is
free; Where the world has not been broken up into fragments by narrow
domestic walls; Where words come out from the depth of truth; Where tireless
striving stretches its arms towards perfection; Where the clear stream of reason
has not lost its way into the dreary desert sand of dead habit; Where the mind is
led forward by thee into ever-widening thought and action- Into that heaven of
freedom, my Father, let my country awake.
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36.
This is my prayer to thee, my lord - strike, strike at the root of penury in my
heart. Give me the strength lightly to bear my joys and sorrows. Give me the
strength to make my love fruitful in service. Give me the strength never to
disown the poor or bend my knees before insolent might. Give me the strength
to raise my mind high above daily trifles. And give me the strength to surrender
my strength to thy will with love.
37.
I thought that my voyage had come to its end at the last limit of my power, -
that the path before me was closed, that provisions were exhausted and the time
come to take shelter in a silent obscurity.
But I find that thy will knows no end in me. And when old words die out on the
tongue, new melodies break forth from the heart; and where the old tracks are
lost, new country is revealed with its wonders.
38.
That I want thee, only thee - let my heart repeat without end. All desires that
distract me, day and night, are false and empty to the core.
As the night keeps hidden in its gloom the petition for light, even thus in the
depth of my unconsciousness rings the cry - 'I want thee, only thee'.
As the storm still seeks its end in peace when it strikes against peace with all its
might, even thus my rebellion strikes against thy love and still its cry is - 'I want
thee, only thee'.
39.
When the heart is hard and parched up, come upon me with a shower of mercy.
When grace is lost from life, come with a burst of song.
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When tumultuous work raises its din on all sides shutting me out from beyond,
come to me, my lord of silence, with thy peace and rest.
When my beggarly heart sits crouched, shut up in a corner, break open the door,
my king, and come with the ceremony of a king.
When desire blinds the mind with delusion and dust, O thou holy one, thou
wakeful, come with thy light and thy thunder.
40.
The rain has held back for days and days, my God, in my arid heart. The horizon
is fiercely naked - not the thinnest cover of a soft cloud, not the vaguest hint of a
distant cool shower.
Send thy angry storm, dark with death, if it is thy wish, and with lashes of
lightning startle the sky from end to end.
But call back, my lord, call back this pervading silent heat, still and keen and
cruel, burning the heart with dire despair.
Let the cloud of grace bend low from above like the tearful look of the mother on
the day of the father's wrath.
41.
Where dost thou stand behind them all, my lover, hiding thyself in the shadows?
They push thee and pass thee by on the dusty road, taking thee for naught. I
wait here weary hours spreading my offerings for thee, while passers-by come
and take my flowers, one by one, and my basket is nearly empty.
The morning time is past, and the noon. In the shade of evening my eyes are
drowsy with sleep. Men going home glance at me and smile and fill me with
shame. I sit like a beggar maid, drawing my skirt over my face, and when they
ask me, what it is I want, I drop my eyes and answer them not.
Oh, how, indeed, could I tell them that for thee I wait, and that thou hast
promised to come. How could I utter for shame that I keep for my dowry this
poverty. Ah, I hug this pride in the secret of my heart.
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I sit on the grass and gaze upon the sky and dream of the sudden splendour of
thy coming - all the lights ablaze, golden pennons flying over thy car, and they at
the roadside standing agape, when they see thee come down from thy seat to
raise me from the dust, and set at thy side this ragged beggar girl a-tremble with
shame and pride, like a creeper in a summer breeze.
But time glides on and still no sound of the wheels of thy chariot. Many a
procession passes by with noise and shouts and glamour of glory. Is it only thou
who wouldst stand in the shadow silent and behind them all? And only I who
would wait and weep and wear out my heart in vain longing?
42.
Early in the day it was whispered that we should sail in a boat, only thou and I,
and never a soul in the world would know of this our pilgrimage to no country
and to no end.
In that shoreless ocean, at thy silently listening smile my songs would swell in
melodies, free as waves, free from all bondage of words.
Is the time not come yet? Are there works still to do? Lo, the evening has come
down upon the shore and in the fading light the seabirds come flying to their
nests.
Who knows when the chains will be off, and the boat, like the last glimmer of
sunset, vanish into the night?
43.
The day was when I did not keep myself in readiness for thee; and entering my
heart unbidden even as one of the common crowd, unknown to me, my king,
thou didst press the signet of eternity upon many a fleeting moment of my life.
And today when by chance I light upon them and see thy signature, I find they
have lain scattered in the dust mixed with the memory of joys and sorrows of my
trivial days forgotten.
Thou didst not turn in contempt from my childish play among dust, and the steps
that I heard in my playroom are the same that are echoing from star to star.
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44.
This is my delight, thus to wait and watch at the wayside where shadow chases
light and the rain comes in the wake of the summer.
Messengers, with tidings from unknown skies, greet me and speed along the
road. My heart is glad within, and the breath of the passing breeze is sweet.
From dawn till dusk I sit here before my door, and I know that of a sudden the
happy moment will arrive when I shall see.
In the meanwhile I smile and I sing all alone. In the meanwhile the air is filling
with the perfume of promise.
45.
Have you not heard his silent steps? He comes, comes, ever comes.
Every moment and every age, every day and every night he comes, comes, ever
comes.
Many a song have I sung in many a mood of mind, but all their notes have
always proclaimed, 'He comes, comes, ever comes.'
In the fragrant days of sunny April through the forest path he comes, comes,
ever comes.
In the rainy gloom of July nights on the thundering chariot of clouds he comes,
comes, ever comes.
In sorrow after sorrow it is his steps that press upon my heart, and it is the
golden touch of his feet that makes my joy to shine.
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46.
I know not from what distant time thou art ever coming nearer to meet me. Thy
sun and stars can never keep thee hidden from me for aye.
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In many a morning and eve thy footsteps have been heard and thy messenger
has come within my heart and called me in secret.
I know not only why today my life is all astir, and a feeling of tremulous joy is
passing through my heart.
It is as if the time were come to wind up my work, and I feel in the air a faint
smell of thy sweet presence.
47.
The night is nearly spent waiting for him in vain. I fear lest in the morning he
suddenly come to my door when I have fallen asleep wearied out. Oh friends,
leave the way open to him - forbid him not.
If the sounds of his steps does not wake me, do not try to rouse me, I pray. I
wish not to be called from my sleep by the clamorous choir of birds, by the riot of
wind at the festival of morning light. Let me sleep undisturbed even if my lord
comes of a sudden to my door.
Ah, my sleep, precious sleep, which only waits for his touch to vanish. Ah, my
closed eyes that would open their lids only to the light of his smile when he
stands before me like a dream emerging from darkness of sleep.
Let him appear before my sight as the first of all lights and all forms. The first
thrill of joy to my awakened soul let it come from his glance. And let my return
to myself be immediate return to him.
48.
The morning sea of silence broke into ripples of bird songs; and the flowers were
all merry by the roadside; and the wealth of gold was scattered through the rift
of the clouds while we busily went on our way and paid no heed.
We sang no glad songs nor played; we went not to the village for barter; we
spoke not a word nor smiled; we lingered not on the way. We quickened our
pave more and more as the time sped by.
The sun rose to the mid sky and doves cooed in the shade. Withered leaves
danced and whirled in the hot air of noon. The shepherd boy drowsed and
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dreamed in the shadow of the banyan tree, and I laid myself down by the water
and stretched my tired limbs on the grass.
My companions laughed at me in scorn; they held their heads high and hurried
on; they never looked back nor rested; they vanished in the distant blue haze.
They crossed many meadows and hills, and passed through strange, far-away
countries. All honour to you, heroic host of the interminable path! Mockery and
reproach pricked me to rise, but found no response in me. I gave myself up for
lost in the depth of a glad humiliation - in the shadow of a dim delight.
The repose of the sun-embroidered green gloom slowly spread over my heart. I
forgot for what I had travelled, and I surrendered my mind without struggle to
the maze of shadows and songs.
At last, when I woke from my slumber and opened my eyes, I saw thee standing
by me, flooding my sleep with thy smile. How I had feared that the path was
long and wearisome, and the struggle to reach thee was hard!
49.
You came down from your throne and stood at my cottage door.
I was singing all alone in a corner, and the melody caught your ear. You came
down and stood at my cottage door.
Masters are many in your hall, and songs are sung there at all hours. But the
simple carol of this novice struck at your love. One plaintive little strain mingled
with the great music of the world, and with a flower for a prize you came down
and stopped at my cottage door.
50.
I had gone a-begging from door to door in the village path, when thy golden
chariot appeared in the distance like a gorgeous dream and I wondered who was
this King of all kings!
My hopes rose high and methought my evil days were at an end, and I stood
waiting for alms to be given unasked and for wealth scattered on all sides in the
dust.
The chariot stopped where I stood. Thy glance fell on me and thou camest down
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with a smile. I felt that the luck of my life had come at last. Then of a sudden
thou didst hold out thy right hand and say 'What hast thou to give to me?'
Ah, what a kingly jest was it to open thy palm to a beggar to beg! I was confused
and stood undecided, and then from my wallet I slowly took out the least little
grain of corn and gave it to thee.
But how great my surprise when at the day's end I emptied my bag on the floor
to find a least little gram of gold among the poor heap. I bitterly wept and
wished that I had had the heart to give thee my all.
51.
The night darkened. Our day's works had been done. We thought that the last
guest had arrived for the night and the doors in the village were all shut. Only
some said the king was to come. We laughed and said 'No, it cannot be!'
It seemed there were knocks at the door and we said it was nothing but the
wind. We put out the lamps and lay down to sleep. Only some said, 'It is the
messenger!' We laughed and said 'No, it must be the wind!'
There came a sound in the dead of the night. We sleepily thought it was the
distant thunder. The earth shook, the walls rocked, and it troubled us in our
sleep. Only some said it was the sound of wheels. We said in a drowsy murmur,
'No, it must be the rumbling of clouds!'
The night was still dark when the drum sounded. The voice came 'Wake up!
delay not!' We pressed our hands on our hearts and shuddered with fear. Some
said, 'Lo, there is the king's flag!' We stood up on our feet and cried 'There is no
time for delay!'
The king has come - but where are lights, where are wreaths? Where is the
throne to seat him? Oh, shame! Oh utter shame! Where is the hall, the
decorations? Someone has said, 'Vain is this cry! Greet him with empty hands,
lead him into thy rooms all bare!'
Open the doors, let the conch-shells be sounded! in the depth of the night has
come the king of our dark, dreary house. The thunder roars in the sky. The
darkness shudders with lightning. Bring out thy tattered piece of mat and spread
it in the courtyard. With the storm has come of a sudden our king of the fearful
night.
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52.
I thought I should ask of thee - but I dared not - the rose wreath thou hadst on
thy neck. Thus I waited for the morning, when thou didst depart, to find a few
fragments on the bed. And like a beggar I searched in the dawn only for a stray
petal or two.
Ah me, what is it I find? What token left of thy love? It is no flower, no spices, no
vase of perfumed water. It is thy mighty sword, flashing as a flame, heavy as a
bolt of thunder. The young light of morning comes through the window and
spread itself upon thy bed. The morning bird twitters and asks, 'Woman, what
hast thou got?' No, it is no flower, nor spices, nor vase of perfumed water - it is
thy dreadful sword.
I sit and muse in wonder, what gift is this of thine. I can find no place to hide it. I
am ashamed to wear it, frail as I am, and it hurts me when press it to my
bosom. Yet shall I bear in my heart this honour of the burden of pain, this gift of
thine.
From now there shall be no fear left for me in this world, and thou shalt be
victorious in all my strife. Thou hast left death for my companion and I shall
crown him with my life. Thy sword is with me to cut asunder my bonds, and
there shall be no fear left for me in the world.
From now I leave off all petty decorations. Lord of my heart, no more shall there
be for me waiting and weeping in corners, no more coyness and sweetness of
demeanour. Thou hast given me thy sword for adornment. No more doll's
decorations for me!
53.
Beautiful is thy wristlet, decked with stars and cunningly wrought in myriadcoloured jewels. But more beautiful to me thy sword with its curve of lightning
like the outspread wings of the divine bird of Vishnu, perfectly poised in the
angry red light of the sunset.
It quivers like the one last response of life in ecstasy of pain at the final stroke of
death; it shines like the pure flame of being burning up earty sense with one
fierce flash.
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Beautiful is thy wristlet, decked with starry gems; but thy sword, O lord of
thunder, is wrought with uttermost beauty, terrible to behold or think of.
54.
I asked nothing from thee; I uttered not my name to thine ear. When thou
took'st thy leave I stood silent. I was alone by the well where the shadow of the
tree fell aslant, and the women had gone home with their brown earthen pitchers
full to the brim. They called me and shouted, 'Come with us, the morning is
wearing on to noon.' But I languidly lingered awhile lost in the midst of vague
musings.
I heard not thy steps as thou camest. Thine eyes were sad when they fell on me;
thy voice was tired as thou spokest low - 'Ah, I am a thirsty traveller.' I started
up from my day-dreams and poured water from my jar on thy joined palms. The
leaves rustled overhead; the cuckoo sang from the unseen dark, and perfume of
babla flowers came from the bend of the road.
I stood speecess with shame when my name thou didst ask. Indeed, what had I
done for thee to keep me in remembrance? But the memory that I could give
water to thee to allay thy thirst will cling to my heart and enfold it in sweetness.
The morning hour is late, the bird sings in weary notes, neem leaves rustle
overhead and I sit and think and think.
55.
Languor is upon your heart and the slumber is still on your eyes.
Has not the word come to you that the flower is reigning in splendour among
thorns? Wake, oh awaken! let not the time pass in vain!
At the end of the stony path, in the country of virgin solitude, my friend is sitting
all alone. Deceive him not. Wake, oh awaken!
What if the sky pants and trembles with the heat of the midday sun - what if the
burning sand spreads its mantle of thirst -
Is there no joy in the deep of your heart? At every footfall of yours, will not the
harp of the road break out in sweet music of pain?
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56.
Thus it is that thy joy in me is so full. Thus it is that thou hast come down to me.
O thou lord of all heavens, where would be thy love if I were not?
Thou hast taken me as thy partner of all this wealth. In my heart is the endless
play of thy delight. In my life thy will is ever taking shape.
And for this, thou who art the King of kings hast decked thyself in beauty to
captivate my heart. And for this thy love loses itself in the love of thy lover, and
there art thou seen in the perfect union of two.
57.
Light, my light, the world-filling light, the eye-kissing light, heart-sweetening
light!
Ah, the light dances, my darling, at the centre of my life; the light strikes, my
darling, the chords of my love; the sky opens, the wind runs wild, laughter
passes over the earth.
The butterflies spread their sails on the sea of light. Lilies and jasmines surge up
on the crest of the waves of light.
The light is shattered into gold on every cloud, my darling, and it scatters gems
in profusion.
Mirth spreads from leaf to leaf, my darling, and gladness without measure. The
heaven's river has drowned its banks and the flood of joy is abroad.
58.
Let all the strains of joy mingle in my last song - the joy that makes the earth
flow over in the riotous excess of the grass, the joy that sets the twin brothers,
life and death, dancing over the wide world, the joy that sweeps in with the
tempest, shaking and waking all life with laughter, the joy that sits still with its
tears on the open red lotus of pain, and the joy that throws everything it has
upon the dust, and knows not a word.
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59.
Yes, I know, this is nothing but thy love, O beloved of my heart - this golden
light that dances upon the leaves, these idle clouds sailing across the sky, this
passing breeze leaving its coolness upon my forehead.
The morning light has flooded my eyes - this is thy message to my heart. Thy
face is bent from above, thy eyes look down on my eyes, and my heart has
touched thy feet.
60.
On the seashore of endless worlds children meet. The infinite sky is motionless
overhead and the restless water is boisterous. On the seashore of endless worlds
the children meet with shouts and dances.
They build their houses with sand and they play with empty shells. With withered
leaves they weave their boats and smilingly float them on the vast deep. Children
have their play on the seashore of worlds.
They know not how to swim, they know not how to cast nets. Pearl fishers dive
for pearls, merchants sail in their ships, while children gather pebbles and scatter
them again. they seek not for hidden treasures, they know not how to cast nets.
The sea surges up with laughter and pale gleams the smile of the sea beach.
Death-dealing waves sing meaningless ballads to the children, even like a mother
while rocking her baby's cradle. The sea plays with children, and pale gleams the
smile of the sea beach.
On the seashore of endless worlds children meet. Tempest roams in the patess
sky, ships get wrecked in the trackless water, death is abroad and children play.
On the seashore of endless worlds is the great meeting of children.
61.
The sleep that flits on baby's eyes - does anybody know from where it comes?
Yes, there is a rumour that it has its dwelling where, in the fairy village among
shadows of the forest dimly lit with glow-worms, there hang two timid buds of
enchantment. From there it comes to kiss baby's eyes.
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The smile that flickers on baby's lips when he sleeps - does anybody know where
it was born? Yes, there is a rumour that a young pale beam of a crescent moon
touched the edge of a vanishing autumn cloud, and there the smile was first born
in the dream of a dew-washed morning - the smile that flickers on baby's lips
when he sleeps.
The sweet, soft freshness that blooms on baby's limbs - does anybody know
where it was hidden so long? Yes, when the mother was a young girl it lay
pervading her heart in tender and silent mystery of love - the sweet, soft
freshness that has bloomed on baby's limbs.
62.
When I bring to you coloured toys, my child, I understand why there is such a
play of colours on clouds, on water, and why flowers are painted in tints - when I
give coloured toys to you, my child.
When I sing to make you dance I truly now why there is music in leaves, and
why waves send their chorus of voices to the heart of the listening earth - when I
sing to make you dance.
When I bring sweet things to your greedy hands I know why there is honey in
the cup of the flowers and why fruits are secretly filled with sweet juice - when I
bring sweet things to your greedy hands.
When I kiss your face to make you smile, my darling, I surely understand what
pleasure streams from the sky in morning light, and what delight that is that is
which the summer breeze brings to my body - when I kiss you to make you
smile.
63.
Thou hast made me known to friends whom I knew not. Thou hast given me
seats in homes not my own. Thou hast brought the distant near and made a
brother of the stranger.
I am uneasy at heart when I have to leave my accustomed shelter; I forget that
there abides the old in the new, and that there also thou abidest.
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Through birth and death, in this world or in others, wherever thou leadest me it
is thou, the same, the one companion of my endless life who ever linkest my
heart with bonds of joy to the unfamiliar.
When one knows thee, then alien there is none, then no door is shut. Oh, grant
me my prayer that I may never lose the bliss of the touch of the one in the play
of many.
64.
On the slope of the desolate river among tall grasses I asked her, 'Maiden, where
do you go shading your lamp with your mantle? My house is all dark and
lonesome - lend me your light!' she raised her dark eyes for a moment and
looked at my face through the dusk. 'I have come to the river,' she said, 'to float
my lamp on the stream when the daylight wanes in the west.' I stood alone
among tall grasses and watched the timid flame of her lamp uselessly drifting in
the tide.
In the silence of gathering night I asked her, 'Maiden, your lights are all lit - then
where do you go with your lamp? My house is all dark and lonesome - lend me
your light.' She raised her dark eyes on my face and stood for a moment
doubtful. 'I have come,' she said at last, 'to dedicate my lamp to the sky.' I stood
and watched her light uselessly burning in the void.
In the moonless gloom of midnight I ask her, 'Maiden, what is your quest,
holding the lamp near your heart? My house is all dark and lonesome- - lend me
your light.' She stopped for a minute and thought and gazed at my face in the
dark. 'I have brought my light,' she said, 'to join the carnival of lamps.' I stood
and watched her little lamp uselessly lost among lights.
65.
What divine drink wouldst thou have, my God, from this overflowing cup of my
life?
My poet, is it thy delight to see thy creation through my eyes and to stand at the
portals of my ears silently to listen to thine own eternal harmony?
Thy world is weaving words in my mind and thy joy is adding music to them.
Thou givest thyself to me in love and then feelest thine own entire sweetness in
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me.
66.
She who ever had remained in the depth of my being, in the twilight of gleams
and of glimpses; she who never opened her veils in the morning light, will be my
last gift to thee, my God, folded in my final song.
Words have wooed yet failed to win her; persuasion has stretched to her its
eager arms in vain.
I have roamed from country to country keeping her in the core of my heart, and
around her have risen and fallen the growth and decay of my life.
Over my thoughts and actions, my slumbers and dreams, she reigned yet
dwelled alone and apart.
many a man knocked at my door and asked for her and turned away in despair.
There was none in the world who ever saw her face to face, and she remained in
her loneliness waiting for thy recognition.
67.
Thou art the sky and thou art the nest as well.
O thou beautiful, there in the nest is thy love that encloses the soul with colours
and sounds and odours.
There comes the morning with the golden basket in her right hand bearing the
wreath of beauty, silently to crown the earth.
And there comes the evening over the lonely meadows deserted by herds,
through trackless paths, carrying cool draughts of peace in her golden pitcher
from the western ocean of rest.
But there, where spreads the infinite sky for the soul to take her flight in, reigns
the stainless white radiance. There is no day nor night, nor form nor colour, and
never, never a word.
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68.
Thy sunbeam comes upon this earth of mine with arms outstretched and stands
at my door the livelong day to carry back to thy feet clouds made of my tears
and sighs and songs.
With fond delight thou wrappest about thy starry breast that mantle of misty
cloud, turning it into numberless shapes and folds and colouring it with hues
everchanging.
It is so light and so fleeting, tender and tearful and dark, that is why thou lovest
it, O thou spotless and serene. And that is why it may cover thy awful white light
with its pathetic shadows.
69.
The same stream of life that runs through my veins night and day runs through
the world and dances in rhythmic measures.
It is the same life that shoots in joy through the dust of the earth in numberless
blades of grass and breaks into tumultuous waves of leaves and flowers.
It is the same life that is rocked in the ocean-cradle of birth and of death, in ebb
and in flow.
I feel my limbs are made glorious by the touch of this world of life. And my pride
is from the life-throb of ages dancing in my blood this moment.
70.
Is it beyond thee to be glad with the gladness of this rhythm? to be tossed and
lost and broken in the whirl of this fearful joy?
All things rush on, they stop not, they look not behind, no power can hold them
back, they rush on.
Keeping steps with that restless, rapid music, seasons come dancing and pass
away - colours, tunes, and perfumes pour in endless cascades in the abounding
joy that scatters and gives up and dies every moment.
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71.
That I should make much of myself and turn it on all sides, thus casting coloured
shadows on thy radiance - such is thy maya.
Thou settest a barrier in thine own being and then callest thy severed self in
myriad notes. This thy self-separation has taken body in me.
The poignant song is echoed through all the sky in many-coloured tears and
smiles, alarms and hopes; waves rise up and sink again, dreams break and form.
In me is thy own defeat of self.
This screen that thou hast raised is painted with innumerable figures with the
brush of the night and the day. Behind it thy seat is woven in wondrous
mysteries of curves, casting away all barren lines of straightness.
The great pageant of thee and me has overspread the sky. With the tune of thee
and me all the air is vibrant, and all ages pass with the hiding and seeking of
thee and me.
72.
He it is, the innermost one, who awakens my being with his deep hidden
touches.
He it is who puts his enchantment upon these eyes and joyfully plays on the
chords of my heart in varied cadence of pleasure and pain.
He it is who weaves the web of this maya in evanescent hues of gold and silver,
blue and green, and lets peep out through the folds his feet, at whose touch I
forget myself.
Days come and ages pass, and it is ever he who moves my heart in many a
name, in many a guise, in many a rapture of joy and of sorrow.
73.
Deliverance is not for me in renunciation. I feel the embrace of freedom in a
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thousand bonds of delight.
Thou ever pourest for me the fresh draught of thy wine of various colours and
fragrance, filling this earthen vessel to the brim.
My world will light its hundred different lamps with thy flame and place them
before the altar of thy temple.
No, I will never shut the doors of my senses. The delights of sight and hearing
and touch will bear thy delight.
Yes, all my illusions will burn into illumination of joy, and all my desires ripen into
fruits of love.
74.
The day is no more, the shadow is upon the earth. It is time that I go to the
stream to fill my pitcher.
The evening air is eager with the sad music of the water. Ah, it calls me out into
the dusk. In the lonely lane there is no passer-by, the wind is up, the ripples are
rampant in the river.
I know not if I shall come back home. I know not whom I shall chance to meet.
There at the fording in the little boat the unknown man plays upon his lute.
75.
Thy gifts to us mortals fulfil all our needs and yet run back to thee undiminished.
The river has its everyday work to do and hastens through fields and hamlets;
yet its incessant stream winds towards the washing of thy feet.
The flower sweetens the air with its perfume; yet its last service is to offer itself
to thee.
Thy worship does not impoverish the world.
From the words of the poet men take what meanings please them; yet their last
meaning points to thee.
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76.
Day after day, O lord of my life, shall I stand before thee face to face. With
folded hands, O lord of all worlds, shall I stand before thee face to face.
Under thy great sky in solitude and silence, with humble heart shall I stand
before thee face to face.
In this laborious world of thine, tumultuous with toil and with struggle, among
hurrying crowds shall I stand before thee face to face.
And when my work shall be done in this world, O King of kings, alone and
speecess shall I stand before thee face to face.
77.
I know thee as my God and stand apart - I do not know thee as my own and
come closer. I know thee as my father and bow before thy feet- I do not grasp
thy hand as my friend's.
I stand not where thou comest down and ownest thyself as mine, there to clasp
thee to my heart and take thee as my comrade.
Thou art the Brother amongst my brothers, but I heed them not, I divide not my
earnings with them, thus sharing my all with thee.
In pleasure and in pain I stand not by the side of men, and thus stand by thee. I
shrink to give up my life, and thus do not plunge into the great waters of life.
78.
When the creation was new and all the stars shone in their first splendour, the
gods held their assembly in the sky and sang 'Oh, the picture of perfection! the
joy unalloyed!'
But one cried of a sudden - 'It seems that somewhere there is a break in the
chain of light and one of the stars has been lost.'
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The golden string of their harp snapped, their song stopped, and they cried in
dismay - 'Yes, that lost star was the best, she was the glory of all heavens!'
From that day the search is unceasing for her, and the cry goes on from one to
the other that in her the world has lost its one joy!
Only in the deepest silence of night the stars smile and whisper among
themselves - 'Vain is this seeking! unbroken perfection is over all!'
79.
If it is not my portion to meet thee in this life then let me ever feel that I have
missed thy sight - let me not forget for a moment, let me carry the pangs of this
sorrow in my dreams and in my wakeful hours.
As my days pass in the crowded market of this world and my hands grow full
with the daily profits, let me ever feel that I have gained nothing - let me not
forget for a moment, let me carry the pangs of this sorrow in my dreams and in
my wakeful hours.
When I sit by the roadside, tired and panting, when I spread my bed low in the
dust, let me ever feel that the long journey is still before me - let me not forget a
moment, let me carry the pangs of this sorrow in my dreams and in my wakeful
hours.
When my rooms have been decked out and the flutes sound and the laughter
there is loud, let me ever feel that I have not invited thee to my house - let me
not forget for a moment, let me carry the pangs of this sorrow in my dreams and
in my wakeful hours.
80.
I am like a remnant of a cloud of autumn uselessly roaming in the sky, O my sun
ever-glorious! Thy touch has not yet melted my vapour, making me one with thy
light, and thus I count months and years separated from thee.
If this be thy wish and if this be thy play, then take this fleeting emptiness of
mine, paint it with colours, gild it with gold, float it on the wanton wind and
spread it in varied wonders.
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And again when it shall be thy wish to end this play at night, I shall melt and
vanish away in the dark, or it may be in a smile of the white morning, in a
coolness of purity transparent.
81.
On many an idle day have I grieved over lost time. But it is never lost, my lord.
Thou hast taken every moment of my life in thine own hands.
Hidden in the heart of things thou art nourishing seeds into sprouts, buds into
blossoms, and ripening flowers into fruitfulness.
I was tired and sleeping on my idle bed and imagined all work had ceased. In the
morning I woke up and found my garden full with wonders of flowers.
82.
Time is endless in thy hands, my lord. There is none to count thy minutes.
Days and nights pass and ages bloom and fade like flowers. Thou knowest how
to wait.
Thy centuries follow each other perfecting a small wild flower.
We have no time to lose, and having no time we must scramble for a chances.
We are too poor to be late.
And thus it is that time goes by while I give it to every querulous man who
claims it, and thine altar is empty of all offerings to the last.
At the end of the day I hasten in fear lest thy gate to be shut; but I find that yet
there is time.
83.
Mother, I shall weave a chain of pearls for thy neck with my tears of sorrow.
The stars have wrought their anklets of light to deck thy feet, but mine will hang
upon thy breast.
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Wealth and fame come from thee and it is for thee to give or to withhold them.
But this my sorrow is absolutely mine own, and when I bring it to thee as my
offering thou rewardest me with thy grace.
84.
It is the pang of separation that spreads throughout the world and gives birth to
shapes innumerable in the infinite sky.
It is this sorrow of separation that gazes in silence all nights from star to star and
becomes lyric among rustling leaves in rainy darkness of July.
It is this overspreading pain that deepens into loves and desires, into sufferings
and joy in human homes; and this it is that ever melts and flows in songs
through my poet's heart.
85.
When the warriors came out first from their master's hall, where had they hid
their power? Where were their armour and their arms?
They looked poor and helpless, and the arrows were showered upon them on the
day they came out from their master's hall.
When the warriors marched back again to their master's hall where did they hide
their power?
They had dropped the sword and dropped the bow and the arrow; peace was on
their foreheads, and they had left the fruits of their life behind them on the day
they marched back again to their master's hall.
86.
Death, thy servant, is at my door. He has crossed the unknown sea and brought
thy call to my home.
The night is dark and my heart is fearful - yet I will take up the lamp, open my
gates and bow to him my welcome. It is thy messenger who stands at my door.
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I will worship him placing at his feet the treasure of my heart.
He will go back with his errand done, leaving a dark shadow on my morning; and
in my desolate home only my forlorn self will remain as my last offering to thee.
87.
In desperate hope I go and search for her in all the corners of my room; I find
her not.
My house is small and what once has gone from it can never be regained.
But infinite is thy mansion, my lord, and seeking her I have to come to thy door.
I stand under the golden canopy of thine evening sky and I lift my eager eyes to
thy face.
I have come to the brink of eternity from which nothing can vanish - no hope, no
happiness, no vision of a face seen through tears.
Oh, dip my emptied life into that ocean, plunge it into the deepest fullness. Let
me for once feel that lost sweet touch in the allness of the universe.
88.
Deity of the ruined temple! The broken strings of Vina sing no more your praise.
The bells in the evening proclaim not your time of worship. The air is still and
silent about you.
In your desolate dwelling comes the vagrant spring breeze. It brings the tidings
of flowers - the flowers that for your worship are offered no more.
Your worshipper of old wanders ever longing for favour still refused. In the
eventide, when fires and shadows mingle with the gloom of dust, he wearily
comes back to the ruined temple with hunger in his heart.
Many a festival day comes to you in silence, deity of the ruined temple. Many a
night of worship goes away with lamp unlit.
Many new images are built by masters of cunning art and carried to the holy
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stream of oblivion when their time is come.
Only the deity of the ruined temple remains unworshipped in deatess neglect.
89.
No more noisy, loud words from me - such is my master's will. Henceforth I deal
in whispers. The speech of my heart will be carried on in murmurings of a song.
Men hasten to the King's market. All the buyers and sellers are there. But I have
my untimely leave in the middle of the day, in the thick of work.
Let then the flowers come out in my garden, though it is not their time; and let
the midday bees strike up their lazy hum.
Full many an hour have I spent in the strife of the good and the evil, but now it is
the pleasure of my playmate of the empty days to draw my heart on to him; and
I know not why is this sudden call to what useless inconsequence!
90.
On the day when death will knock at thy door what wilt thou offer to him?
Oh, I will set before my guest the full vessel of my life - I will never let him go
with empty hands.
All the sweet vintage of all my autumn days and summer nights, all the earnings
and gleanings of my busy life will I place before him at the close of my days
when death will knock at my door.
91.
O thou the last fulfilment of life, Death, my death, come and whisper to me!
Day after day I have kept watch for thee; for thee have I borne the joys and
pangs of life.
All that I am, that I have, that I hope and all my love have ever flowed towards
thee in depth of secrecy. One final glance from thine eyes and my life will be ever
thine own.
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The flowers have been woven and the garland is ready for the bridegroom. After
the wedding the bride shall leave her home and meet her lord alone in the
solitude of night.
92.
I know that the day will come when my sight of this earth shall be lost, and life
will take its leave in silence, drawing the last curtain over my eyes.
Yet stars will watch at night, and morning rise as before, and hours heave like
sea waves casting up pleasures and pains.
When I think of this end of my moments, the barrier of the moments breaks and
I see by the light of death thy world with its careless treasures. Rare is its
lowliest seat, rare is its meanest of lives.
Things that I longed for in vain and things that I got - let them pass. Let me but
truly possess the things that I ever spurned and overlooked.
93.
I have got my leave. Bid me farewell, my brothers! I bow to you all and take my
departure.
Here I give back the keys of my door - and I give up all claims to my house. I
only ask for last kind words from you.
We were neighbours for long, but I received more than I could give. Now the day
has dawned and the lamp that lit my dark corner is out. A summons has come
and I am ready for my journey.
94.
At this time of my parting, wish me good luck, my friends! The sky is flushed
with the dawn and my path lies beautiful.
Ask not what I have with me to take there. I start on my journey with empty
hands and expectant heart.
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I shall put on my wedding garland. Mine is not the red-brown dress of the
traveller, and though there are dangers on the way I have no fear in mind.
The evening star will come out when my voyage is done and the plaintive notes
of the twilight melodies be struck up from the King's gateway.
95.
I was not aware of the moment when I first crossed the threshold of this life.
What was the power that made me open out into this vast mystery like a bud in
the forest at midnight!
When in the morning I looked upon the light I felt in a moment that I was no
stranger in this world, that the inscrutable without name and form had taken me
in its arms in the form of my own mother.
Even so, in death the same unknown will appear as ever known to me. And
because I love this life, I know I shall love death as well.
The child cries out when from the right breast the mother takes it away, in the
very next moment to find in the left one its consolation.
96.
When I go from hence let this be my parting word, that what I have seen is
unsurpassable.
I have tasted of the hidden honey of this lotus that expands on the ocean of
light, and thus am I blessed - let this be my parting word.
In this playhouse of infinite forms I have had my play and here have I caught
sight of him that is formless.
My whole body and my limbs have thrilled with his touch who is beyond touch;
and if the end comes here, let it come - let this be my parting word.
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When my play was with thee I never questioned who thou wert. I knew nor
shyness nor fear, my life was boisterous.
In the early morning thou wouldst call me from my sleep like my own comrade
and lead me running from glade to glade.
On those days I never cared to know the meaning of songs thou sangest to me.
Only my voice took up the tunes, and my heart danced in their cadence.
Now, when the playtime is over, what is this sudden sight that is come upon me?
The world with eyes bent upon thy feet stands in awe with all its silent stars.
98.
I will deck thee with trophies, garlands of my defeat. It is never in my power to
escape unconquered.
I surely know my pride will go to the wall, my life will burst its bonds in
exceeding pain, and my empty heart will sob out in music like a hollow reed, and
the stone will melt in tears.
I surely know the hundred petals of a lotus will not remain closed for ever and
the secret recess of its honey will be bared.
From the blue sky an eye shall gaze upon me and summon me in silence.
Nothing will be left for me, nothing whatever, and utter death shall I receive at
thy feet.
99.
When I give up the helm I know that the time has come for thee to take it. What
there is to do will be instantly done. Vain is this struggle.
Then take away your hands and silently put up with your defeat, my heart, and
think it your good fortune to sit perfectly still where you are placed.
These my lamps are blown out at every little puff of wind, and trying to light
them I forget all else again and again.
But I shall be wise this time and wait in the dark, spreading my mat on the floor;
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and whenever it is thy pleasure, my lord, come silently and take thy seat here.
100.
I dive down into the depth of the ocean of forms, hoping to gain the perfect pearl
of the formless.
No more sailing from harbour to harbour with this my weather-beaten boat. The
days are long passed when my sport was to be tossed on waves.
And now I am eager to die into the deatess.
Into the audience hall by the fathomless abyss where swells up the music of
toneless strings I shall take this harp of my life.
I shall tune it to the notes of forever, and when it has sobbed out its last
utterance, lay down my silent harp at the feet of the silent.
101.
Ever in my life have I sought thee with my songs. It was they who led me from
door to door, and with them have I felt about me, searching and touching my
world.
It was my songs that taught me all the lessons I ever learnt; they showed me
secret paths, they brought before my sight many a star on the horizon of my
heart.
They guided me all the day long to the mysteries of the country of pleasure and
pain, and, at last, to what palace gate have the brought me in the evening at the
end of my journey?
102.
I boasted among men that I had known you. They see your pictures in all works
of mine. They come and ask me, 'Who is he?' I know not how to answer them. I
say, 'Indeed, I cannot tell.' They blame me and they go away in scorn. And you
sit there smiling.
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I put my tales of you into lasting songs. The secret gushes out from my heart.
They come and ask me, 'Tell me all your meanings.' I know not how to answer
them. I say, 'Ah, who knows what they mean!' They smile and go away in utter
scorn. And you sit there smiling.
103.
In one salutation to thee, my God, let all my senses spread out and touch this
world at thy feet.
Like a rain-cloud of July hung low with its burden of unshed showers let all my
mind bend down at thy door in one salutation to thee.
Let all my songs gather together their diverse strains into a single current and
flow to a sea of silence in one salutation to thee.
Like a flock of homesick cranes flying night and day back to their mountain nests
let all my life take its voyage to its eternal home in one salutation to thee.
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Give Me Strength

This is my prayer to thee, my lord---strike,
strike at the root of penury in my heart.
Give me the strength lightly to bear my joys and sorrows.
Give me the strength to make my love fruitful in service.
Give me the strength never to disown the poor or bend my knees before insolent
might.
Give me the strength to raise my mind high above daily trifles.
And give me the strength to surrender my strength to thy will with love.
Rabindranath Tagore
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Hard Times

Music is silenced, the dark descending slowly
Has stripped unending skies of all companions.
Weariness grips your limbs and within the locked horizons
Dumbly ring the bells of hugely gathering fears.
Still, O bird, O sightless bird,
Not yet, not yet the time to furl your wings.
It's not melodious woodlands but the leaps and falls
Of an ocean's drowsy booming,
Not a grove bedecked with flowers but a tumult flecked with foam.
Where is the shore that stored your buds and leaves?
Where the nest and the branch's hold?
Still, O bird, my sightless bird,
Not yet, not yet the time to furl your wings.
Stretching in front of you the night's immensity
Hides the western hill where sleeps the distant sun;
Still with bated breath the world is counting time and swimming
Across the shoreless dark a crescent moon
Has thinly just appeared upon the dim horizon.
-But O my bird, O sightless bird,
Not yet, not yet the time to furl your wings.
From upper skies the stars with pointing fingers
Intently watch your course and death's impatience
Lashes at you from the deeps in swirling waves;
And sad entreaties line the farthest shore
With hands outstretched and crooning 'Come, O come!'
Still, O bird, O sightless bird,
Not yet, not yet the time to furl your wings.
All that is past: your fears and loves and hopes;
All that is lost: your words and lamentation;
No longer yours a home nor a bed composed of flowers.
For wings are all you have, and the sky's broadening countryard,
And the dawn steeped in darkness, lacking all direction.
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Dear bird, my sightless bird,
Not yet, not yet the time to furl your wings!
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I

I wonder if I know him
In whose speech is my voice,
In whose movement is my being,
Whose skill is in my lines,
Whose melody is in my songs
In joy and sorrow.
I thought he was chained within me,
Contained by tears and laughter,
Work and play.
I thought he was my very self
Coming to an end with my death.
Why then in a flood of joy do I feel him
In the sight and touch of my beloved?
This 'I' beyond self I found
On the shores of the shining sea.
Therefore I know
This 'I' is not imprisoned within my bounds.
Losing myself, I find him
Beyond the borders of time and space.
Through the Ages
I come to know his Shining Self
In the life of the seeker,
In the voice of the poet.
From the dark clouds pour the rains.
I sit and think:
Bearing so many forms, so many names,
I come down, crossing the threshold
Of countless births and deaths.
The Supreme undivided, complete in himself,
Embracing past and present,
Dwells in Man.
Within Him I shall find myself -
The 'I' that reaches everywhere.
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I Am Restless

I am restless. I am athirst for far-away things.
My soul goes out in a longing to touch the skirt of the dim distance.
O Great Beyond, O the keen call of thy flute!
I forget, I ever forget, that I have no wings to fly, that I am bound in this spot
evermore.
I am eager and wakeful, I am a stranger in a strange land.
Thy breath comes to me whispering an impossible hope.
Thy tongue is known to my heart as its very own.
O Far-to-seek, O the keen call of thy flute!
I forget, I ever forget, that I know not the way, that I have not the winged
horse.
I am listless, I am a wanderer in my heart.
In the sunny haze of the languid hours, what vast vision of thine takes shape in
the blue of the sky!
O Farthest end, O the keen call of thy flute!
I forget, I ever forget, that the gates are shut everywhere in the house where I
dwell alone!
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I Cast My Net Into The Sea

In the morning I cast my net into the sea.
I dragged up from the dark abyss things of strange aspect and strange beauty --
some shone like a smile, some glistened like tears, and some were flushed like
the cheeks of a bride.
When with the day's burden I went home, my love was sitting in the garden idly
tearing the leaves of a flower.
I hesitated for a moment, and then placed at her feet all that I had dragged up,
and stood silent.
She glanced at them and said, 'What strange things are these? I know not of
what use they are!'
I bowed my head in shame and thought, 'I have not fought for these, I did not
buy them in the market; they are not fit gifts for her.'
Then the whole night through I flung them one by one into the street.
In the morning travellers came; they picked them up and carried them into far
countries.
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I Found A Few Old Letters

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I found a few old letters of mine carefully hidden in thy box—a few small toys for
thy memory to play with. With a timorous heart thou didst try to steal these
trifles from the turbulent stream of time which washes away planets and stars,
and didst say, “These are only mine!” Alas, there is no one now who can claim
them—who is able to pay their price; yet they are still here. Is there no love in
this world to rescue thee from utter loss, even like this love of thine that saved
these letters with such fond care?
O woman, thou camest for a moment to my side and touched me with the great
mystery of the woman that there is in the heart of creation—she who ever gives
back to God his own outflow of sweetness; who is the eternal love and beauty
and youth; who dances in bubbling streams and sings in the morning light; who
with heaving waves suckles the thirsty earth and whose mercy melts in rain; in
whom the eternal one breaks in two in joy that can contain itself no more and
overflows in the pain of love.
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In The Dusky Path Of A Dream

IN the dusky path of a dream I went to seek the love who was mine in a former
life.
Her house stood at the end of a desolate street.
In the evening breeze her pet peacock sat drowsing on its perch, and the pigeons
were silent in their corner.
She set her lamp down by the portal and stood before me.
She raised her large eyes to my face and mutely asked, 'Are you well, my
friend?'
I tried to answer, but our language had been lost and forgotten.
I thought and thought; our names would not come to my mind.
Tears shone in her eyes. She held up her right hand to me. I took it and stood
silent.
Our lamp had flickered in the evening breeze and died.
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Innermost One

He it is, the innermost one,
who awakens my being with his deep hidden touches.
He it is who puts his enchantment upon these eyes
and joyfully plays on the chords of my heart
in varied cadence of pleasure and pain.
He it is who weaves the web of this maya
in evanescent hues of gold and silver, blue and green,
and lets peep out through the folds his feet,
at whose touch I forget myself.
Days come and ages pass,
and it is ever he who moves my heart in many a name,
in many a guise, in many a rapture of joy and of sorrow.
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Journey Home

The time that my journey takes is long and the way of it long.
I came out on the chariot of the first gleam of light, and pursued my
voyage through the wildernesses of worlds leaving my track on many a star and
planet.
It is the most distant course that comes nearest to thyself,
and that training is the most intricate which leads to the utter simplicity of a
tune.
The traveler has to knock at every alien door to come to his own,
and one has to wander through all the outer worlds to reach the innermost shrine
at the end.
My eyes strayed far and wide before I shut them and said `Here art thou!'
The question and the cry `Oh, where?' melt into tears of a thousand
streams and deluge the world with the flood of the assurance `I am!'
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Keep Me Fully Glad

II
Keep me fully glad with nothing. Only take my hand in your hand.
In the gloom of the deepening night take up my heart and play with it as you list.
Bind me close to you with nothing.
I will spread myself out at your feet and lie still. Under this clouded sky I will
meet silence with silence. I will become one with the night clasping the earth in
my breast.
Make my life glad with nothing.
The rains sweep the sky from end to end. Jasmines in the wet untamable wind
revel in their own perfume. The cloud-hidden stars thrill in secret. Let me fill to
the full my heart with nothing but my own depth of joy.
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Krishnakali

In the village they call her the dark girl
but to me she is the flower Krishnakali
On a cloudy day in a field
I saw the dark girl's dark gazelle-eyes.
She had no covering on her head,
her loose hair had fallen on her back.
Dark? However dark she be,
I have seen her dark gazelleeyes.
Two black cows were lowing,
as it grew dark under the heavy clouds.
So with anxious, hurried steps,
the dark girl came from her hut.
Raising her eyebrows toward the sky,
she listened a moment to the clouds' rumble.
Dark? However dark she be,
I have seen her dark gazelle-eyes.
A gust of the east wind
rippled the rice plants.
I was standing by a ridge,
alone in the field.
Whether or not she looked at me
Is known only to us two.
Dark? However dark she be,
I have seen her dark gazelle-eyes.
This how the Kohldark cloud
rises in the northeast in Jaistha;
the soft dark shadow
descends on the Tamal grove in Asharh;
and sudden delight floods the heart
in the night of Sravan.
Dark? However dark she be,
I have seen her dark gazelle-eyes.
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To me she is the flower Krishnakali,
whatever she may be called by others.
In a field in Maynapara village
I saw the dark girl's dark gazelle-eyes.
She did not cover her head,
not having the time to feel embarrassed.
Dark? However dark she be,
I have seen her dark gazelle-eyes.
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Lamp Of Love

Light, oh where is the light?
Kindle it with the burning fire of desire!
There is the lamp but never a flicker of a flame--is such thy fate, my heart?
Ah, death were better by far for thee!
Misery knocks at thy door,
and her message is that thy lord is wakeful,
and he calls thee to the love-tryst through the darkness of night.
The sky is overcast with clouds and the rain is ceaseless.
I know not what this is that stirs in me--I know not its meaning.
A moment's flash of lightning drags down a deeper gloom on my sight,
and my heart gropes for the path to where the music of the night calls me.
Light, oh where is the light!
Kindle it with the burning fire of desire!
It thunders and the wind rushes screaming through the void.
The night is black as a black stone.
Let not the hours pass by in the dark.
Kindle the lamp of love with thy life.
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Last Curtain

I know that the day will come
when my sight of this earth shall be lost,
and life will take its leave in silence,
drawing the last curtain over my eyes.
Yet stars will watch at night,
and morning rise as before,
and hours heave like sea waves casting up pleasures and pains.
When I think of this end of my moments,
the barrier of the moments breaks
and I see by the light of death
thy world with its careless treasures.
Rare is its lowliest seat,
rare is its meanest of lives.
Things that I longed for in vain
and things that I got
---let them pass.
Let me but truly possess
the things that I ever spurned
and overlooked.
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Leave This

Leave this chanting and singing and telling of beads!
Whom dost thou worship in this lonely dark corner of a temple with doors all
shut?
Open thine eyes and see thy God is not before thee!
He is there where the tiller is tilling the hard ground
and where the pathmaker is breaking stones.
He is with them in sun and in shower,
and his garment is covered with dust.
Put off thy holy mantle and even like him come down on the dusty soil!
Deliverance?
Where is this deliverance to be found?
Our master himself has joyfully taken upon him the bonds of creation;
he is bound with us all for ever.
Come out of thy meditations and leave aside thy flowers and incense!
What harm is there if thy clothes become tattered and stained?
Meet him and stand by him in toil and in sweat of thy brow.
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Let Me Not Forget

If it is not my portion to meet thee in this life
then let me ever feel that I have missed thy sight
---let me not forget for a moment,
let me carry the pangs of this sorrow in my dreams
and in my wakeful hours.
As my days pass in the crowded market of this world
and my hands grow full with the daily profits,
let me ever feel that I have gained nothing
---let me not forget for a moment,
let me carry the pangs of this sorrow in my dreams
and in my wakeful hours.
When I sit by the roadside, tired and panting,
when I spread my bed low in the dust,
let me ever feel that the long journey is still before me
---let me not forget a moment,
let me carry the pangs of this sorrow in my dreams
and in my wakeful hours.
When my rooms have been decked out and the flutes sound
and the laughter there is loud,
let me ever feel that I have not invited thee to my house
---let me not forget for a moment,
let me carry the pangs of this sorrow in my dreams
and in my wakeful hours
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Light

Light, my light, the world-filling light,
the eye-kissing light,
heart-sweetening light!
Ah, the light dances, my darling, at the center of my life;
the light strikes, my darling, the chords of my love;
the sky opens, the wind runs wild, laughter passes over the earth.
The butterflies spread their sails on the sea of light.
Lilies and jasmines surge up on the crest of the waves of light.
The light is shattered into gold on every cloud, my darling,
and it scatters gems in profusion.
Mirth spreads from leaf to leaf, my darling,
and gladness without measure.
The heaven's river has drowned its banks
and the flood of joy is abroad.
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Little Flute

Thou hast made me endless, such is thy pleasure. This frail
vessel thou emptiest again and again, and fillest it ever with fresh life.
This little flute of a reed thou hast carried over hills and dales,
and hast breathed through it melodies eternally new.
At the immortal touch of thy hands my little heart loses its limits in
joy and gives birth to utterance ineffable.
Thy infinite gifts come to me only on these very small hands of mine.
Ages pass, and still thou pourest, and still there is room to fill.
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Little Of Me

Let only that little be left of me
whereby I may name thee my all.
Let only that little be left of my will
whereby I may feel thee on every side,
and come to thee in everything,
and offer to thee my love every moment.
Let only that little be left of me
whereby I may never hide thee.
Let only that little of my fetters be left
whereby I am bound with thy will,
and thy purpose is carried out in my life---and that is the fetter of thy love.
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Lord Of My Life

Thou who art the innermost Spirit of my being,
art thou pleased, Lord of my Life?
For I give to thee my cup filled with all
the pain and delight that the crushed
grapes of my heart had surrendered,
I wove with rhythm of colors and song cover for thy bed,
And with the molten gold of my desires
I fashioned playthings for thy passing hours.
I know not why thou chosest me for thy partner,
Lord of my life.
Didst thou store my days and nights,
my deeds and dreams for the alchemy of thy art,
and string in the chain of thy music my songs of autumn and spring,
and gather the flowers from my mature moments for thy crown?
I see thine eyes gazing at the dark of my heart,
Lord of my life,
I wonder if my failure and wrongs are forgiven.
For many were my days without service
and nights of forgetfulness; futile were the flowers
that faded in the shade not offered to thee.
Often the tied strings of my lute slackened
at the strains of thy tunes.
And often at the ruin of wasted hours
my desolate evenings were filled with tears.
But have my days come to their end at last,
Lord of my life, while my arms round thee
grow limp, my kisses losing their truth?
Then break up the meeting of this languid day!
Renew the old in me in fresh forms of delight;
and let the wedding come once again in
a new ceremony of life.
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Lost Star

When the creation was new and all the stars shone in their first
splendor, the gods held their assembly in the sky and sang
`Oh, the picture of perfection! the joy unalloyed!'
But one cried of a sudden
---`It seems that somewhere there is a break in the chain of light
and one of the stars has been lost.'
The golden string of their harp snapped,
their song stopped, and they cried in dismay
---`Yes, that lost star was the best,
she was the glory of all heavens!'
From that day the search is unceasing for her,
and the cry goes on from one to the other
that in her the world has lost its one joy!
Only in the deepest silence of night the stars smile
and whisper among themselves
---`Vain is this seeking! unbroken perfection is over all!'
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Lost Time

On many an idle day have I grieved over lost time.
But it is never lost, my lord.
Thou hast taken every moment of my life in thine own hands.
Hidden in the heart of things thou art nourishing seeds into sprouts,
buds into blossoms, and ripening flowers into fruitfulness.
I was tired and sleeping on my idle bed
and imagined all work had ceased.
In the morning I woke up
and found my garden full with wonders of flowers.
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Lotus

On the day when the lotus bloomed, alas, my mind was straying,
and I knew it not. My basket was empty and the flower remained unheeded.
Only now and again a sadness fell upon me, and I started up from my
dream and felt a sweet trace of a strange fragrance in the south wind.
That vague sweetness made my heart ache with longing and it seemed to
me that is was the eager breath of the summer seeking for its completion.
I knew not then that it was so near, that it was mine, and that this
perfect sweetness had blossomed in the depth of my own heart.
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Lover's Gifts Ii: Come To My Garden Walk

Come to my garden walk, my love. Pass by the fervid flowers that
press themselves on your sight. Pass them by, stopping at some
chance joy, which like a sudden wonder of sunset illumines, yet
elude.
 For lover's gift is shy, it never tells its name, it flits
across the shade, spreading a shiver of joy along the dust.
 Overtake it or miss it for ever. But a gift that can be
grasped is merely a frail flower, or a lamp with flame that will
flicker.
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Lover's Gifts Iv: She Is Near To My Heart

She is near to my heart as the meadow-flower to the earth; she is
sweet to me as sleep is to tired limbs. My love for her is my life
flowing in its fullness, like a river in autumn flood, running with
serene abandonment. My songs are one with my love, like the murmur
of a stream, that sings with all its waves and current.
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Lover's Gifts Lii: Tired Of Waiting

Tired of waiting, you burst your bonds, impatient flowers, before
the winter had gone. Glimpses of the unseen comer reached your
wayside watch, and you rushed out running and panting, impulsive
jasmines, troops of riotous roses.
 You were the first to march to the breach of death, your
clamour of colour and perfume troubled the air. You laughed and
pressed and pushed each other, bared your breast and dropped in
heaps.
 The Summer will come in its time, sailing in the flood-tide
of the south wind. But you never counted slow moments to be sure
of him. You recklessly spent your all in the road, in the terrible
joy of faith.
 You heard his footsteps from afar, and flung your mantle of
death for him to tread upon. Your bonds break even before the
rescuer is seen, you make him your own ere he can come and claim
you.
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Lover's Gifts Liv: In The Beginning Of Time

In the beginning of time, there rose from the churning of God's
dream two women. One is the dancer at the court of paradise, the
desired of men, she who laughs and plucks the minds of the wise
from their cold meditations and of fools from their emptiness; and
scatters them like seeds with careless hands in the extravagant
winds of March, in the flowering frenzy of May.
 The other is the crowned queen of heaven, the mother, throned
on the fullness of golden autumn; she who in the harvest-time
brings straying hearts to the smile sweet as tears, the beauty deep
as the sea of silence, -brings them to the temple of the Unknown,
at the holy confluence of Life and Death.
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Lover's Gifts Lvi: The Evening Was Lonely

The evening was lonely for me, and I was reading a book till my
heart became dry, and it seemed to me that beauty was a thing
fashioned by the traders in words. Tired I shut the book and
snuffed the candle. In a moment the room was flooded with
moonlight.
 Spirit of Beauty, how could you, whose radiance overbrims the
sky, stand hidden behind a candle's tiny flame? How could a few
vain words from a book rise like a mist, and veil her whose voice
has hushed the heart of earth into ineffable calm?
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Lover's Gifts Lviii: Things Throng And Laugh

Things throng and laugh loud in the sky; the sands and dust dance
and whirl like children. Man's mind is aroused by their shouts; his
thoughts long to be the playmates of things.
 Our dreams, drifting in the stream of the vague, stretch their
arms to clutch the earth, -their efforts stiffen into bricks and
stones, and thus the city of man is built.
 Voices come swarming from the past,-seeking answers from the
living moments. Beats of their wings fill the air with tremulous
shadows, and sleepless thoughts in our minds leave their nests to
take flight across the desert of dimness, in the passionate thirst
for forms. They are lampless pilgrims, seeking the shore of light,
to find themselves in things. They will be lured into poets's
rhymes, they will be housed in the towers of the town not yet
planned, they have their call to arms from the battle fields of the
future, they are bidden to join hands in the strife of peace yet
to come.
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Lover's Gifts Lxx: Take Back Your Coins

Take back your coins, King's Councillor. I am of those women you
sent to the forest shrine to decoy the young ascetic who had never
seen a women. I failed in your bidding.
 Dimly day was breaking when the hermit boy came to bathe in
the stream, his tawny locks crowded on his shoulders, like a
cluster of morning clouds, and his limbs shining like a streak of
sunbeam. We laughed and sang as we rowed in our boat; we jumped
into the river in a mad frolic, and danced around him, when the sun
rose staring at us from the water's edge in a flush of divine
anger.
 Like a child-god, the boy opened his eyes and watched our
movements, the wonder deepening till his eyes shone like morning
stars. He lifted his clasped hands and chanted a hymn of praise in
his bird-like young voice, thrilling every leaf of the forest.
Never such words were sung to a mortal woman before; they were like
the silent hymn to the dawn which rises from the hushed hills. THe
women hid their mouths with their hands, their bodies swaying with
laughter, and a spasm of doubt ran across his face. Quickly came
I to his side, sorely pained, and, bowing to his feet, I said,
"Lord, accept my service."
 I led him to the grassy bank, wiped his body with the end of
my silken mantle, and, kneeling on the ground, I dried his feet
with my trailing hair. When I raised my face and looked into his
eyes, I thought I felt the world's first kiss to the first woman,
-Blessed am I, blessed is God, who made me a woman. I heard him say
to me, "What God unknown are you? YOur touch is the touch of the
Immortal, your eyes have the mystery of the midnight."
 Ah, no, not that smile, King's Councillor, -the dust of
worldly wisdom has covered your sight, old man. But this boy's
innocence pierced the mist and saw the shining truth, the woman
divine....
 The women clapped their hands, and laughed their obscene
laugh, and with veils dragged on the dust and hair hanging loose
they began to pelt him with flowers.
 Alas, my spotless sun, could not my shame weave fiery mist to
cover you in its folds? I fell at his feet and cried, "Forgive me.
" I fled like a stricken deer through shade and sun, and cried as
I fled, " Forgive me. " The women's foul laughter pressed me like
a cracking fire, but the words ever rang in my ears, " What God
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unknown are you?"
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Lover's Gifts V: I Would Ask For Still More

I would ask for still more, if I had the sky with all its stars,
and the world with its endless riches; but I would be content with
the smallest corner of this earth if only she were mine.
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Lover's Gifts Viii: There Is Room For You

There is room for you. You are alone with your few sheaves of rice.
My boat is crowded, it is heavily laden, but how can I turn you
away? Your young body is slim and swaying; there is a twinkling
smile in the edge of your eyes, and your robe is coloured like the
rain cloud.
 The travellers will land for different roads and homes. You
will sit for a while on the prow of my boat, and at the journey's
end none will keep you back.
 Where do you go, and to what home, to garner your sheaves? I
will not question you, but when I fold my sails and moor my boat
I shall sit and wonder in the evening, -Where do you go, and to
what home, to garner your sheaves?
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Lover's Gifts Xiii: Last Night In The Garden

Last night in the garden I offered you my youth's foaming wine. You
lifted the cup to your lips, you shut your eyes and smiled while
I raised your veil, unbound your tresses, drawing down upon my
breast your face sweet with its silence, last night when the moon's
dream overflowed the world of slumber.
 To-day in the dew-cooled calm of the dawn you are walking to
God's temple, bathed and robed in white, with a basketful of
flowers in your hand. I stand aside in the shade under the tree,
with my head bent, in the calm of the dawn by the lonely road to
the temple.
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Lover's Gifts Xix: It Is Written In The Book

It is written in the book that Man, when fifty, must leave the
noisy world, to go to the forest seclusion. But the poet proclaims
that the forest hermitage is only for the young. For it is the
birthplace of flowers and the haunt of birds and bees; and hidden
hooks are waiting there for the thrill of lovers' whispers. There
the moon-light, that is all one kiss for the malati flowers, has
its deep message, but those who understand it are far below fifty.
 And alas, youth is inexperienced and wilful, therefore it is
but meet that the old should take charge of the household, and the
young take to the seclusion of forest shades and the severe
discipline of courting.
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Lover's Gifts Xl: A Message Came

A message came from my youth of vanished days, saying, " I wait for
you among the quivering of unborn May, where smiles ripen for tears
and hours ache with songs unsung."
 It says, "Come to me across the worn-out track of age, through
the gates of death. For dreams fade, hopes fail, the fathered
fruits of the year decay, but I am the eternal truth, and you shall
meet me again and again in your voyage of life from shore to
shore."
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Lover's Gifts Xlii: Are You A Mere Picture

Are you a mere picture, and not as true as those stars, true as
this dust? They throb with the pulse of things, but you are
immensely aloof in your stillness, painted form.
 The day was when you walked with me, your breath warm, your
limbs singing of life. My world found its speech in your voice, and
touched my heart with your face. You suddenly stopped in your walk,
in the shadow-side of the Forever, and I went on alone.
 Life, like a child, laughs, shaking its rattle of death as it
runs; it beckons me on, I follow the unseen; but you stand there,
where you stopped behind that dust and those stars; and you are a
mere picture.
 No, it cannot be. Had the life-flood utterly stopped in you,
it would stop the river in its flow, and the foot-fall of dawn in
her cadence of colours. Had the glimmering dusk of your hair
vanished in the hopeless dark, the woodland shade of summer would
die with its dreams.
 Can it be true that I forgot you? We haste on without heed,
forgetting the flowers on the roadside hedge. Yet they breathe
unaware into our forgetfulness, filling it with music. You have
moved from my world, to take seat at the root of my life, and
therefore is this forgetting-remembrance lost in its own depth.
 You are no longer before my songs, but one with them. You came
to me with the first ray of dawn. I lost you with the last gold of
evening. Ever since I am always finding you through the dark. No,
you are no mere picture.
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Lover's Gifts Xliii: Dying, You Have Left Behind

Dying, you have left behind you the great sadness of the Eternal
in my life. You have painted my thought's horizon with the sunset
colours of your departure, leaving a track of tears across the
earth to love's heaven. Clasped in your dear arms, life and death
united in me in a marriage bond.
 I think I can see you watching there in the balcony with your
lamp lighted, where the end and the beginning of all things meet.
My world went hence through the doors that you opened-you holding
the cup of death to my lips, filling it with life from your own.
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Lover's Gifts Xliv: Where Is Heaven

Where is heaven? you ask me, my child,-the sages tell us it is
beyond the limits of birth and death, unswayed by the rhythm of day
and night; it is not of the earth.
 But your poet knows that its eternal hunger is for time and
space, and it strives evermore to be born in the fruitful dust.
Heaven is fulfilled in your sweet body, my child, in your
palpitating heart.
 The sea is beating its drums in joy, the flowers are a-tiptoe
to kiss you. For heaven is born in you, in the arms of the motherdust.
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Lover's Gifts Xlvii: The Road Is

The road is my wedded companion. She speaks to me under my feet all
day, she sings to my dreams all night.
 My meeting with her had no beginning, it begins endlessly at
each daybreak, renewing its summer in fresh flowers and songs, and
her every new kiss is the first kiss to me.
 The road and I are lovers. I change my dress for her night
after night, leaving the tattered cumber of the old in the wayside
inns when the day dawns.
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Lover's Gifts Xlviii: I Travelled The Old Road

I travelled the old road every day, I took my fruits to the market,
my cattle to the meadows, I ferried my boat across the stream and
all the ways were well known to me.
 One morning my basket was heavy with wares. Men were busy in
the fields, the pastures crowded with cattle; the breast of earth
heaved with the mirth of ripening rice.
 Suddenly there was a tremor in the air, and the sky seemed to
kiss me on my forehead. My mind started up like the morning out of
mist.
 I forgot to follow the track. I stepped a few paces from the
path, and my familiar world appeared strange to me, like a flower
I had only known in bud.
 My everyday wisdom was ashamed. I went astray in the fairyland
of things. It was the best luck of my life that I lost my path that
morning, and found my eternal childhood.
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Lover's Gifts Xvi: She Dwelt Here By The Pool

She dwelt here by the pool with its landing-stairs in ruins. Many
an evening she had watched the moon made dizzy by the shaking of
bamboo leaves, and on many a rainy day the smell of the wet earth
had come to her over the young shoots of rice.
 Her pet name is known here among those date-palm groves and
in the courtyards where girls sit and talk while stitching their
winter quilts. The water in this pool keeps in its depth the memory
of her swimming limbs, and her wet feet had left their marks, day
after day, on the footpath leading to the village.
 The women who come to-day with their vessels to the water have
all seen her smile over simple jests, and the old peasant, taking
his bullocks to their bath, used to stop at her door every day to
greet her.
 Many a sailing-boat passes by this village; many a traveller
takes rest beneath that banyan tree; the ferry-boat crosses to
yonder ford carrying crowds to the market; but they never notice
this spot by the village road, near the pool with its ruined
landing-stairs,-where dwelt she whom I love.
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Lover's Gifts Xviii: Your Days

Your days will be full of cares, if you must give me your heart.
My house by the cross-roads has its doors open and my mind is
absent, -for I sing.
 I shall never be made to answer for it, if you must give me
your heart. If I pledge my word to you in tunes now, and am too
much in earnest to keep it when music is silent, you must forgive
me; for the law laid down in May is best broken in December.
 Do not always keep remembering it, if you must give me your
heart. When your eyes sing with love, and your voice ripples with
laughter, my answers to your questions will be wild, and not
miserly accurate in facts, -they are to be believed for ever and
then forgotten for good.
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Lover's Gifts Xxii: I Shall Gladly Suffer

I shall gladly suffer the pride of culture to die out in my house,
if only in some happy future I am born a herd-boy in the Brinda
forest.
 The herd-boy who grazes his cattle sitting under the banyan
tree, and idly weaves gunja flowers into garlands, who loves to
splash and plunge in the Jamuna's cool deep stream.
 He calls his companions to wake up when morning dawns, and all
the houses in the lane hum with the sound of the churn, clouds of
dust are raised by the cattle, the maidens come out in the
courtyard to milk the king.
 As the shadows deepen under the tomal trees, and the dusk
gathers on the river-banks; when the milkmaids, while crossing the
turbulent water, tremble with fear; and loud peacocks, with tails
outspread, dance in the forest, he watchers the summer clouds.
 When the April night is sweet as a fresh-blown flower, he
disappears in the forest with a peacock's plume in his hair; the
swing ropes are twined with flowers on the branches; the south wind
throbs with music, and the merry shepherd boys crowd on the banks
of the blue river.
 No, I will never be the leader, brothers, of this new age of
new Bengal; I shall not trouble to light the lamp of culture for
the benighted. If only I could be born, under the shady asoka
groves, in some village of Brinda, where milk is churned by the
maidens!
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Lover's Gifts Xxviii: I Dreamt

I dreamt that she sat by my head, tenderly ruffling my hair with
her fingers, playing the melody of her touch. I looked at her face
and struggled with my tears, till the agony of unspoken words burst
my sleep like a bubble.
 I sat up and saw the glow of the Milky Way above my window,
like a world of silence on fire, and I wondered if at this moment
she had a dream that rhymed with mine.
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Lover's Gifts Xxxix: There Is A Looker-On

There is a looker-on who sits behind my eyes. I seems he has seen
things in ages and worlds beyond memory's shore, and those
forgotten sights glisten on the grass and shiver on the leaves. He
has seen under new veils the face of the one beloved, in twilight
hours of many a nameless star. Therefore his sky seems to ache with
the pain of countless meetings and partings, and a longing pervades
this spring breeze, -the longing that is full of the whisper of
ages without beginning.
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Maran-Milan (Death-Wedding)

Why do you speak so softly, Death, Death,
Creep upon me, watch me so stealthily?
This is not how a lover should behave.
When evening flowers droop upon their tired
Stems, when cattle are brought in from the fields
After a whole day’s grazing, you, Death,
Death, approach me with such gentle steps,
Settle yourself immovably by my side.
I cannot understand the things you say.
Alas, will this be how you will take me, Death,
Death? Like a thief, laying heavy sleep
On my eyes as you descend to my heart?
Will you thus let your tread be a slow beat
In my sleep-numbed blood, your jingling ankle-bells
A drowsy rumble in my ear? Will you, Death,
Death, wrap me, finally, in your cold
Arms and carry me away while I dream?
I do not know why you thus come and go.
Tell me, is this the way you wed, Death,
Death? Unceremonially, with no
Weight of sacrament or blessing or prayer?
Will you come with your massy tawny hair
Unkempt, unbound into a bright coil-crown?
Will no one bear your victory-flag before
Or after, will no torches glow like red
Eyes along the river, Death, Death?
Will earth not quake in terror at your step?
When fierce-eyed Siva came to take his bride,
Remember all the pomp and trappings, Death,
Death: the flapping tiger-skins he wore;
His roaring bull; the serpents hissing round
His hair; the bom-bom sound as he slapped his cheeks;
The necklace of skulls swinging round his neck;
The sudden raucous music as he blew
His horn to announce his coming - was this not
A better way of wedding, Death, Death?
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And as that deathly wedding-party’s din
Grew nearer, Death, Death, tears of joy
Filled Gauri’s eyes and the garments at her breast
Quivered; her left eye fluttered and her heart
Pounded; her body quailed with thrilled delight
And her mind ran away with itself, Death, Death;
Her mother wailed and smote her head at the thought
Of receiving so wild a groom; and in his mind
Her father agreed calamity had struck.
Why must you always come like a thief, Death,
Death, always silently, at night’s end,
Leaving only tears? Come to me festively,
Make the whole night ring with your triumph, blow
Your victory-conch, dress me in blood-red robes,
Grasp me by the hand and sweep me away!
Pay no heed to what others may think, Death,
Death, for I shall of my own free will
Resort to you if you but take me gloriously.
If I am immersed in work in my room
When you arrive, Death, Death, then break
My work, thrust my unreadiness aside.
If I am sleeping, sinking all desires
In the dreamy pleasure of my bed, or I lie
With apathy gripping my heart and my eyes
Flickering between sleep and waking, fill
Your conch with your destructive breath and blow,
Death, Death, and I shall run to you.
I shall go to where your boat is moored,
Death, Death, to the sea where the wind rolls
Darkness towards me from infinity.
I may see black clouds massing in the far
North-east corner of the sky; fiery snakes
Of lightning may rear up with their hoods raised,
But I shall not flinch in unfounded fear -
I shall pass silently, unswervingly
Across that red storm-sea, Death, Death.
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Maya

That I should make much of myself and turn it on all sides,
thus casting colored shadows on thy radiance
---such is thy Maya.
Thou settest a barrier in thine own being
and then callest thy severed self in myriad notes.
This thy self-separation has taken body in me.
The poignant song is echoed through all the sky in many-coloued tears
and smiles, alarms and hopes; waves rise up and sink again,
dreams break and form.
In me is thy own defeat of self.
This screen that thou hast raised is painted with innumerable figures
with the brush of the night and the day.
Behind it thy seat is woven in wondrous mysteries of curves,
casting away all barren lines of straightness.
The great pageant of thee and me has overspread the sky.
With the tune of thee and me all the air is vibrant,
and all ages pass with the hiding and seeking of thee and me.
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Moment's Indulgence

I ask for a moment's indulgence to sit by thy side. The works
that I have in hand I will finish afterwards.
Away from the sight of thy face my heart knows no rest nor respite,
and my work becomes an endless toil in a shoreless sea of toil.
Today the summer has come at my window with its sighs and murmurs; and
the bees are plying their minstrelsy at the court of the flowering grove.
Now it is time to sit quite, face to face with thee, and to sing
dedication of life in this silent and overflowing leisure
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My Dependence

I like to be dependent, and so for ever
with warmth and care of my mother
my father , to love, kiss and embrace
wear life happily in all their grace.
I like to be dependent, and so for ever
on my kith and kin, for they all shower
harsh and warm advices, complaints
full wondering ,true and info giants.
I like to be dependent, and so for ever
for my friends, chat and want me near
with domestic,family and romantic tips
colleagues as well , guide me work at risks.
I like to be dependent, and so for ever
for my neighbours too, envy at times
when at my rise of fortune like to hear
my daily steps , easy and odd things too.
Rabindranath Tagore
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My Friend

Art thou abroad on this stormy night
on thy journey of love, my friend?
The sky groans like one in despair.
I have no sleep tonight.
Ever and again I open my door and look out on
the darkness, my friend!
I can see nothing before me.
I wonder where lies thy path!
By what dim shore of the ink-black river,
by what far edge of the frowning forest,
through what mazy depth of gloom art thou threading
thy course to come to me, my friend?
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My Polar Star

I have made You the polar star of my
existence; never again can I lose my way in the
voyage of life.
Wherever I go, You are always there to
shower your benefience all around me. Your face
is ever present before my mind's eyes.
If I lose sight of You even for a moment, I
almost lose my mind.
Whenever my heart is about to go astray, just
a glance of You makes it feel ashamed of itself.
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My Song

This song of mine will wind its music around you, my child, like
the fond arms of love.
 This song of mine will touch your forehead like a kiss of
blessing.
 When you are alone it will sit by your side and whisper in
your ear, when you are in the crowd it will fence you about with
aloofness.
 My song will be like a pair of wings to your dreams, it will
transport your heart to the verge of the unknown.
 It will be like the faithful star overhead when dark night is
over your road.
 My song will sit in the pupils of your eyes, and will carry
your sight into the heart of things.
 And when my voice is silent in death, my song will speak in
your living heart.
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O Fool

O Fool, try to carry thyself upon thy own shoulders!
O beggar, to come beg at thy own door!
Leave all thy burdens on his hands who can bear all,
and never look behind in regret.
Thy desire at once puts out the light from the lamp it touches with its breath.
It is unholy---take not thy gifts through its unclean hands.
Accept only what is offered by sacred love.
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Ocean Of Forms

I dive down into the depth of the ocean of forms,
hoping to gain the perfect pearl of the formless.
No more sailing from harbor to harbor with this my weather-beaten boat.
The days are long passed when my sport was to be tossed on waves.
And now I am eager to die into the deathless.
Into the audience hall by the fathomless abyss
where swells up the music of toneless strings
I shall take this harp of my life.
I shall tune it to the notes of forever,
and when it has sobbed out its last utterance,
lay down my silent harp at the feet of the silent.
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Old And New

Thou hast made me known to friends whom I knew not.
Thou hast given me seats in homes not my own.
Thou hast brought the distant near and made a brother of the stranger.
I am uneasy at heart when I have to leave my accustomed shelter;
I forget that there abides the old in the new,
and that there also thou abidest.
Through birth and death, in this world or in others,
wherever thou leadest me it is thou, the same,
the one companion of my endless life
who ever linkest my heart with bonds of joy to the unfamiliar.
When one knows thee, then alien there is none, then no door is shut.
Oh, grant me my prayer that I may never lose
the bliss of the touch of the one
in the play of many.
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On The Nature Of Love

The night is black and the forest has no end;
a million people thread it in a million ways.
We have trysts to keep in the darkness, but where
or with whom - of that we are unaware.
But we have this faith - that a lifetime's bliss
will appear any minute, with a smile upon its lips.
Scents, touches, sounds, snatches of songs
brush us, pass us, give us delightful shocks.
Then peradventure there's a flash of lightning:
whomever I see that instant I fall in love with.
I call that person and cry: `This life is blest!
for your sake such miles have I traversed!'
All those others who came close and moved off
in the darkness - I don't know if they exist or not.
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On The Seashore

On the seashore of endless worlds children meet.
 The infinite sky is motionless overhead and the restless water is boisterous. On
the seashore of endless worlds the children meet with shouts and dances.
 They build their houses with sand, and they play with empty shells. With
withered leaves they weave their boats and smilingly float them on the vast
deep. Children have their play on the seashore of worlds.
 They know not how to swim, they know not how to cast nets. Pearl-fishers dive
for pearls, merchants sail in their ships, while children gather pebbles and scatter
them again. They seek not for hidden treasures, they know not how to cast nets.
 The sea surges up with laughter, and pale gleams the smile of the sea-beach.
Death-dealing waves sing meaningless ballads to the children, even like a mother
while rocking her baby's cradle. The sea plays with children, and pale gleams the
smile of the sea-beach.
 On the seashore of endless worlds children meet. Tempest roams in the
pathless sky, ships are wrecked in the trackless water, death is abroad and
children play. On the seashore of endless worlds is the great meeting of children.
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One Day In Spring....

One day in spring, a woman came
In my lonely woods,
In the lovely form of the Beloved.
Came, to give to my songs, melodies,
To give to my dreams, sweetness.
Suddenly a wild wave
Broke over my heart's shores
And drowned all language.
To my lips no name came,
She stood beneath the tree, turned,
Glanced at my face, made sad with pain,
And with quick steps, came and sat by me.
Taking my hands in hers, she said:
'You do not know me, nor I youI wonder how this could be?'
I said:
'We two shall build, a bridge for ever
Between two beings, each to the other unknown,
This eager wonder is at the heart of things.'
The cry that is in my heart is also the cry of her heart;
The thread with which she binds me binds her too.
Her have I sought everywhere,
Her have I worshipped within me,
Hidden in that worship she has sought me too.
Crossing the wide oceans, she came to steal my heart.
She forgot to return, having lost her own.
Her own charms play traitor to her,
She spreads her net, knowing not
Whether she will catch or be caught.
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Only Thee

That I want thee, only thee---let my heart repeat without end.
All desires that distract me, day and night,
are false and empty to the core.
As the night keeps hidden in its gloom the petition for light,
even thus in the depth of my unconsciousness rings the cry
---`I want thee, only thee'.
As the storm still seeks its end in peace
when it strikes against peace with all its might,
even thus my rebellion strikes against thy love
and still its cry is
---`I want thee, only thee'.
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Palm Tree

Palm-tree: single-legged giant,
topping other trees,
peering at the firmament -
It longs to pierce the black cloud-ceiling
and fly away, away,
if only it had wings.
The tree seems to express its wish
in the tossing of its head:
its fronds heave and swish -
It thinks, Maybe my leaves are feathers,
and nothing stops me now
from rising on their flutter.
All day the fronds the windblown tree
soar and flap and shudder
as though it thinks it can fly,
As though it wanders in the skies,
travelling who knows where,
wheeling past the stars -
And then as soon as the wind dies down,
the fronds subside, subside:
the mind of the tree returns.
To earth, recalls that earth is its mother:
and then it likes once more
its earthly corner.
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Paper Boats

Day by day I float my paper boats one by one down the running
stream.
 In bid black letters I write my name on them and the name of
the village where I live.
 I hope that someone in some strange land will find them and
know who I am.
 I load my little boats with shiuli flower from our garden, and
hope that these blooms of the dawn will be carried safely to land
in the night.
 I launch my paper boats and look up into the sky and see the
little clouds setting thee white bulging sails.
 I know not what playmate of mine in the sky sends them down
the air to race with my boats!
 When night comes I bury my face in my arms and dream that my
paper boats float on and on under the midnight stars.
 The fairies of sleep are sailing in them, and the lading ins
their baskets full of dreams.
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Parting Words

When I go from hence
let this be my parting word,
that what I have seen is unsurpassable.
I have tasted of the hidden honey of this lotus
that expands on the ocean of light,
and thus am I blessed
---let this be my parting word.
In this playhouse of infinite forms
I have had my play
and here have I caught sight of him that is formless.
My whole body and my limbs
have thrilled with his touch who is beyond touch;
and if the end comes here, let it come
---let this be my parting word.
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Passing Breeze

Yes, I know, this is nothing but thy love,
O beloved of my heart---this golden light that dances upon the leaves,
these idle clouds sailing across the sky,
this passing breeze leaving its coolness upon my forehead.
The morning light has flooded my eyes---this is thy message to my heart.
Thy face is bent from above, thy eyes look down on my eyes,
and my heart has touched thy feet.
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Patience

If thou speakest not I will fill my heart with thy silence and endure it.
I will keep still and wait like the night with starry vigil
and its head bent low with patience.
The morning will surely come, the darkness will vanish,
and thy voice pour down in golden streams breaking through the sky.
Then thy words will take wing in songs from every one of my birds' nests,
and thy melodies will break forth in flowers in all my forest groves.
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Playthings

Child, how happy you are sitting in the dust, playing with a broken twig all the
morning.
 I smile at your play with that little bit of a broken twig.
 I am busy with my accounts, adding up figures by the hour.
 Perhaps you glance at me and think, "What a stupid game to spoil your
morning with!"
 Child, I have forgotten the art of being absorbed in sticks and mud-pies.
 I seek out costly playthings, and gather lumps of gold and silver.
 With whatever you find you create your glad games, I spend both my time and
my strength over things I never can obtain.
 In my frail canoe I struggle to cross the sea of desire, and forget that I too am
playing a game.
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Poems On Beauty

Beauty is truth's smile
when she beholds her own face in a perfect mirror.
Beauty is in the ideal of perfect harmony
which is in the universal being;
truth the perfect comprehension of the universal mind.
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Poems On Life

Life is given to us,
we earn it by giving it.
Let the dead have the immortality of fame,
but the living the immortality of love.
Life's errors cry for the merciful beauty
that can modulate their isolation into a
harmony with the whole.
Life, like a child, laughs,
shaking its rattle of death as it runs.
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Poems On Love

Love adorns itself;
it seeks to prove inward joy by outward beauty.
Love does not claim possession,
but gives freedom.
Love is an endless mystery,
for it has nothing else to explain it.
Love's gift cannot be given,
it waits to be accepted.
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Poems On Man

Man goes into the noisy crowd
to drown his own clamour of silence.
Man is immortal; therefore he must die endlessly.
For life is a creative idea;
it can only find itself in changing forms.
Man's abiding happiness is not in getting anything
but in giving himself up to what is greater than himself,
to ideas which are larger than his individual life,
the idea of his country,
of humanity,
of God.
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Poems On Time

The butterfly counts not months but moments,
and has time enough.
Time is a wealth of change,
but the clock in its parody makes it mere change and no wealth.
Let your life lightly dance on the edges of Time
like dew on the tip of a leaf.
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Prisoner

`Prisoner, tell me, who was it that bound you?'
`It was my master,' said the prisoner.
`I thought I could outdo everybody in the world in wealth and power,
and I amassed in my own treasure-house the money due to my king.
When sleep overcame me I lay upon the bed that was for my lord,
and on waking up I found I was a prisoner in my own treasure-house.'
`Prisoner, tell me, who was it that wrought this unbreakable chain?'
`It was I,' said the prisoner, `who forged this chain very carefully.
I thought my invincible power would hold the world captive
leaving me in a freedom undisturbed.
Thus night and day I worked at the chain
with huge fires and cruel hard strokes.
When at last the work was done
and the links were complete and unbreakable,
I found that it held me in its grip.'
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Purity

Life of my life, I shall ever try to keep my body pure, knowing
that thy living touch is upon all my limbs.
I shall ever try to keep all untruths out from my thoughts, knowing
that thou art that truth which has kindled the light of reason in my mind.
I shall ever try to drive all evils away from my heart and keep my
love in flower, knowing that thou hast thy seat in the inmost shrine of my heart.
And it shall be my endeavour to reveal thee in my actions, knowing it
is thy power gives me strength to act.
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Roaming Cloud

I am like a remnant of a cloud of autumn
uselessly roaming in the sky, O my sun ever-glorious!
Thy touch has not yet melted my vapor,
making me one with thy light,
and thus I count months and years separated from thee.
If this be thy wish and if this be thy play,
then take this fleeting emptiness of mine,
paint it with colors, gild it with gold,
float it on the wanton wind and spread it in varied wonders.
And again when it shall be thy wish to end this play at night,
I shall melt and vanish away in the dark,
or it may be in a smile of the white morning,
in a coolness of purity transparent.
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Sail Away

Early in the day it was whispered that we should sail in a boat,
only thou and I, and never a soul in the world would know of this our
pilgrimage to no country and to no end.
In that shoreless ocean,
at thy silently listening smile my songs would swell in melodies,
free as waves, free from all bondage of words.
Is the time not come yet?
Are there works still to do?
Lo, the evening has come down upon the shore
and in the fading light the seabirds come flying to their nests.
Who knows when the chains will be off,
and the boat, like the last glimmer of sunset,
vanish into the night?
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Salutation

In one salutation to thee, my God,
let all my senses spread out and touch this world at thy feet.
Like a rain-cloud of July
hung low with its burden of unshed showers
let all my mind bend down at thy door in one salutation to thee.
Let all my songs gather together their diverse strains into a single current
and flow to a sea of silence in one salutation to thee.
Like a flock of homesick cranes flying night and day
back to their mountain nests
let all my life take its voyage to its eternal home
in one salutation to thee.
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Seashore

On the seashore of endless worlds children meet.
The infinite sky is motionless overhead
and the restless water is boisterous.
On the seashore of endless worlds
the children meet with shouts and dances.
They build their houses with sand
and they play with empty shells.
With withered leaves they weave their boats
and smilingly float them on the vast deep.
Children have their play on the seashore of worlds.
They know not how to swim, they know not how to cast nets.
Pearl fishers dive for pearls, merchants sail in their ships,
while children gather pebbles and scatter them again.
They seek not for hidden treasures, they know not how to cast nets.
The sea surges up with laughter
and pale gleams the smile of the sea beach.
Death-dealing waves sing meaningless ballads to the children,
even like a mother while rocking her baby's cradle.
The sea plays with children,
and pale gleams the smile of the sea beach.
On the seashore of endless worlds children meet.
Tempest roams in the pathless sky,
ships get wrecked in the trackless water,
death is abroad and children play.
On the seashore of endless worlds is the
great meeting of children.
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Senses

Deliverance is not for me in renunciation.
I feel the embrace of freedom in a thousand bonds of delight.
Thou ever pourest for me the fresh draught of thy wine of various
colours and fragrance, filling this earthen vessel to the brim.
My world will light its hundred different lamps with thy flame
and place them before the altar of thy temple.
No, I will never shut the doors of my senses.
The delights of sight and hearing and touch will bear thy delight.
Yes, all my illusions will burn into illumination of joy,
and all my desires ripen into fruits of love.
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She

She who ever had remained in the depth of my being,
in the twilight of gleams and of glimpses;
she who never opened her veils in the morning light,
will be my last gift to thee, my God, folded in my final song.
Words have wooed yet failed to win her;
persuasion has stretched to her its eager arms in vain.
I have roamed from country to country keeping her in the core of my heart,
and around her have risen and fallen the growth and decay of my life.
Over my thoughts and actions, my slumbers and dreams,
she reigned yet dwelled alone and apart.
Many a man knocked at my door and asked for her
and turned away in despair.
There was none in the world who ever saw her face to face,
and she remained in her loneliness waiting for thy recognition.
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Signet Of Eternity

The day was when I did not keep myself in readiness for thee;
and entering my heart unbidden even as one of the common crowd,
unknown to me, my king, thou didst press the signet of eternity upon
many a fleeting moment of my life.
And today when by chance I light upon them and see thy signature,
I find they have lain scattered in the dust mixed with the memory of
joys and sorrows of my trivial days forgotten.
Thou didst not turn in contempt from my childish play among dust,
and the steps that I heard in my playroom
are the same that are echoing from star to star.
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Silent Steps

Have you not heard his silent steps?
He comes, comes, ever comes.
Every moment and every age,
every day and every night he comes, comes, ever comes.
Many a song have I sung in many a mood of mind,
but all their notes have always proclaimed,
`He comes, comes, ever comes.'
In the fragrant days of sunny April through the forest path he comes,
comes, ever comes.
In the rainy gloom of July nights on the thundering chariot of clouds
he comes, comes, ever comes.
In sorrow after sorrow it is his steps that press upon my heart,
and it is the golden touch of his feet that makes my joy to shine.
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Sit Smiling

I boasted among men that I had known you.
They see your pictures in all works of mine.
They come and ask me, `Who is he?'
I know not how to answer them. I say, `Indeed, I cannot tell.'
They blame me and they go away in scorn.
And you sit there smiling.
I put my tales of you into lasting songs.
The secret gushes out from my heart.
They come and ask me, `Tell me all your meanings.'
I know not how to answer them.
I say, `Ah, who knows what they mean!'
They smile and go away in utter scorn.
And you sit there smiling.
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Sleep

In the night of weariness
let me give myself up to sleep without struggle,
resting my trust upon thee.
Let me not force my flagging spirit into a poor preparation for thy worship.
It is thou who drawest the veil of night upon the tired eyes of the day
to renew its sight in a fresher gladness of awakening.
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Sleep-Stealer

Who stole sleep from baby's eyes? I must know.
 Clasping her pitcher to her waist mother went to fetch water
from the village near by.
 It was noon. The children's playtime was over; the ducks in
the pond were silent.
 The shepherd boy lay asleep under the shadow of the banyan
tree.
 The crane stood grave and still in the swamp near the mango
grove.
 In the meanwhile the Sleep-stealer came and, snatching sleep
from baby's eyes, flew away.
 When mother came back she found baby travelling the room over
on all fours.
 Who stole sleep from our baby's eyes? I must know. I must find
her and chain her up.
 I must look into that dark cave, where, through boulders and
scowling stones, trickles a tiny stream.
 I must search in the drowsy shade of the bakula grove, where
pigeons coo in their corner, and fairies' anklets tinkle in the
stillness of starry nights.
 In the evening I will peep into the whispering silence of the
bamboo forest, where fireflies squander their light, and will ask
every creature I meet, "Can anybody tell me where the Sleep-stealer
lives?"
 Who stole sleep from baby's eyes? I must know.
 Shouldn't I give her a good lesson if I could only catch her!
 I would raid her nest and see where she hoards all her stolen
sleep.
 I would plunder it all, and carry it home.
 I would bind her two wings securely, set her on the bank of
the river, and then let her play at fishing with a reed among the
rushes and water-lilies.
 When the marketing is over in the evening, and the village
children sit in their mothers' laps, then the night birds will
mockingly din her ears with:
 "Whose sleep will you steal now?"
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Song Unsung

The song that I came to sing remains unsung to this day.
I have spent my days in stringing and in unstringing my instrument.
The time has not come true, the words have not been rightly set;
only there is the agony of wishing in my heart.
The blossom has not opened; only the wind is sighing by.
I have not seen his face, nor have I listened to his voice;
only I have heard his gentle footsteps from the road before my house.
The livelong day has passed in spreading his seat on the floor;
but the lamp has not been lit and I cannot ask him into my house.
I live in the hope of meeting with him; but this meeting is not yet.
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Still Heart

When I give up the helm
I know that the time has come for thee to take it.
What there is to do will be instantly done.
Vain is this struggle.
Then take away your hands
and silently put up with your defeat, my heart,
and think it your good fortune to sit perfectly still
where you are placed.
These my lamps are blown out at every little puff of wind,
and trying to light them I forget all else again and again.
But I shall be wise this time and wait in the dark,
spreading my mat on the floor;
and whenever it is thy pleasure, my lord,
come silently and take thy seat here.
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Stray Birds 1 - 10

1
STRAY birds of summer come to my window
to sing and fly away.
And yellow leaves of autumn,
which have no songs,
flutter and fall there with a sigh.
2
O TROUPE of little vagrants of the world,
leave your footprints in my words.
3
THE world puts off its mask of vastness to its lover.
It becomes small as one song,
as one kiss of the eternal.
4
IT is the tears of the earth
that keep her smiles in bloom.
5
THE mighty desert is burning
for the love of a blade of grass
who shakes her head and laughs
and flies
away.
6
IF you shed tears when you miss the sun,
you also miss the stars.
7
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THE sands in your way beg for your song
and your movement,
dancing water.
Will you carry the burden of their lameness?
8
HER wistful face haunts my dreams
like the rain at night.
9
ONCE we dreamt that we were strangers.
We wake up to find that we were dear to each other.
10
SORROW is hushed into peace in my heart
like the evening among the silent trees.
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Stray Birds 11- 20

11
SOME unseen fingers, like idle breeze,
are playing upon my heart the music of the ripples.
12
'WHAT language is thine, O sea?'
'The language of eternal question.'
'What language is thy answer, O sky?
'The language of eternal silence.'
13
LISTEN,
my heart,
to the whispers of the world
with which it makes love to you.
14
THE mystery of creation
is like the darkness of night--
it is great.
Delusions of knowledge are like
the fog of the morning.
15
DO not seat your love upon a precipice because it is high.
16
I SIT at my window this morning
where the world like a passer-by stops for a moment,
nods to me and goes.
17
THESE little thoughts are the rustle of leaves;
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they have their whisper of
joy in my mind.
18
WHAT you are you do not see,
what you see is your shadow.
19
MY wishes are fools, they shout across thy songs, my Master.
Let me but listen.
20
I CANNOT choose the best.
The best chooses me.
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Stray Birds 21- 30

21
THEY throw their shadows before them
who carry their lantern on their back.
22
THAT I exist
is a perpetual surprise
which is life.
23
'WE, the rustling leaves,
have a voice that answers the storms,
but who are you so silent?'
'I am a mere flower.'
24
REST belongs to the work
as the eyelids to the eyes.
25
MAN is a born child,
his power is the power of growth.
26
GOD expects answers for the flowers he sends us,
not for the sun
and the earth.
27
THE light that plays, like a naked child,
among the green leaves happily knows not
that man can lie.
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28
O BEAUTY,
find thyself in love,
not in the flattery of thy mirror.
29
MY heart beats her waves at the shore of the world
and writes upon it her signature in tears with the words,
'I love thee.'
30
'MOON,
for what do you wait?'
'To salute the sun for whom I must make way.'
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Stray Birds 31 - 40

31
THE trees come up to my window
like the yearning voice of the dumb earth.
32
HIS own mornings are new surprises to God.
33
LIFE finds its wealth by the claims of the world,
and its worth by the claims of love.
34
THE dry river-bed finds no thanks for its past.
35
THE bird wishes it were a cloud.
The cloud wishes it were a bird.
36
THE waterfall sings,
'I find my song,
when I find my freedom.'
37
I CANNOT tell why this heart languishes in silence.
It is for small needs it never asks,
or knows or remembers.
38
WOMAN,
when you move about in your household service
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your limbs sing like a hill stream among its pebbles.
39
THE sun goes to cross the Western sea,
leaving its last salutation to the East.
40
DO not blame your food because you have no appetite.
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Stray Birds 41 - 50

41
THE trees,
like the longings of the earth,
stand a-tiptoe to peep at the heaven.
42
YOU smiled and talked to me of nothing
and I felt that for this I had been waiting long.
43
THE fish in the water is silent,
the animal on the earth is noisy,
the bird in the air is singing,
But Man has in him
the silence of the sea,
the noise of the earth
and the music of the air.
44
THE world rushes on
over the strings of the lingering heart
making the music of sadness.
45
HE has made his weapons his gods.
When his weapons win he is defeated himself.
46
GOD finds himself by creating.
47
SHADOW,
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with her veil drawn,
follows Light in secret meekness,
with her silent steps of
love.
48
THE stars
are not afraid to appear like fireflies.
49
I THANK thee that I am none of the wheels of power
but I am one with the living creatures
that are crushed by it.
50
THE mind,
sharp but not broad,
sticks at every point
but does not move.
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Stray Birds 51 - 60

51
YOUR idol is shattered in the dust
to prove that God's dust is greater than
your idol.
52
MAN does not reveal himself in his history,
he struggles up through it.
53
WHILE the glass lamp rebukes the earthen for calling it cousin,
the moon rises, and the glass lamp,
with a bland smile, calls her,
'My dear, dear sister.'
54
LIKE the meeting of the seagulls
and the waves we meet and come near.
The seagulls fly off,
the waves roll away and we depart.
55
MY day is done,
and I am like a boat drawn on the beach,
listening to the dance-music of t
he tide in the evening.
56
LIFE is given to us,
we earn it by giving it.
57
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WE come nearest to the great
when we are great in humility.
58
THE sparrow is sorry for the peacock
at the burden of its tail.
59
NEVER be afraid of the moments--
thus sings the voice of the everlasting.
60
THE hurricane seeks the shortest road
by the no-road,
and suddenly ends its search in the Nowhere.
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Stray Birds 61 - 70

61
TAKE my wine in my own cup, friend.
It loses its wreath of foam
when poured into that of others.
62
THE Perfect decks itself in beauty
for the love of the Imperfect.
63
GOD says to man,
'I heal you therefore I hurt,
love you therefore punish.'
64
THANK the flame for its light,
but do not forget the lampholder
standing in the shade with constancy of patience.
65
TINY grass,
your steps are small,
but you possess the earth under your tread.
66
THE infant flower opens its bud and cries,
'Dear World, please do not fade.'
67
GOD grows weary of great kingdoms,
but never of little flowers.
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68
WRONG cannot afford defeat
but Right can.
69
'I GIVE my whole water in joy,
' sings the waterfall,
'though little of it is enough for the thirsty.'
70
WHERE is the fountain
that throws up these flowers
in a ceaseless outbreak of ecstasy?
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Stray Birds 71 - 80

71
THE woodcutter's axe begged for its handle from the tree.
The tree gave it.
72
IN my solitude of heart
I feel the sigh of this widowed evening
veiled with mist and rain.
73
CHASTITY
is a wealth that comes from
abundance of love.
74
THE mist,
like love,
plays upon the heart of the hills
and brings out surprises of beauty.
75
WE read the world wrong
and say that it deceives us.
76
THE poet wind is out over the sea
and the forest to seek his own voice.
77
EVERY child
comes with the message
that God is not yet discouraged
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of man.
78
THE grass seeks her crowd in the earth.
The tree seeks his solitude of the sky.
79
MAN barricades against himself.
80
YOUR voice, my friend,
wanders in my heart,
like the muffled sound of the sea
among these listening pines.
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Stray Birds 81 - 90

81
WHAT is this unseen flame of darkness
whose sparks are the stars?
82
LET life be beautiful like summer flowers
and death like autumn leaves.
88
HE who wants to do good knocks at the gate;
he who loves
finds the gate open.
84
IN death the many becomes one;
in life the one becomes many.
Religion will be one
when God is dead.
85
THE artist is the lover of Nature,
therefore he is her slave
and her master.
86
'HOW far are you from me, O Fruit?'
'I am hidden in your heart, O Flower.'
87
THIS longing is for the one who is felt in the dark,
but not seen in the day.
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88
'YOU are the big drop of dew under the lotus leaf,
I am the smaller one on its upper side,
' said the dewdrop to the lake.
89
THE scabbard is content to be dull
when it protects the keenness of the sword.
90
IN darkness
the One appears as uniform;
in the light
the One appears as manifold.
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Stray Birds 81 - 90

81
WHAT is this unseen flame of darkness
whose sparks are the stars?
82
LET life be beautiful like summer flowers
and death like autumn leaves.
88
HE who wants to do good knocks at the gate;
he who loves
finds the gate open.
84
IN death the many becomes one;
in life the one becomes many.
Religion will be one
when God is dead.
85
THE artist is the lover of Nature,
therefore he is her slave
and her master.
86
'HOW far are you from me, O Fruit?'
'I am hidden in your heart, O Flower.'
87
THIS longing is for the one who is felt in the dark,
but not seen in the day.
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88
'YOU are the big drop of dew under the lotus leaf,
I am the smaller one on its upper side,
' said the dewdrop to the lake.
89
THE scabbard is content to be dull
when it protects the keenness of the sword.
90
IN darkness
the One appears as uniform;
in the light
the One appears as manifold.
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Stray Birds 91 - 99

91
THE great earth makes herself hospitable
with the help of the grass.
92
THE birth and death of the leaves
are the rapid whirls of the eddy
whose wider circles
move slowly among stars.
93
POWER said to the world, 'You are mine.
The world kept it prisoner on her throne.
Love said to the world, 'I am thine.'
The world gave it the freedom of her house.
94
THE mist is like the earth's desire.
It hides the sun for whom she cries.
95
BE still,
my heart,
these great trees are prayers.
96
THE noise of the moment
scoffs at the music of the Eternal.
97
I THINK of other ages
that floated upon the stream of life
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and love and death and are forgotten,
and I feel the freedom of passing away.
98
THE sadness of my soul is her bride's veil.
It waits to be lifted in the night.
99
DEATH'S stamp gives value to the coin of life;
making it possible to buy with life what is truly precious.
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Stream Of Life

The same stream of life that runs through my veins night and day
runs through the world and dances in rhythmic measures.
It is the same life that shoots in joy through the dust of the earth
in numberless blades of grass
and breaks into tumultuous waves of leaves and flowers.
It is the same life that is rocked in the ocean-cradle of birth
and of death, in ebb and in flow.
I feel my limbs are made glorious by the touch of this world of life.
And my pride is from the life-throb of ages dancing in my blood this moment.
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Strong Mercy

My desires are many and my cry is pitiful,
but ever didst thou save me by hard refusals;
and this strong mercy has been wrought into my life through and through.
Day by day thou art making me worthy of the simple,
great gifts that thou gavest to me unasked---this sky and the light, this body and
the
life and the mind---saving me from perils of overmuch desire.
There are times when I languidly linger
and times when I awaken and hurry in search of my goal;
but cruelly thou hidest thyself from before me.
Day by day thou art making me worthy of thy full acceptance by
refusing me ever and anon, saving me from perils of weak, uncertain desire.
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Superior

Mother, your baby is silly! She is so absurdly childish!
 She does not know the difference between the lights in the
streets and the stars.
 When we play at eating with pebbles, she thinks they are real
food, and tries to put them into her mouth.
 When I open a book before her and ask her to learn her a, b,
c, she tears the leaves with her hands and roars for joy at
nothing; this is your baby's way of doing her lesson.
 When I shake my head at her in anger and scold her and call
her naughty, she laughs and thinks it great fun.
 Everybody knows that father is away, but if in play I call
aloud "Father," she looks about her in excitement and thinks that
father is near.
 When I hold my class with the donkeys that our washer man
brings to carry away the clothes and I warn her that I am the
schoolmaster, she will scream for no reason and call me dada.
 Your baby wants to catch the moon. She is so funny; she calls
Ganesh Ganush.
 Mother, your baby is silly! She is so absurdly childish!
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Sympathy

If I were only a little puppy, not your baby, mother dear, would
you say "No" to me if I tried to eat from your dish?
 Would you drive me off, saying to me, "Get away, you naughty
little puppy?"
 Then go, mother, go! I will never come to you when you call
me, and never let you feed me any more.
 If I were only a little green parrot, and not your baby,
mother dear, would you keep me chained lest I should fly away?
 Would you shake your finger at me and say, "What an ungrateful
wretch of a bird! It is gnawing at its chain day and night?"
 The go, mother, go! I will run away into the woods; I will
never let you take me in your arms again.
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The Astronomer

I only said, "When in the evening the round full moon gets
entangled among the beaches of that Dadam tree, couldn't somebody
catch it?"
 But dada laughed at me and said, "Baby, you are the silliest
child I have ever known. The moon is ever so far from us, how could
anybody catch it?"
 I said, "Dada, how foolish you are! When mother looks out of
her window and smiles down at us playing, would you call her far
away?"
 Still dada said, "You are a stupid child! But, baby where
could you find a net big enough to catch the moon with?"
 I said, "Surely you could catch it with your hands."
 But dada laughed and said, "You are the silliest child I have
known. If it came nearer, you would see how big the moon is."
 I said, "Dada, what nonsense they teach at your school! When
mother bends her face down to kiss us, does her face look very
big?"
 But still dada says, "You are a stupid child."
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The Banyan Tree

O you shaggy-headed banyan tree standing on the bank of the pond,
have you forgotten the little chile, like the birds that have
nested in your branches and left you?
 Do you not remember how he sat at the window and wondered at
the tangle of your roots and plunged underground?
 The women would come to fill their jars in the pond, and your
huge black shadow would wriggle on the water like sleep struggling
to wake up.
 Sunlight danced on the ripples like restless tiny shuttles
weaving golden tapestry.
 Two ducks swam by the weedy margin above their shadows, and
the child would sit still and think.
 He longed to be the wind and blow through your resting
branches, to be your shadow and lengthen with the day on the water,
to be a bird and perch on your topmost twig, and to float like
those ducks among the weeds and shadows.
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The Beginning

"Where have I come from, where did you pick me up?" the baby asked
its mother.
 She answered, half crying, half laughing, and clasping the
baby to her breast-
 "You were hidden in my heart as its desire, my darling.
 You were in the dolls of my childhood's games; and when with
clay I made the image of my god every morning, I made the unmade
you then.
 You were enshrined with our household deity, in his worship
I worshipped you.
 In all my hopes and my loves, in my life, in the life of my
mother you have lived.
 In the lap of the deathless Spirit who rules our home you have
been nursed for ages.
 When in girlhood my heart was opening its petals, you hovered
as a fragrance about it.
 Your tender softness bloomed in my youthful limbs, like a glow
in the sky before the sunrise.
 Heaven's first darling, twain-born with the morning light, you
have floated down the stream of the world's life, and at last you
have stranded on my heart.
 As I gaze on your face, mystery overwhelms me; you who belong
to all have become mine.
 For fear of losing you I hold you tight to my breast. What
magic has snared the world's treasure in these slender arms of
mine?"
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The Boat

I must launch out my boat.
The languid hours pass by on the
shore---Alas for me!
The spring has done its flowering and taken leave.
And now with the burden of faded futile flowers I wait and linger.
The waves have become clamorous, and upon the bank in the shady lane
the yellow leaves flutter and fall.
What emptiness do you gaze upon!
Do you not feel a thrill passing through the air
with the notes of the far-away song
floating from the other shore?
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The Chanpa Flower

Supposing I became a chanpa flower, just for fun, and grew on a
branch high up that tree, and shook in the wind with laughter and
danced upon the newly budded leaves, would you know me, mother?
 You would call, "Baby, where are you?" and I should laugh to
myself and keep quite quiet.
 I should slyly open my petals and watch you at your work.
 When after your bath, with wet hair spread on your shoulders,
you walked through the shadow of the champ tree to the little court
where you say your prayers, you would notice the scent of the
flower, but not know that it cane from me.
 When after the midday meal you sat at the window reading
ramayana, and the tree's shadow fell over your hair and your lap,
I should fling my wee little shadow on to the page of your book,
just where you were reading.
 But would you guess that it was the tiny shadow of your
little child?
 When in the evening you went to the cow shed with the lighted
lamp in your hand I should suddenly drop on to the earth again and
be your own baby once more, and beg you to tell me a story.
 "Where have you been, you naughty child?"
 "I won't tell you, mother." That's what you and I would say
then.
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The Child-Angel

They clamour and fight, they doubt and despair, they know no end
to their wrangling.
 Let your life come amongst them like a flame of light, my
child, unflickering and pure, and delight them into silence.
They are cruel in their greed and their envy, their words are like
hidden knives thirsting for blood.
 Go and stand amidst their scowling hearts, my child, and let
your gentle eyes fall upon them like the forgiving peace of the
evening over the strife of the day.
 Let them see your face, my child, and thus know the meaning
of all things; let them love you and thus love each other.
 Come and take your seat in the bosom of the limitless, my
child. At sunrise open and raise your heart like a blossoming
flower, and at sunset bend your head and in silence complete the
worship of the day.
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The End

It is time for me to go, mother; I am going.
 When in the paling darkness of the lonely dawn you stretch out
your arms for your baby in the bed, I shall say, "Baby is not
here!"-mother, I am going.
 I shall become a delicate draught of air and caress you and
I shall be ripples in the water when you bathe, and kiss you and
kiss you again.
 In the gusty night when the rain patters on the leaves you
will hear my whisper in your bed, and my laughter will flash with
the lightning through the open window into your room.
 If you lie awake, thinking of your baby till late into the
night, I shall sing to you from the stars, "Sleep, mother, sleep."
 One the straying moonbeams I shall steal over your bed, and
lie upon your bosom while you sleep.
 I shall become a dream, and through the little opening of your
eyelids I shall slip into the depths of your sleep; and when you
wake up and look round startled, like a twinkling firefly I shall
flit out into the darkness.
 When, on the great festival of puja, the neighbours' children
come and play about the house, I shall melt into the music of the
flute and throb in your heart all day.
 Dear auntie will come with puja-presents and will ask,"Where
is our baby, sister?" Mother, you will tell her softly, "He is in
the pupils of my eyes, he is in my body and in my soul."
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The First Jasmines

Ah, these jasmines, these white jasmines!
 I seem to remember the first day when I filled my hands with
these jasmines, these white jasmines.
 I have loved the sunlight, the sky and the green earth;
 I have heard the liquid murmur of the river thorough the
darkness of midnight;
 Autumn sunsets have come to me at the bend of a road in the
lonely waste, like a bride raising her veil to accept her lover.
 Yet my memory is still sweet with the first white jasmines
that I held in my hands when I was a child.
 Many a glad day has come in my life, and I have laughed with
merrymakers on festival nights.
 On grey mornings of rain I have crooned many an idle song.
 I have worn round my neck the evening wreath of bakulas woven
by the hand of love.
 Yet my heart is sweet with the memory of the first fresh
jasmines that filled my hands when I was a child.
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The Flower-School

When storm-clouds rumble in the sky and June showers come down.
 The moist east wind comes marching over the heath to blow its
bagpipes among the bamboos.
 Then crowds of flowers come out of a sudden, from nobody knows
where, and dance upon the grass in wild glee.
 Mother, I really think the flowers go to school underground.
 They do their lessons with doors shut, and if they want to
come out to play before it is time, their master makes them stand
in a corner.
 When the rain come they have their holidays.
 Branches clash together in the forest, and the leaves rustle
in the wild wind, the thunder-clouds clap their giant hands and the
flower children rush out in dresses of pink and yellow and white.
 Do you know, mother, their home is in the sky, where the stars
are.
 Haven't you see how eager they are to get there? Don't you
know why they are in such a hurry?
 Of course, I can guess to whom they raise their arms; they
have their mother as I have my own.
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The Further Bank

I long to go over there to the further bank of the river.
 Where those boats are tied to the bamboo poles in a line;
 Where men cross over in their boats in the morning with
ploughs on their shoulders to till their far-away fields;
 Where the cowherds make their lowing cattle swim across to the
riverside pasture;
 Whence they all come back home in the evening, leaving the
jackals to howl in the island overgrown with weeds.
 Mother, if you don't mind, I should like to become the boatman
of the ferry when I am grown up.
 They say there are strange pools hidden behind that high bank.
 Where flocks of wild ducks come when the rains are over, and
thick reeds grow round the margins where water-birds lay their
eggs;
 Where snipes with their dancing tails stamp their tiny
footprints upon the clean soft mud;
 Where in the evening the tall grasses crested with while
flowers invite the moonbeam to float upon their waves.
 Mother, if you don't mind, I should like to become the boatman
of the ferryboat when I am grown up.
 I shall cross and cross back from bank to bank, and all the
boys and girls of the village will wonder at me while they are
bathing.
 When the sun climbs the mid sky and morning wears on to noon,
I shall come running to you, saying, "Mother, I am hungry."
 When the day is done and the shadows cower under the trees,
I shall come back in the dust.
 I shall never go away from you into the town to work like
father.
 Mother, if you don't mind, I should like to become the boatman
of the ferryboat when I am grown up.
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The Gardener Iv: Ah Me
Ah me, why did they build my
house by the road to the market
town?
 They moor their laden boats near
my trees.
 They come and go and wander at
their will.
 I sit and watch them; my time
wears on.
 Turn them away I cannot. And
thus my days pass by.
 Night and day their steps sound
by my door.
 Vainly I cry, "I do not know
you."
 Some of them are known to my
fingers, some to my nostrils, the
blood in my veins seems to know
them, and some are known to my
dreams.
 Turn them away I cannot. I call
them and say, "Come to my house
whoever chooses. Yes, come."
 In the morning the bell rings in the
temple.
 They come with their baskets in
their hands.
 Their feet are rosy red. The early
light of dawn is on their faces.
 Turn them away I cannot. I call
them and I say, "Come to my garden
to gather flowers. Come hither."
 In the mid-day the gong sounds
at the palace gate.
 I know not why they leave their
work and linger near my hedge.
 The flowers in their hair are pale
and faded; the notes are languid in
their flutes.
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 Turn them away I cannot. I call
them and say, "The shade is cool
under my trees. Come, friends."
 At night the crickets chirp in the
woods.
 Who is it that comes slowly to my
door and gently knocks?
 I vaguely see the face, not a word
is spoken, the stillness of the sky is
all around.
 Turn away my silent guest I
cannot. I look at the face through the
dark, and hours of dreams pass by.
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The Gardener Ix: When I Go Alone At Night

When I go alone at night to my
love-tryst, birds do not sing, the wind
does not stir, the houses on both sides
of the street stand silent.
 It is my own anklets that grow loud
at every step and I am ashamed.
 When I sit on my balcony and listen
for his footsteps, leaves do not rustle
on the trees, and the water is still in
the river like the sword on the knees
of a sentry fallen asleep.
 It is my own heart that beats wildly
--I do not know how to quiet it.
 When my love comes and sits by
my side, when my body trembles and
my eyelids droop, the night darkens,
the wind blows out the lamp, and the
clouds draw veils over the stars.
 It is the jewel at my own breast
that shines and gives light. I do not
know how to hide it.
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The Gardener Li: Then Finish The Last Song

Then finish the last song and let us
leave.
 Forget this night when the night is
no more.
 Whom do I try to clasp in my
arms? Dreams can never be made captive.
 My eager hands press emptiness to
my heart and it bruises my breast.
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The Gardener Lix: O Woman

O woman, you are not merely the
handiwork of God, but also of men;
these are ever endowing you with
beauty from their hearts.
Poets are weaving for you a web
with threads of golden imagery;
painters are giving your form ever
new immortality.
The sea gives its pearls, the mines
their gold, the summer gardens their
flowers to deck you, to cover you, to
make you more precious.
The desire of men's hearts has shed
its glory over your youth.
You are one half woman and one
half dream.
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The Gardener Lv: It Was Mid-Day

It was mid-day when you went
away .
 The sun was strong in the sky.
 I had done my work and sat alone
on my balcony when you went away.
 Fitful gusts came winnowing
through the smells of may distant
fields.
 The doves cooed tireless in the shade,
and a bee strayed in my room humming the news of many distant fields.
 The village slept in the noonday
heat. The road lay deserted.
 In sudden fits the rustling of the
leaves rose and died.
 I gazed at the sky and wove in the
blue the letters of a name I had known,
while the village slept in the noonday
heat.
 I had forgotten to braid my hair.
The languid breeze played with it upon
my cheek.
 The river ran unruffled under the
shady bank.
 The lazy white clouds did not move.
 I had forgotten to braid my hair.
 It was mid-day when you went
away.
 The dust of the road was hot and
the fields panting.
 The doves cooed among the dense
leaves.
 I was alone in my balcony when you
went away.
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The Gardener Lvii: I Plucked Your Flower

I plucked your flower, O world!
I pressed it to my heart and the
thorn pricked.
When the day waned and it
darkened, I found that the flower had
faded, but the pain remained.
More flowers will come to you with
perfume and pride, O world!
But my time for flower-gathering
is over, and through the dark night
I have not my rose, only the pain
remains.
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The Gardener Lxi: Peace, My Heart

Peace, my heart, let the time for
the parting be sweet.
Let it not be a death but completeness.
Let love melt into memory and pain
into songs.
Let the flight through the sky end
in the folding of the wings over the
nest.
Let the last touch of your hands be
gentle like the flower of the night.
Stand still, O Beautiful End, for a
moment, and say your last words in
silence.
I bow to you and hold up my lamp
to light you on your way.
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The Gardener Lxiv: I Spent My Day

I spent my day on the scorching
hot dust of the road.
Now, in the cool of the evening, I
knock at the door of the inn. It is
deserted and in ruins.
A grim ashath tree spreads its
hungry clutching roots through the
gaping fissures of the walls.
Days have been when wayfarers
came here to wash their weary feet.
They spread their mats in the
courtyard in the dim light of the
early moon, and sat and talked of
strange lands.
They woke refreshed in the morning
when birds made them glad, and
friendly flowers nodded their heads
at them from the wayside.
But no lighted lamp awaited me
when I came here.
The black smudges of smoke left by
many a forgotten evening lamp stare,
like blind eyes, from the wall.
Fireflies flit in the bush near the
dried-up pond, and bamboo branches
fling their shadows on the grassgrown path.
I am the guest of no one at the end
of my day.
The long night is before me, and I
am tired.
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The Gardener Lxix: I Hunt For The Golden Stag

I hunt for the golden stag.
 You may smile, my friends, but I
pursue the vision that eludes me.
 I run across hills and dales, I wander
through nameless lands, because I am
hunting for the golden stag.
 You come and buy in the market
and go back to your homes laden with
goods, but the spell of the homeless
winds has touched me I know not when
and where.
 I have no care in my heart; all my
belongings I have left far behind me.
 I run across hills and dales, I wander
through nameless lands--because I am
hunting for the golden stag.
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The Gardener Lxviii: None Lives For Ever, Brother

None lives for ever, brother, and
nothing lasts for long. Keep that in
mind and rejoice.
 Our life is not the one old burden,
our path is not the one long
journey.
 One sole poet has not to sing one
aged song.
 The flower fades and dies; but he
who wears the flower has not to
mourn for it for ever.
 Brother, keep that in mind and
rejoice.
 There must come a full pause to
weave perfection into music.
 Life droops toward its sunset to be
drowned in the golden shadows.
 Love must be called from its play
to drink sorrow and be borne to the
heaven of tears.
 Brother, keep that in min and
rejoice.
 We hasten to gather our flowers lest
they are plundered by the passing
winds.
 It quickens our blood and brightens
our eyes to snatch kisses that would
vanish if we delayed.
 Our life is eager, our desires are keen,
for time tolls the bell of parting.
 Brother, keep that in mind and
rejoice.
 There is not time for us to clasp a
thing and crush it and fling it away to
the dust.
 The hours trip rapidly away, hiding
their dreams in their skirts.
 Our life is short; it yields but a
few days for love.
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 Were it for work and drudgery it
would be endlessly long.
 Brother, keep that in mind and
rejoice.
 Beauty is sweet to us, because she
dances to the same fleeting tune with
our lives.
 Knowledge is precious to us, because
we shall never have time to
complete it.
 All is done and finished in the eternal
Heaven.
 But earth's flowers of illusion are
kept eternally fresh by death.
 Brother, keep that in mind and
rejoice.
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The Gardener Lxxix: I Often Wonder

I often wonder where lie hidden
the boundaries of recognition between
man and the beast whose heart knows
no spoken language.
Through what primal paradise in a
remote morning of creation ran the
simple path by which their hearts
visited each other.
Those marks of their constant tread
have not been effaced though their
kinship has been long forgotten.
Yet suddenly in some wordless
music the dim memory wakes up
and the beast gazes into the man's
face with a tender trust, and the
man looks down into its eyes with
amused affection.
It seems that the two friends meet
masked, and vaguely know each other
through the disguise.
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The Gardener Lxxv: At Midnight

At midnight the would-be ascetic
announced:
 "This is the time to give up my
home and seek for God. Ah, who has
held me so long in delusion here?"
 God whispered, "I," but the ears
of the man were stopped.
 With a baby asleep at her breast
lay his wife, peacefully sleeping on
one side of the bed.
 The man said, "Who are ye that
have fooled me so long?"
 The voice said again, "They are
God," but he heard it not.
 The baby cried out in its dream,
nestling close to its mother.
 God commanded, "Stop, fool, leave
not thy home," but still he heard not.
 God sighed and complained, "Why
does my servant wander to seek me,
forsaking me?"
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The Gardener Lxxvi: The Fair Was On

The fair was on before the temple.
It had rained from the early morning
and the day came to its end.
 Brighter than all the gladness of
the crowd was the bright smile of
a girl who bought for a farthing a
whistle of palm leaf.
 The shrill joy of that whistle floated
above all laughter and noise.
 An endless throng of people came
and jostled together. The road was
muddy, the river in flood, the field
under water in ceaseless rain.
 Greater than all the troubles of
the crowd was a little boy's trouble--
he had not a farthing to buy a painted
stick.
 His wistful eyes gazing at the shop
made this whole meeting of men so
pitiful.
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The Gardener Lxxxi: Why Do You Whisper So Faintly

Why do you whisper so faintly in
my ears, O Death, my Death?
 When the flowers droop in the
evening and cattle come back to their
stalls, you stealthily come to my side
and speak words that I do not
understand.
 Is this how you must woo and win
me with the opiate of drowsy murmur
and cold kisses, O Death, my Death?
 Will there be no proud ceremony
for our wedding?
 Will you not tie up with a wreath
your tawny coiled locks?
 Is there none to carry your banner
before you, and will not the night be
on fire with your red torch-lights,
O Death, my Death?
 Come with your conch-shells sounding, come in the sleepless night.
 Dress me with a crimson mantle,
grasp my hand and take me.
 Let your chariot be ready at my
door with your horses neighing impatiently.
 Raise my veil and look at my face
proudly, O Death, my Death!
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The Gardener Lxxxiii: She Dwelt On The Hillside

She dwelt on the hillside by edge
of a maize-field, near the spring that
flows in laughing rills through the
solemn shadows of ancient trees. The
women came there to fill their jars,
and travellers would sit there to rest
and talk. She worked and dreamed
daily to the tune of the bubbling
stream.
 One evening the stranger came down
from the cloud-hidden peak; his locks
were tangled like drowsy snakes. We
asked in wonder, "Who are you?"
He answered not but sat by the
garrulous stream and silently gazed at
the hut where she dwelt. Our hearts
quaked in fear and we came back home
when it was night.
 Next morning when the women
came to fetch water at the spring by
the deodar trees, they found the doors
open in her hut, but her voice was gone
and where was her smiling face?
The empty jar lay on the floor and her
lamp had burnt itself out in the
corner. No one knew where she had
fled to before it was morning--and the
stranger had gone.
 In the month of May the sun grew
strong and the snow melted, and we
sat by the spring and wept. We
wondered in our mind, "Is there a
spring in the land where she has gone
and where she can fill her vessel in
these hot thirsty days?" And we
asked each other in dismay, "Is there
a land beyond these hills where we
live?"
 It was a summer night; the breeze
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blew from the south; and I sat in her
deserted room where the lamp stood
still unlit. When suddenly from
before my eyes the hills vanished like
curtains drawn aside. "Ah, it is
she who comes. How are you, my
child? Are you happy? But where
can you shelter under this open sky?
And, alas! our spring is not here to
allay your thirst."
 "Here is the same sky," she said,
"only free from the fencing hills,--
this is the same stream grown into a
river,--the same earth widened into
a plain." "Everything is here," I
sighed, "only we are not." She
smiled sadly and said, "You are in
my heart." I woke up and heard the
babbling of the stream and the rustling
of the deodars at night.
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The Gardener Lxxxiv: Over The Green

Over the green and yellow rice-fields
sweep the shadows of the autumn
clouds followed by the swift-chasing
sun.
 The bees forget to sip their honey;
drunken with light they foolishly hover
and hum.
 The ducks in the islands of the river
clamour in joy for mere nothing.
 Let none go back home, brothers,
this morning, let none go to work.
 Let us take the blue sky by storm
and plunder space as we run.
 Laughter floats in the air like foam
on the flood.
 Brothers, let us squander our
morning in futile songs.
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The Gardener X: Let Your Work Be, Bride

Let your work be, bride. Listen, the
guest has come.
 Do you hear, he is gently shaking
the chain which fastens the door?
 See that your anklets make no loud
noise, and that your step is not overhurried at meeting him.
 Let your work be, bride, the guest
had come in the evening.
 No, it is not the ghostly wind, bride,
do not be frightened.
 It is the full moon on a night of
April; shadows are pale in the courtyard; the sky overhead is bright.
 Draw your veil over your face if
you must, carry the lamp to the door
if you fear.
 No, it is not the ghostly wind, bride,
do not be frightened.
 Have no word with him if you are
shy; stand aside by the door when you
meet him.
 If he asks you questions, and if
you wish to, you can lower you eyes
in silence.
 Do not let your bracelets jingle
when, lamp in hand, you lead him in.
 Have no words with him if your are
shy.
 Have you not finished you work yet,
bride? Listen, the guest has come.
 Have you not lit the lamp in the
cowshed?
 Have you not got ready the offering
basket for the evening service?
 Have you not put the red lucky
mark at the parting of your hair, and
done your toilet for the night?
 O bride, do you hear, the guest has
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come?
 Let your work be!
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The Gardener Xi: Come As You Are

Come as you are; do not loiter over
your toilet.
 If your braided hair has loosened if
the parting of your hair be not straight,
if the ribbons of your bodice be not
fastened, do not mind.
 Come as you are; do not loiter over
your toilet.
 Come, with quick steps over the
grass.
 If the raddle come from your feet
because of the dew, of the rings of bells
upon your feet slacken, if pearls drop
out of your chain, do not mind.
 Come, with quick steps over the
grass.
 Do you see the clouds wrapping the
sky?
 Flocks of cranes fly up from the
further river-bank and fitful gusts of
wind rush over the heath.
 The anxious cattle run to their stalls
in the village.
 Do you see the clouds wrapping the
sky?
 In vain you light your toilet lamp
--it flickers and goes out in the
wind.
 Who can know that your eyelids
have not been touched with lampblack? For your eyes are darker
than rain-clouds.
 In vain you light your toilet lamp--
it goes out.
 Come as you are; do not loiter over
your toilet.
 If the wreath is not woven, who
cares; if the wrist-chain had not been
linked, let it be.
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 The sky is overcast with clouds--it
is late.
 Come as you are; do not loiter over
your toilet.
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The Gardener Xiii: I Asked Nothing

I asked nothing, only stood at the
edge of the wood behind the tree.
 Languor was still upon the eyes
of the dawn, and the dew in the air.
 The lazy smell of the damp grass
hung in the thin mist above the earth.
 Under the banyan tree you were
milking the cow with your hands,
tender and fresh as butter.
 And I was standing still.
 I did not say a word. It was the
bird that sang unseen from the thicket.
 The mango tree was shedding its
flowers upon the village road, and the
bees came humming one by one.
 On the side of the pond the gate of
Shiva's temple was opened and the
worshipper had begun his chants.
 With the vessel on your lap you
were milking the cow.
 I stood with my empty can.
 I did not come near you.
 The sky woke with the sound of
the gong at the temple.
 The dust was raised in the road
from the hoofs of the driven cattle.
 With the gurgling pitchers at their
hips, women came from the river.
 Your bracelets were jingling, and
foam brimming over the jar.
 The morning wore on and I did not
come near you.
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The Gardener Xiv: I Was Walking By The Road

I was walking by the road, I do not
know why, when the noonday was past
and bamboo branches rustled in the
wind.
 The prone shadows with their outstretched arms clung to the feet of
the hurrying light.
 The koels were weary of their
songs.
 I was walking by the road, I do not
know why.
 The hut by the side of the water is
shaded by an overhanging tree.
 Some on was busy with her work,
and her bangles made music in the
corner.
 I stood before this hut, I know not
why.
 The narrow winding road crosses
many a mustard field, and many a
mango forest.
 It passes by the temple of the
village and the market at the river
landing-place.
 I stopped by this hut, I do not know
why.
 Years ago it was a day of breezy
March when the murmur of the spring
was languorous, and mango blossoms
were dropping on the dust.
 The rippling water leapt and licked
the brass vessel that stood on the
landing-step.
 I think of that day of breezy March,
I do not know why.
 Shadows are deepening and cattle
returning to their folds.
 The light is grey upon the lonely
meadows, and the villagers are waiting
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for the ferry at the bank.
 I slowly return upon my steps, I
do not know why.
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The Gardener Xix: You Walked

You walked by the riverside path
with the full pitcher upon your hip.
 Why did you swiftly turn your face
and peep at me through your fluttering
veil?
 That gleaming look from the dark
came upon me like a breeze that sends
a shiver through the rippling water
and sweeps away to the shadowy
shore.
 It came to me like the bird of the
evening that hurriedly flies across the
lampless room from the one open
window to the other, and disappears
in the night.
 You are hidden as a star behind the
hills, and I am a passer-by upon the
road.
 But why did you stop for a moment
and glance at my face through your
veil while you walked by the riverside path with the full pitcher upon
your hip?
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The Gardener Xl: An Unbelieving Smile

An unbelieving smile flits on your
eyes when I come to you to take my
leave.
 I have done it so often that you
think I will soon return.
 To tell you the truth I have the
same doubt in my mind.
 For the spring days come again
time after time; the full moon takes
leave and comes on another visit,
the flowers come again and blush
upon their branches year after year,
and it is likely that I take my leave
only to come to you again.
 But keep the illusion awhile; do
not send it away with ungentle
haste.
 When I say I leave you for all
time, accept it as true, and let a
mist of tears for one moment deepen
the dark rim of your eyes.
 Then smile as archly as you like
when I come again.
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The Gardener Xlii: O Mad, Superbly Drunk

O mad, superbly drunk;
 If you kick open your doors and
play the fool in public;
 If you empty your bag in a night,
and snap your fingers at prudence;
 If you walk in curious paths and
play with useless things;
 Reck not rhyme or reason;
 If unfurling your sails before the
storm you snap the rudder in two,
 Then I will follow you, comrade,
and be drunken and go to the dogs.
 I have wasted my days and nights
in the company of steady wise neighbours.
 Much knowing has turned my hair
grey, and much watching has made
my sight dim.
 For years I have gathered and
heaped up scraps and fragments of
things:
 Crush them and dance upon them,
and scatter them all to the winds.
 For I know 'tis the height of wisdom
to be drunken and go the dogs.
 Let all crooked scruples vanish,
let me hopelessly lose my way.
 Let a gust of wild giddiness come
and sweep me away from my anchors.
 The world is peopled with worthies,
and workers, useful and clever.
 There are men who are easily first,
and men who come decently after.
 Let them be happy and prosper,
and let me be foolishly futile.
 For I know 'tis the end of all works
to be drunken and go to the dogs.
 I swear to surrender this moment
all claims to the ranks of the decent.
 I let go my pride of learning and
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judgment of right and of wrong.
 I'll shatter memory's vessel, scattering
the last drop of tears.
 With the foam of the berry-red
wine I will bathe and brighten my
laughter.
 The badge of the civil and staid
I'll tear into shreds for the nonce.
 I'll take the holy vow to be worthless,
to be drunken and go to the dogs.
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The Gardener Xliii: No, My Friends

No, my friends, I shall never be an
ascetic, whatever you may say.
 I shall never be and ascetic if she
does not take the vow with me.
 It is my firm resolve that if I
cannot find a shady shelter and a
companion for my penance, I shall
never turn ascetic.
 No, my friends, I shall never leave
my hearth and home, and retire into
the forest solitude, if rings no merry
laughter in its echoing shade and if
the end of no saffron mantle flutters
in the wind; if its silence is not
deepened by soft whispers.
 I shall never be an ascetic.
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The Gardener Xliv: Reverend Sir, Forgive

Reverend sir, forgive this pair of
sinners. Spring winds to-day are
blowing in wild eddies, driving dust
and dead leaves away, and with them
your lessons are all lost.
 Do not say, father, that life is a
vanity.
 For we have made truce with death
for once, and only for a few fragrant
hours we two have been made immortal.
 Even if the king's army came and
fiercely fell upon us we should sadly
shake our heads and say, Brothers,
you are disturbing us. If you must
have this noisy game, go and clatter
your arms elsewhere. Since only for
a few fleeting moments we have been
made immortal.
 If friendly people came and flocked
around us, we should humbly bow to
them and say, This extravagant good
fortune is an embarrassment to us.
Room is scarce in the infinite sky
where we dwell. For in the springtime flowers come in crowds, and the
busy wings of bees jostle each other.
Our little heaven, where dwell only
we two immortals, is too absurdly
narrow.
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The Gardener Xlv: To The Guests

To the guests that must go bid
God's speed and brush away all traces
of their steps.
 Take to your bosom with a smile
what is easy and simple and near.
 To-day is the festival of phantoms
that know not when they die.
 Let your laughter be but a meaningless mirth like twinkles of light on
the ripples.
 Let your life lightly dance on the
edges of Time like dew on the tip of
a leaf.
 Strike in chords from your harp
fitful momentary rhythms.
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The Gardener Xlvi: You Left Me

You left me and went on your way.
 I thought I should mourn for you
and set your solitary image in my
heart wrought in a golden song.
 But ah, my evil fortune, time is
short.
 Youth wanes year after year; the
spring days are fugitive; the frail
flowers die for nothing, and the wise
man warns me that life is but a
dewdrop on the lotus leaf.
 Should I neglect all this to gaze after
one who has turned her back on me?
 That would be rude and foolish,
for time is short.
 Then, come, my rainy nights with
pattering feet; smile, my golden
autumn; come, careless April, scattering your kisses abroad.
 You come, and you, and you also!
 My loves, you know we are mortals.
Is it wise to break one's heart for the
one who takes her heart away? For
time is short.
 It is sweet to sit in a corner to muse
and write in rhymes that you are all
my world.
 It is heroic to hug one's sorrow and
determine not to be consoled.
 But a fresh face peeps across my
door and raise its eyes to my eyes.
 I cannot but wipe away my tears
and change the tune of my song.
 For time is short.
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The Gardener Xlviii: Free Me

Free me from the bonds of your
sweetness, my love! Nor more of this
wine of kisses.
 This mist of heavy incense stifles
my heart.
 Open the doors, make room for the
morning light.
 I am lost in you, wrapped in the
folds of your caresses.
 Free me from your spells, and give
me back the manhood to offer you my
freed heart.
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The Gardener Xvi: Hands Cling To Eyes

Hands cling to hands and eyes linger
on eyes: thus begins the record of our
hearts.
 It is the moonlit night of March;
the sweet smell of henna is in the air;
my flute lies on the earth neglected
and your garland of flowers is
unfinished.
 This love between you and me is
simple as a song.
 Your veil of the saffron colour
makes my eyes drunk.
 The jasmine wreath that you wove
me thrills to my heart like praise.
 It is a game of giving and withholding, revealing and screening again;
some smiles and some little shyness,
and some sweet useless struggles.
 This love between you and me is
simple as a song.
 No mystery beyond the present;
no striving for the impossible; no
shadow behind the charm; no groping
in the depth of the dark.
 This love between you and me is
simple as a song.
 We do not stray out of all words
into the ever silent; we do not raise
our hands to the void for things
beyond hope.
 It is enough what we give and we
get.
 We have not crushed the joy to
the utmost to wring from it the wine
of pain.
 This love between you and me is
simple as a song.
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The Gardener Xviii: When Two Sisters

When the two sisters go to fetch
water, they come to this spot and
they smile.
 They must be aware of somebody
who stands behind the trees whenever they go to fetch water.
 The two sisters whisper to each
other when they pass this spot.
 They must have guessed the secret
of that somebody who stands behind
the trees whenever they go to
fetch water.
 Their pitchers lurch suddenly, and
water spills when they reach this
spot.
 They must have found out that
somebody's heart is beating who
stands behind the trees whenever
they go to fetch water.
 The two sisters glance at each other
when they come to this spot, and they
smile.
 There is a laughter in their swiftstepping feet, which makes confusion
in somebody's mind who stands behind
the trees whenever they go to
fetch water.
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The Gardener Xx: Day After Day He Comes

Day after day he comes and goes
away.
 Go, and give him a flower from my
hair, my friend.
 If he asks who was it that sent it, I
entreat you do not tell him my name--
for he only comes and goes away.
 He sits on the dust under the tree.
 Spread there a seat with flowers and
leaves, my friend.
 His eyes are sad, and they bring
sadness to my heart.
 He does not speak what he has in
mind; he only comes and goes away.
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The Gardener Xxi: Why Did He Choose

Why did he choose to come to my
door, the wandering youth, when the
day dawned?
 As I come in and out I pass by him
every time, and my eyes are caught by
his face.
 I know not if I should speak to him
or keep silent. Why did he choose to
come to my door?
 The cloudy nights in July are dark;
the sky is soft blue in the autumn; the
spring days are restless with the south
wind.
 He weaves his songs with fresh
tunes every time.
 I turn from my work and my eyes
fill with the mist. Why did he choose
to come to my door?
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The Gardener Xxii: When She Passed By Me

When she passed by me with quick
steps, the end of her skirt touched
me.
 From the unknown island of a
heart came a sudden warm breath of
spring.
 A flutter of a flitting touch brushed
me and vanished in a moment, like a
torn flower petal blown in the breeze.
 It fell upon my heart like a sigh of
her body and whisper of her heart.
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The Gardener Xxiv: Do Not Keep To Yourself

Do not keep to yourself the secret of
your heart, my friend!
 Say it to me, only to me, in secret.
 You who smile so gently, softly
whisper, my heart will hear it, not my
ears.
 The night is deep, the house is
silent, the birds' nests are shrouded
with sleep.
 Speak to me through hesitating
tears, through faltering smiles, through
sweet shame and pain, the secret of
your heart!
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The Gardener Xxix: Speak To Me My Love

Speak to me, my love! Tell me in
words what you sang.
The night is dark. The stars are
lost in clouds. The wind is sighing
through the leaves.
I will let loose my hair. My blue
cloak will cling round me like night. I
will clasp your head to my bosom; and
there in the sweet loneliness murmur
on your heart. I will shut my eyes
and listen. I will not look in your face.
When your words are ended, we will
sit still and silent. Only the trees will
whisper in the dark.
The night will pale. The day will
dawn. We shall look at each other's
eyes and go on our different paths.
Speak to me, my love! Tell me in
words what you sang.
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The Gardener Xxvi: What Comes From Your Willing
Hands

"What comes from your willing
hands I take. I beg for nothing
more."
 "Yes, yes, I know you, modest
mendicant, you ask for all that one
has."
 "If there be a stray flower for me
I will wear it in my heart."
 "But if there be thorns?"
 "I will endure them."
 "Yes, yes, I know you, modest
mendicant, you ask for all that one
has."
 "If but once you should raise your
loving eyes to my face it would make
my life sweet beyond death."
 "But if there be only cruel
glances?"
 "I will keep them piercing my
heart."
 "Yes, yes, I know you, modest
mendicant, you ask for all that one
has."
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The Gardener Xxvii: Trust Love

"Trust love even if it brings sorrow.
Do not close up your heart."
 "Ah no, my friend, your words are
dark, I cannot understand them."
 "Pleasure is frail like a dewdrop,
while it laughs it dies. But sorrow is
strong and abiding. Let sorrowful
love wake in your eyes."
 "Ah no, my friend, your words are
dark, I cannot understand them."
 "The lotus blooms in the sight of
the sun, and loses all that it has. It
would not remain in bud in the
eternal winter mist."
 "Ah no, my friend, your words are
dark, I cannot understand them."
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The Gardener Xxviii: Your Questioning Eyes

Your questioning eyes are sad. They
seek to know my meaning as the moon
would fathom the sea.
 I have bared my life before your
eyes from end to end, with nothing
hidden or held back. That is why you
know me not.
 If it were only a gem, I could break
it into a hundred pieces and string
them into a chain to put on your neck.
 If it were only a flower, round and
small and sweet, I could pluck it from
its stem to set it in your hair.
 But it is a heart, my beloved.
Where are its shores and its bottom?
 You know not the limits of this
kingdom, still you are its queen.
 If it were only a moment of pleasure
it would flower in an easy smile, and
you could see it and read it in a
moment.
 If it were merely a pain it would
melt in limpid tears, reflecting its
inmost secret without a word.
 But it is love, my beloved.
 Its pleasure and pain are boundless,
and endless its wants and wealth.
 It is as near to you as your life, but
you can never wholly know it.
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The Gardener Xxxiv: Do Not Go, My Love

Do not go, my love, without asking
my leave.
 I have watched all night, and now
my eyes are heavy with sleep.
 I fear lest I lose you when I'm
sleeping.
 Do not go, my love, without asking
my leave.
 I start up and stretch my hands to
touch you. I ask myself, "Is it a
dream?"
 Could I but entangle your feet with
my heart and hold them fast to my
breast!
 Do not go, my love, without asking
my leave.
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The Gardener Xxxviii: My Love, Once Upon A Time

My love, once upon a time your poet
launched a great epic in his mind.
 Alas, I was not careful, and it struck
your ringing anklets and came to
grief.
 It broke up into scraps of songs and
lay scattered at your feet.
 All my cargo of the stories of old
wars was tossed by the laughing waves
and soaked in tears and sank.
 You must make this loss good to me,
my love.
 If my claims to immortal fame after
death are scattered, make me immortal
while I live.
 And I will not mourn for my loss nor
blame you.
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The Gift

I want to give you something, my child, for we are drifting in the
stream of the world.
 Our lives will be carried apart, and our love forgotten.
 But I am not so foolish as to hope that I could buy your heart
with my gifts.
 Young is your life, your path long, and you drink the love we
bring you at one draught and turn and run away from us.
 You have your play and your playmates. What harm is there if
you have no time or thought for us!
 We, indeed, have leisure enough in old age to count the days
that are past, to cherish in our hearts what our hands have lost
for ever.
 The river runs swift with a song, breaking through all
barriers. But the mountain stays and remembers, and follows her
with his love.
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The Golden Boat

Clouds rumbling in the sky; teeming rain.
I sit on the river bank, sad and alone.
The sheaves lie gathered, harvest has ended,
The river is swollen and fierce in its flow.
As we cut the paddy it started to rain.
One small paddy-field, no one but me -
Flood-waters twisting and swirling everywhere.
Trees on the far bank; smear shadows like ink
On a village painted on deep morning grey.
On this side a paddy-field, no one but me.
Who is this, steering close to the shore
Singing? I feel that she is someone I know.
The sails are filled wide, she gazes ahead,
Waves break helplessly against the boat each side.
I watch and feel I have seen her face before.
Oh to what foreign land do you sail?
Come to the bank and moor your boat for a while.
Go where you want to, give where you care to,
But come to the bank a moment, show your smile -
Take away my golden paddy when you sail.
Take it, take as much as you can load.
Is there more? No, none, I have put it aboard.
My intense labour here by the river -
I have parted with it all, layer upon layer;
Now take me as well, be kind, take me aboard.
No room, no room, the boat is too small.
Loaded with my gold paddy, the boat is full.
Across the rain-sky clouds heave to and fro,
On the bare river-bank, I remain alone -
What had has gone: the golden boat took all.
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The Hero

Mother, let us imagine we are travelling, and passing through a
strange and dangerous country.
 You are riding in a palanquin and I am trotting by you on a
red horse.
 It is evening and the sun goes down. The waste of Joradighi
lies wan and grey before us. The land is desolate and barren.
 You are frightened and thinking-"I know not where we have come
to."
 I say to you, "Mother, do not be afraid."
 The meadow is prickly with spiky grass, and through it runs
a narrow broken path.
 There are no cattle to be seen in the wide field; they have
gone to their village stalls.
 It grows dark and dim on the land and sky, and we cannot tell
where we are going.
 Suddenly you call me and ask me in a whisper, "What light is
that near the bank?"
 Just then there bursts out a fearful yell, and figures come
running towards us.
 You sit crouched in your palanquin and repeat the names of the
gods in prayer.
 The bearers, shaking in terror, hide themselves in the thorny
bush.
 I shout to you, "Don't be afraid, mother. I am here."
 With long sticks in their hands and hair all wild about their
heads, they come nearer and nearer.
 I shout, "Have a care, you villains! One step more and you are
dead men."
 They give another terrible yell and rush forward.
 You clutch my hand and say, "Dear boy, for heaven's sake, keep
away from them."
 I say, "Mother, just you watch me."
 Then I spur my horse for a wild gallop, and my sword and
buckler clash against each other.
 The fight becomes so fearful, mother, that it would give you
a cold shudder could you see it from your palanquin.
 Many of them fly, and a great number are cut to pieces.
 I know you are thinking, sitting all by yourself, that your
boy must be dead by this time.
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 But I come to you all stained with blood, and say,"Mother, the
fight is over now."
 You come out and kiss me, pressing me to your heart, and you
say to yourself,
 "I don't know what I should do if I hadn't my boy to escort
me."
 A thousand useless things happen day after day, and why
couldn't such a thing come true by chance?
 It would be like a story in a book.
 My brother would say, "Is it possible? I always thought he was
so delicate!"
 Our village people would all say in amazement, "Was it not
lucky that the boy was with his mother?"
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The Home

I paced alone on the road across the field while the sunset was
hiding its last gold like a miser.
 The daylight sank deeper and deeper into the darkness, and the
widowed land, whose harvest had been reaped, lay silent.
 Suddenly a boy's shrill voice rose into the sky. He traversed
the dark unseen, leaving the track of his song across the hush of
the evening.
 His village home lay there at the end of the waste land,
beyond the sugar-cane field, hidden among the shadows of the banana
and the slender areca palm, the coconut and the dark green jackfruit trees.
 I stopped for a moment in my lonely way under the starlight,
and saw spread before me the darkened earth surrounding with her
arms countless homes furnished with cradles and beds, mother's
hearts and evening lamps, and young lives glad with a gladness that
knows nothing of its value for the world.
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The Journey

The morning sea of silence broke into ripples of bird songs;
and the flowers were all merry by the roadside;
and the wealth of gold was scattered through the rift of the clouds
while we busily went on our way and paid no heed.
We sang no glad songs nor played;
we went not to the village for barter;
we spoke not a word nor smiled;
we lingered not on the way.
We quickened our pace more and more as the time sped by.
The sun rose to the mid sky and doves cooed in the shade.
Withered leaves danced and whirled in the hot air of noon.
The shepherd boy drowsed and dreamed in the shadow of the banyan tree,
and I laid myself down by the water
and stretched my tired limbs on the grass.
My companions laughed at me in scorn;
they held their heads high and hurried on;
they never looked back nor rested;
they vanished in the distant blue haze.
They crossed many meadows and hills,
and passed through strange, far-away countries.
All honor to you, heroic host of the interminable path!
Mockery and reproach pricked me to rise,
but found no response in me.
I gave myself up for lost
in the depth of a glad humiliation
- -in the shadow of a dim delight.
The repose of the sun-embroidered green gloom
slowly spread over my heart.
I forgot for what I had traveled,
and I surrendered my mind without struggle
to the maze of shadows and songs.
At last, when I woke from my slumber and opened my eyes,
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I saw thee standing by me, flooding my sleep with thy smile.
How I had feared that the path was long and wearisome,
and the struggle to reach thee was hard!
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The Judge

Say of him what you please, but I know my child's failings.
 I do not love him because he is good, but because he is my
little child.
 How should you know how dear he can be when you try to weigh
his merits against his faults?
 When I must punish him he becomes all the more a part of my
being.
 When I cause his tears to come my heart weeps with him.
 I alone have a right to blame and punish, for he only may
chastise who loves.
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The Kiss

Lips' language to lips' ears.
Two drinking each other's heart, it seems.
Two roving loves who have left home,
pilgrims to the confluence of lips.
Two waves rise by the law of love
to break and die on two sets of lips.
Two wild desires craving each other
meet at last at the body's limits.
Love's writing a song in dainty letters,
layers of kiss-calligraphy on lips.
Plucking flowers from two sets of lips
perhaps to thread them into a chain later.
This sweet union of lips
is the red marriage-bed of a pair of smiles.
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The Land Of The Exile

Mother, the light has grown grey in the sky; I do not know what
the time is.
 There is no fun in my play, so I have come to you. It is
Saturday, our holiday.
 Leave off your work, mother; sit here by the window and tell
me where the desert of Tepantar in the fairy tale is.
 The shadow of the rains has covered the day from end to end.
 The fierce lightning is scratching the sky with its nails.
 When the clouds rumble and it thunders, I love to be afraid
in my heart and cling to you.
 When the heavy rain patters for hours on the bamboo leaves,
and our windows shake and rattle at the gusts of wind, I like to
sit alone in the room, mother, with you, and hear you talk about
the desert of Tepantar in the fairy tale.
 Where is it, mother, on the shore of what sea, at the foot of
what hills, in the kingdom of what king?
 There are no hedges there to mark the fields, no footpath
across it by which the villagers reach their village in the
evening, or the woman who gathers dry sticks in the forest can
bring her load to the market. With patches of yellow grass in the
sand and only one tree where the pair of wise old birds have their
nest, lies the desert of Tepantar.
 I can imagine how, on just such a cloudy day, the young son
of the king is riding alone on a grey horse through the desert, in
search of the princess who lies imprisoned in the giant's palace
across that unknown water.
 When the haze of the rain comes down in the distant sky, and
lightning starts up like a sudden fit of pain, does he remember his
unhappy mother, abandoned by the king, sweeping the cow-stall and
wiping her eyes, while he rides through the desert of Tepantar in
the fairy tale?
 See, mother, it is almost dark before the day is over, and
thee are no travellers yonder on the village road.
 The shepherd boy has gone home early from the pasture, and men
have left their fields to sit on mats under the eaves of their
huts, watching the scowling clouds.
 Mother, I have left all my books on the shelf-do not ask me
to do my lessons now.
 When I grow up and am bid like my father, I shall learn all
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that must be learnt.
 But just for today, tell me, mother, where the desert of
Tepantar in the fairy tale is.
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The Last Bargain

"Come and hire me," I cried, while in the morning I was walking on the stonepaved road.
 Sword in hand, the King came in his chariot.
 He held my hand and said, "I will hire you with my power."
 But his power counted for nought, and he went away in his chariot.
 In the heat of the midday the houses stood with shut doors.
 I wandered along the crooked lane.
 An old man came out with his bag of gold.
 He pondered and said, "I will hire you with my money."
 He weighed his coins one by one, but I turned away.
 It was evening. The garden hedge was all aflower.
 The fair maid came out and said, "I will hire you with a smile."
 Her smile paled and melted into tears, and she went back alone into the dark.
 The sun glistened on the sand, and the sea waves broke waywardly.
 A child sat playing with shells.
 He raised his head and seemed to know me, and said, "I hire you with nothing."
 From thenceforward that bargain struck in child's play made me a free man.
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The Little Big Man

I am small because I am a little child. I shall be big when I am
as old as my father is.
 My teacher will come and say, "It is late, bring your slate
and your books."
 I shall tell him, " Do you not know I am as big as father? And
I must not have lessons any more."
 My master will wonder and say, "He can leave his books if he
likes, for he is grown up."
 I shall dress myself and walk to the fair where the crowd is
thick.
 My uncle will come rushing up to me and say, "You will get
lost, my boy; let me carry you."
 I shall answer, "Can't you see, uncle, I am as big as father?
I must go to the fair alone."
 Uncle will say, "Yes, he can go wherever he likes, for he is
grown up."
 Mother will come from her bath when I am giving money to my
nurse, for I shall know how to open the box with my key.
 Mother will say, "What are you about, naughty child?"
 I shall tell her, "Mother, don't you know, I am as big as
father, and I must give silver to my nurse."
 Mother will say to herself, "He can give money to whom he
likes, for he is grown up."
 In the holiday time in October father will come home and,
thinking that I am still a baby, will bring for me from the town
little shoes and small silken frocks.
 I shall say, "Father, give them to my data, for I am as big
as you are."
 Father will think and say, "He can buy his own clothes if he
likes, for he is grown up."
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The Lotus

On the day when the lotus bloomed, alas, my mind was straying,
and I knew it not. My basket was empty and the flower remained unheeded.
Only now and again a sadness fell upon me, and I started up from my
dream and felt a sweet trace of a strange fragrance in the south wind.
That vague sweetness made my heart ache with longing and it seemed to
me that is was the eager breath of the summer seeking for its completion.
I knew not then that it was so near, that it was mine, and that this
perfect sweetness had blossomed in the depth of my own heart.
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The Merchant

Imagine, mother, that you are to stay at home and I am to travel
into strange lands.
Imagine that my boat is ready at the landing fully laden.
Now think well, mother, before you say what I shall bring for
you when I come back.
Mother, do you want heaps and heaps of gold?
There, by the banks of golden streams, fields are full of
golden harvest.
And in the shade of the forest path the golden champ flower
drop on the ground.
I will gather them all for you in many hundred baskets.
Mother, do you want pearls big as the raindrops of autumn?
I shall cross to the pearl island shore.
There in the early morning light pearls tremble on the meadow
flowers, pearls drop on the grass, and pearls are scattered on the
sand in spray by the wild sea-waves.
My brother shall have a pair of horses with wings to fly among
the clouds.
For father I shall bring a magic pen that, without his
knowing, will write of itself.
For you, mother, I must have the casket and jewel that cost
seven kings their kingdom.
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The Rainy Day

Sullen clouds are gathering fast over the black fringe of the
forest.
 O child, do not go out!
 The palm trees in a row by the lake are smiting their heads
against the dismal sky; the crows with their dragged wings are
silent on the tamarind branches, and the eastern bank of the river
is haunted by a deepening gloom.
 Our cow is lowing loud, ties at the fence.
 O child, wait here till I bring her into the stall.
 Men have crowded into the flooded field to catch the fishes
as they escape from the overflowing ponds; the rain-water is
running in rills through the narrow lanes like a laughing boy who
has run away from his mother to tease her.
 Listen, someone is shouting for the boatman at the ford.
 O child, the daylight is dim, and the crossing at the ferry
is closed.
 The sky seems to ride fast upon the madly rushing rain; the
water in the river is loud and impatient; women have hastened home
early from the Ganges with their filled pitchers.
 The evening lamps must be made ready.
 O child, do not go out!
 The road to the market is desolate, the lane to the river is
slippery. The wind is roaring and struggling among the bamboo
branches like a wild beast tangled in a net.
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The Recall

The night was dark when she went away, and the slept.
 The night is dark now, and I call for her, "Come back, my
darling; the world is asleep; and no one would know, if you came
for a moment while stars are gazing at stars."
 She went away when the trees were in bud and the spring was
young.
 Now the flowers are in high bloom and I call, "Come back, my
darling. The children gather and scatter flowers in reckless sport.
And if you come and take one little blossom no one will miss it."
 Those that used to play are playing still, so spendthrift is
life.
 I listen to their chatter and call, "Come back, my darling,
for mother's heart is full to the brim with love, and if you come
to snatch only one little kiss from her no one will grudge it."
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The Sailor

The boat of the boatman Madhu is moored at the wharf of Rajgunj.
 It is uselessly laden with jute, and has been lying there idle
for ever so long.
 If he would only lend me his boat, I should man her with a
hundred oars, and hoist sails, five or six or seven.
 I should never steer her to stupid markets.
 I should sail the seven seas and the thirteen rivers of
fairyland.
 But, mother, you won't weep for me in a corner.
 I am not going into the forest like Ramachandra to come back
only after fourteen years.
 I shall become the prince of the story, and fill my boat with
whatever I like.
 I shall take my friend Ashu with me. We shall sail merrily
across the ever seas and the thirteen rivers of fairyland.
 We shall set sail in the early morning light.
 When at noontide you are bathing at the pond, we shall be in
the land of a strange king.
 We shall pass the ford of Tirpurni, and leave behind us the
desert of Tepantar.
 When we come back it will be getting dark, and I shall tell
you of all that we have seen.
 I shall cross the seven seas and the thirteen rivers of
fairyland.
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The Source

The sleep that flits on baby's eyes-does anybody know from where
it comes? Yes, there is a rumour that it has its dwelling where,
in the fairy village among shadows of the forest dimly lit with
glow-worms, there hang two shy buds of enchantment. From there it
comes to kiss baby's eyes.
 The smile that flickers on baby's lips when he sleeps-does
anybody know where it was born? Yes, there is a rumour that a young
pale beam of a crescent moon touched the edge of a vanishing autumn
cloud, and there the smile was first born in the dream of a dew
washed morning-the smile that flickers on baby's lips when he
sleeps.
 The sweet, soft freshness hat blooms on baby's limbs-does
anybody know where it was hidden so long? Yes, when the mother was
a young girl it lay pervading her heart in tender and silent
mystery of love-the sweet, soft freshness that has bloomed on
baby's limbs.
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The Sun Of The First Day

The sun of the first day
Put the question
To the new manifestation of lifeWho are you?
There was no answer.
Years passed by.
The last sun of the last day
Uttered the question
on the shore of the western sea
In the hush of eveningWho are you?
No answer came again.
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The Tame Bird Was In A Cage

THE tame bird was in a cage, the free bird was in the forest.
They met when the time came, it was a decree of fate.
The free bird cries, 'O my love, let us fly to the wood.'
The cage bird whispers, 'Come hither, let us both live in the cage.'
Says the free bird, 'Among bars, where is there room to spread one's wings?'
'Alas,' cries the caged bird, 'I should not know where to sit perched in the sky.'
The free bird cries, 'My darling, sing the songs of the woodlands.'
The cage bird sings, 'Sit by my side, I'll teach you the speech of the learned.'
The forest bird cries, 'No, ah no! songs can never be taught.'
The cage bird says, 'Alas for me, I know not the songs of the woodlands.'
There love is intense with longing, but they never can fly wing to wing.
Through the bars of the cage they look, and vain is their wish to know each
other.
They flutter their wings in yearning, and sing, 'Come closer, my love!'
The free bird cries, 'It cannot be, I fear the closed doors of the cage.'
The cage bird whispers, 'Alas, my wings are powerless and dead.'
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The Unheeded Pageant

Ah, who was it coloured that little frock, my child, and covered
your sweet limbs with that little red tunic?
 You have come out in the morning to play in the courtyard,
tottering and tumbling as you run.
 But who was it coloured that little frock, my child?
 What is it makes you laugh, my little life-bud?
 Mother smiles at you standing on the threshold.
 She claps her hands and her bracelets jingle, and you dance
with your bamboo stick in your hand like a tiny little shepherd.
 But what is it makes you laugh, my little life-bud?
 O beggar, what do you bed for, clinging to your mother's neck
with both your hands?
 O greedy heart, shall I pluck the world like a fruit from the
sky to place it on your little rosy palm?
 O beggar, what are you begging for?
 The wind carries away in glee the tinkling of your anklet
bells.
 The sun smiles and watches your toilet.
 The sky watches over you when you sleep in your mother's arms,
and the morning comes tiptoe to your bed and kisses your eyes.
 The wind carried away in glee the tinkling of your anklet
bells.
 The fairy mistress of dreams is coming towards you, flying
through the twilight sky.
 The world-mother keeps her seat by you in your mother's heart.
 He who plays his music to the stars is standing at your window
with his flute.
 And the fairy mistress of dreams is coming towards you, flying
through the twilight sky.
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The Wicked Postman

Why do you sit there on the floor so quiet and silent, tell me,
mother dear?
 The rain is coming in through the open window, making you all
wet, and you don't mind it.
 Do you hear the gong striking four? It is time for my brother
to come home from school.
 What has happened to you that you look so strange?
 Haven't you got a letter from father today?
 I saw the postman bringing letters in his bag for almost
everybody in the town.
 Only father's letters he keeps to read himself. I am sure the
postman is a wicked man.
 But don't be unhappy about that, mother dear.
 Tomorrow is market day in the next village. You ask your maid
to buy some pens and papers.
 I myself will write all father's letters; you will not find
a single mistake.
 I shall write from A right up to K.
 But, mother, why do you smile?
 You don't believe that I can write as nicely as father does!
 But I shall rule my paper carefully, and write all the letters
beautifully big.
 When I finish my writing do you think I shall be so foolish
as father and drop it into the horrid postman's bag?
 I shall bring it to you myself without waiting, and letter by
letter help you to read my writing.
 I know the postman does not like to give you the really nice
letters.
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This Dog

Every morning this dog, very attached to me,
Quietly keeps sitting near my seat
Till touching its head
I recognize its company.
This recognition gives it so much joy
Pure delight ripples through its entire body.
Among all dumb creatures
It is the only living being
That has seen the whole man
Beyond what is good or bad in him
It has seen
For his love it can sacrifice its life
It can love him too for the sake of love alone
For it is he who shows the way
To the vast world pulsating with life.
When I see its deep devotion
The offer of its whole being
I fail to understand
By its sheer instinct
What truth it has discovered in man.
By its silent anxious piteous looks
It cannot communicate what it understands
But it has succeeded in conveying to me
Among the whole creation
What is the true status of man.
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Threshold

I was not aware of the moment
when I first crossed the threshold of this life.
What was the power that made me open out into this vast mystery
like a bud in the forest at midnight!
When in the morning I looked upon the light
I felt in a moment that I was no stranger in this world,
that the inscrutable without name and form
had taken me in its arms in the form of my own mother.
Even so, in death the same unknown will appear as ever known to me.
And because I love this life,
I know I shall love death as well.
The child cries out
when from the right breast the mother takes it away,
in the very next moment to find in the left one its consolation.
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Twelve O'Clock

Mother, I do want to leave off my lessons now. I have been at my
book all the morning.
 You say it is only twelve o'clock. Suppose it isn't any later;
can't you ever think it is afternoon when it is only twelve
o'clock?
 I can easily imagine now that the sun has reached the edge of
that rice-field, and the old fisher-woman is gathering herbs for
her supper by the side of the pond.
 I can just shut my eyes and think that the shadows are growing
darker under the madar tree, and the water in the pond looks shiny
black.
 If twelve o'clock can come in the night, why can't the night
come when it is twelve o'clock?
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Unending Love

I seem to have loved you in numberless forms, numberless times…
In life after life, in age after age, forever.
My spellbound heart has made and remade the necklace of songs,
That you take as a gift, wear round your neck in your many forms,
In life after life, in age after age, forever.
Whenever I hear old chronicles of love, it's age-old pain,
It's ancient tale of being apart or together.
As I stare on and on into the past, in the end you emerge,
Clad in the light of a pole-star piercing the darkness of time:
You become an image of what is remembered forever.
You and I have floated here on the stream that brings from the fount.
At the heart of time, love of one for another.
We have played along side millions of lovers, shared in the same
Shy sweetness of meeting, the same distressful tears of farewellOld love but in shapes that renew and renew forever.
Today it is heaped at your feet, it has found its end in you
The love of all man’s days both past and forever:
Universal joy, universal sorrow, universal life.
The memories of all loves merging with this one love of ours –
And the songs of every poet past and forever.
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Ungrateful Sorrow

At dawn shey departed
My mind tried to console me -
' Everything is Maya'.
Angrily I replied:
'Here's this sewing box on the table,
that flower-pot on the terrace,
this monogrammed hand-fan on the bed- -
all these are real.'
My mind said: 'Yet, think again.'
I rejoined: ' You better stop.
Look at this storybook,
the hairpin halfway amongst its leaves,
signaling the rest is unread;
if all these things are 'Maya',
then why should 'shey' be more unreal? '
My mind becomes silent.
A friend arrived and says:
'That which is good is real
it is never non-existent;
entire world preserves and cherishes it its chest
like a precious jewel in a necklace.'
I replied in anger: 'How do you know?
Is a body not good? Where did that body go? '
Like a small boy in a rage hitting his mother,
I began to strike at everything in this world
that gave me shelter.
And I screamed:' The world is treacherous.'
Suddenly, I was startled.
It seemed like someone admonished me:' You- ungrateful! '
I looked at the crescent moon
hidden behind the tamarisk tree outside my window.
As if the dear departed one is smiling
and playing hide-and-seek with me.
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From the depth of darkness punctuated by scattered stars
came a rebuke: 'when I let you grasp me you call it an deception,
and yet when I remain concealed,
why do you hold on to your faith in me with such conviction? '
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Untimely Leave

No more noisy, loud words from me---such is my master's will.
Henceforth I deal in whispers.
The speech of my heart will be carried on in murmurings of a song.
Men hasten to the King's market. All the buyers and sellers are there.
But I have my untimely leave in the middle of the day, in the thick of work.
Let then the flowers come out in my garden, though it is not their time;
and let the midday bees strike up their lazy hum.
Full many an hour have I spent in the strife of the good and the evil,
but now it is the pleasure of my playmate of the empty days to draw my heart on
to him;
and I know not why is this sudden call to what useless inconsequence!
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Unyielding

When I called you in your garden
Mango blooms were rich in fragrance -
Why did you remain so distant,
Keep your doors so tightly fastened?
Blossoms grew to ripe fruit-clusters -
Your rejected my cuppded handfuls,
Closed your eyes to perfectness.
In the fierce harsh storms of Baisakh,
Golden ripened fruit fell tumbling.
'Dust, I said, 'defiles such offerings:
Let your hands be heaven to them.'
Still you showed no friendliness.
Lampless were your doors at evening,
Pitch-black as I played my vina.
How the starlight twanged my heartstrings!
How I set my vina dancing!
You showed no responsiveness.
Sad birds twittered sleeplessly,
Calling, calling lost companions.
Gone the right time for our union -
Low the moon while still you brooded,
Sunk in lonely pensiveness.
Who can understand another!
Heart cannot restrain its passion.
I had hoped that some remaining
Tear-soaked memories would sway you,
Stir your feet to lightsomeness.
Moon fell at the feet of morning,
Loosened from the night's fading necklace.
While you slept, O did my Vina
Lull you with its heartache? Did you
Dream at least of happiness?
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Vocation

When the gong sounds ten in the morning and I walk to school by our
lane.
 Every day I meet the hawker crying, "Bangles, crystal
bangles!"
 There is nothing to hurry him on, there is no road he must
take, no place he must go to, no time when he must come home.
 I wish I were a hawker, spending my day in the road, crying,
"Bangles, crystal bangles!"
 When at four in the afternoon I come back from the school,
 I can see through the gate of that house the gardener digging
the ground.
 He does what he likes with his spade, he soils his clothes
with dust, nobody takes him to task if he gets baked in the sun or
gets wet.
 I wish I were a gardener digging away at the garden with
nobody to stop me from digging.
 Just as it gets dark in the evening and my mother sends me to
bed,
 I can see through my open window the watchman walking up and
down.
 The lane is dark and lonely, and the street-lamp stands like
a giant with one red eye in its head.
 The watchman swings his lantern and walks with his shadow at
his side, and never once goes to bed in his life.
 I wish I were a watchman walking the streets all night,
chasing the shadows with my lantern.
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Waiting

The song I came to sing
remains unsung to this day.
I have spent my days in stringing
and in unstringing my instrument.
The time has not come true,
the words have not been rightly set;
only there is the agony
of wishing in my heart…..
I have not seen his face,
nor have I listened to his voice;
only I have heard his gentle footsteps
from the road before my house…..
But the lamp has not been lit
and I cannot ask him into my house;
I live in the hope of meeting with him;
but this meeting is not yet.
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We Are To Play The Game Of Death

WE are to play the game of death to-night, my bride and I.
The night is black, the clouds in the sky are capricious, and the waves are raving
at sea.
We have left our bed of dreams, flung open the door and come out, my bride and
I.
We sit upon a swing, and the storm winds give us a wild push from behind.
My bride starts up with fear and delight, she trembles and clings to my breast.
Long have I served her tenderly.
I made for her a bed of flowers and I closed the doors to shut out the rude light
from her eyes.
I kissed her gently on her lips and whispered softly in her ears till she half
swooned in languor.
She was lost in the endless mist of vague sweetness.
She answered not to my touch, my songs failed to arouse her.
To-night has come to us the call of the storm from the wild.
My bride has shivered and stood up, she has clasped my hand and come out.
Her hair is flying in the wind, her veil is fluttering, her garland rustles over her
breast.
The push of death has swung her into life.
We are face to face and heart to heart, my bride and I.
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When And Why

When I bring you coloured toys, my child, I understand why there
is such a play of colours on clouds, on water, and why flowers are
painted in tints-when I give coloured toys to you, my child.
 When I sing to make you dance, I truly know why there is music
in leaves, and why waves send their chorus of voices to the heart
of the listening earth-when I sing to make you dance.
 When I bring sweet things to your greedy hands, I know why
there is honey in the cup of the flower, and why fruits are
secretly filled with sweet juice-when I bring sweet things to your
greedy hands.
 When I kiss your face to make you smile, my darling, I surely
understand what pleasure streams from the sky in morning light, and
what delight the summer breeze brings to my body-when I kiss you
to make you smile.
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When Day Is Done

If the day is done,
if birds sing no more,
if the wind has flagged tired,
then draw the veil of darkness thick upon me,
even as thou hast wrapt the earth with the coverlet of sleep
and tenderly closed the petals of the drooping lotus at dusk.
From the traveler,
whose sack of provisions is empty before the voyage is ended,
whose garment is torn and dust-laden,
whose strength is exhausted,
remove shame and poverty,
and renew his life like a flower under the cover of thy kindly night.
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When I Go Alone At Night

WHEN I go alone at night to my love-tryst, birds do not sing, the wind does not
stir, the houses on both sides of the street stand silent.
It is my own anklets that grow loud at every step and I am ashamed.
When I sit on my balcony and listen for his footsteps, leaves do not rustle on the
trees, and the water is still in the river like the sword on the knees of a sentry
fallen asleep.
It is my own heart that beats wildly -- I do not know how to quiet it.
When my love comes and sits by my side, when my body trembles and my
eyelids droop, the night darkens, the wind blows out the lamp, and the clouds
draw veils over the stars.
It is the jewel at my own breast that shines and gives light. I do not know how to
hide it.
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When The Two Sisters Go To Fetch Water

WHEN the two sisters go to fetch water, they come to this spot and they smile.
They must be aware of somebody who stands behind the trees whenever they go
to fetch water.
The two sisters whisper to each other when they pass this spot.
They must have guessed the secret of that somebody who stands behind the
trees whenever they go to fetch water.
Their pitchers lurch suddenly, and water spills when they reach this spot.
They must have found out that somebody's heart is beating who stands behind
the trees whenever they go to fetch water.
The two sisters glance at each other when they come to this spot, and they
smile.
There is a laughter in their swift-stepping feet, which makes confusion in
somebody's mind who stands behind the trees whenever they go to fetch water.
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Where Shadow Chases Light

This is my delight,
thus to wait and watch at the wayside
where shadow chases light
and the rain comes in the wake of the summer.
Messengers, with tidings from unknown skies,
greet me and speed along the road.
My heart is glad within,
and the breath of the passing breeze is sweet.
From dawn till dusk I sit here before my door,
and I know that of a sudden
the happy moment will arrive when I shall see.
In the meanwhile I smile and I sing all alone.
In the meanwhile the air is filling with the perfume of promise.
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Where The Mind Is Without Fear

Where the mind is without fear and the head is held high
Where knowledge is free
Where the world has not been broken up into fragments
By narrow domestic walls
Where words come out from the depth of truth
Where tireless striving stretches its arms towards perfection
Where the clear stream of reason has not lost its way
Into the dreary desert sand of dead habit
Where the mind is led forward by thee
Into ever-widening thought and action
Into that heaven of freedom, my Father, let my country awake
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Who Is This

I came out alone on my way to my tryst.
But who is this that follows me in the silent dark?
I move aside to avoid his presence but I escape him not.
He makes the dust rise from the earth with his swagger;
he adds his loud voice to every word that I utter.
He is my own little self, my lord, he knows no shame;
but I am ashamed to come to thy door in his company.
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